Wednesday, October 10, 2007

i hate school

i have 3 projects due on friday 3 that is to much work. well yesterday i did nothing just did homeowork. o wait i have 4 projects but the history one is due next tuesday T_T

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

school AHHH!!!!!

yesterday was ok we had a little party for my b-day he is so cute >.< and then i just watched tv and went on the computer nothing cool about that well i hope i dont have another panic attack again when i go to school cus trevor might be there i really need some help o well

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Monday, October 8, 2007

nothing much

there hasn't been anything good this weekend i have no school today YAY!!!! and today is my brothers B-day he is 4 well i have homework so i got to go talk to you guys later.

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Friday, October 5, 2007

is it wrong to want to die but actully dont do it?

i have never felt this pain before it hurts so much. on my way to 3 hour i saw trevor and i usually dont so i knew something was wrong and he was trying to tell me something and i just knew he was going to do it so i tryed to walk away but he held be back and then he said "i dont love you anymore" after that i dont remember anything i got to my class and daniel was worried becus he could tell something was wrong then kyle texted me i'm so so so so so sorry and thats when it hit i walked out of class daniel was running after me i thought he was going to go into the bathroom room with me but he didn't so i walked to the end of the bathroom and i punched the wall and i cant believe my hand didn't break. so then i went back to class and daniel was cheering me up so after class i followed him becus i didn't want to see trevor and next to daniel was devin and devin picked me up and they started to throw me back and forth no joke it was really fun and the teacher was watching this to. so then i went to lunch but then i just started to cry again so i went to the bathroom Anne ran after me in a skirt ^^ an i punched the wall again after this one i couldn't move my fingers and my hand was swollen and i cryed in annes arms. i really hate it when people see me cry. so anne helped me and i had to promise not to hurt myself anymore i can move my hand now ^^ trevor had been looking for me everywhere but i didn't want to see him it just brought to much pain. and now trevor asked this other girl that he likes to homecoming that doesn't bother me but i'm going to go to school and i hope i dont see him yet i do because seeing him brings pain. i the can of person who likes pain.

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

i feel like crap

yesterday after i cam home from school all i need was sleep my throat has been hurting me it feels like it is swollen. then my mom waked me up so i could get dressed because we were having our pictures taken and that was ok some of the pictures my brother looked like a demon HAHA!!!! then we went to olive garden i love that place i got the T-bone it was so good *drools* and i brought some cheese cake home. today i have another doctors app. its just a check up with the allgery doctor and i have a test is spanish if it wasn't for that i would so stay home. well i got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

half day

I"M GOING TO KILL MY CAT she keeps on meowing 24/7 and meows really loud and it sounds like she is dieing but she wont stop >.< my friends tia boyfriend killed himself i didn't know the guy he was in his 20's but tia really loved him she didn't think he would do it but he did she now she is all depressed its really sad. and now another friend of mine wants to kill himself but he wont tell me why i have something to do with it but he wont tell me. Today is my parents wedding anniversey so we are having a family picture taken -_-' i hate having my picture taken. Trevor was going to come over today since it was a half day but he is ethier making an excuse cause he says his mom needs to see his grades or that thats really true but o well i'll live.

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

One Semester of Spanish - Love Song ~its so funny~

my teacher showed us this in class and she was laughing so hard she was going to die of laughter but this is funny well got nothing new to say i'll talk to you guys later.

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Monday, October 1, 2007

i almost got ran over by a helicoptor

saturday i was over at trevors and we were on his bed omg that is the most comfortable bed ever and well we started to make out and i have never been that horny in my life omg and then jen came over and so we all went over to kyles and went swimming i hate swimming with a passion i dont know why to me its just stupid. then we went and played vollyball and that was so much fun becus if you pushed a buttom huge spinklers come on. and then jen got into a fight with her bf devin so we drove to his house to fix things and trevor and me kissed in front of jen and she got all mad becus she wanted a kiss so i gave her a kiss that was my frist kiss with a girl haha i'm so lame. devin and jen made up and then we took trevor home and jen was taking me home when we see a huge ass helicoptor and it landed my the road so jen pulled over so we could watch it and when it was taking off it almost hit us O.o then i slept over and jens that was fun and then we all went back to kyles and hung out by the pool for like 8 hours and they threw me into the pool >.< i hate them haha my face is burned thats the only spot that will burn i dont even tan and thats like werid since i live in arizona. and then i came home and here i am. well i am tired so i'll talk to you guys later. omg i forgot we were playing truth ir dare and kyle took off his swimming trunks and scared the shit out of trevor it was scary yet funny

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

tired and bored

my sister is having her b-day party tonight so i am at skylers house and skyler is beening mean to me >_< got to go ttyl...~couple of hours later~ skylers girlfriend came over so now there just making out on his bed behind me and i'm watching house haha i love this show

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Friday, September 28, 2007

Step up rules

i am feeling better i just need to watch what i eat hehe i brought the step up movie ^^ i'm in love with this movie and i'm trying to get trevor to watch it with me becus our thing is watching movies together and he has never seen it so i'm going to make him watch step up and the lake house MHU HA HA HA HA *chokes*..... anyways today is my sisters birthday party she is 13 now and i'm trying to find a place to go after school becus i do not want to be in a house full of 12/13 year old girls and one guy so i can go to trevors but so far i have no ride home >.< o well i dont mind staying at trevors really really late haha well got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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