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Monday, July 2, 2007


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oh ya i forgot to say that i fucked up again like always

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i love skunks

yesterday was ok my mom yelled at me again because i wasn't hungry she has been yelling at me for everything i hate it >< i want to so move out of this house. well other then that i just slept watched bleach and now i'm on the phone with trevor sylvia and jaclyn playing truth and skyler is playing to over msn its so funny well got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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Sunday, July 1, 2007


boo

today i'm not doing anything just going to stay home and watch some tv and maybe sleep some more and talk to people on the internet

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Saturday, June 30, 2007


i want more sleep


I got up at 5 today and i went to the shooting range that is like an hour away from my house and it was a lot of fun i love shooting it is so much fun but i wished my 22 would work -_-' anways i got tagged so I have to name 7 different songs that I like (and they can't be simaler songs) so... here it is:

1) All Alone-kutless
2) on my own- Three days grace
3) Aim for the head- creature feature
4) Drunken Lullabies- Flogging Molly
5) Lie to me- Pushmonkey
6)Someday- Nickelback
7) The last Night- Skillet

well thats all i'm going back to sleep so bye

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Thursday, June 28, 2007


a bad poem

Dreams

I dream every night
About you and my problems
I see you everyday
I wish i could just hold you
And to never let go

But in my dreams
Its nothing but fears
Fear of you rejecting me
So whats the point in trying
When your just going to reject me

I can see through you
You still like that person
Ans that hurts so much
I wish you would see me
Instead of that person

But it is not true
I just keep on fading away
from the pain of my broken heart
Because its just what it is
Its just a dream

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007


a break

hey will the pain has come back and i dont think i can handle it so i'm going to take a break from theOtaku (i'm not going to kill myself) i just need sometime time to myself to work things through there is just to much of it so i dont know when i'll be back on so i'll talk to you guys later and i love you guys so much

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Monday, June 25, 2007


been lost in thought

yesterday i spent most of the day sleeping and just sitting on my bed room floor staring into space. I just thought about a lot of stuff and i just let go of everything(i'm not going to kill myself) this week has been a very hard week from being hurt to hating myself to just doing nothing. today i am going to kyles house and then we are going to go see knocked up i hope his brother might say no at the last minute he does that a lot. well i'll talk to you guys later.

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Sunday, June 24, 2007


a poem i love that i didn't write


And She was gone


She chose to walk alone
Though others wondered why
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.-

She didn't have companions
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were
Puppet strings.-

She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.-

She longed to be a flame,
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.-

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone..-

The trees, they say stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said
The story played out well.-

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...-

And then she was gone

i wish i could just disapear like that


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Thursday, June 21, 2007


being kidnapped

well yesterday was ok i played xbox all day and talked to friends on the internet ok i broke up with trevor yesterday it wasn't the way i want to do it but i was talking to him on the phone and i said something i shouldn't of said so i felt really bad and we broke up i'm ok with it i was going to break up with him anyways and then later that day i was talking to alexis sylvias little sister and this guy comes into the conversation his name is nick and he seemed like a cool guy and i started to talk to him but then he asked me out and he is like 12 years old going into 8th grade i'm going into 11th grade and i'll be 17 sept. 8th and he says he has the same b-day as me. now i'm like wtf he was creeping me out and he wanted a pic of me so i gave him one because i didn't want to me mean and he said i looked cute which im not and he put it in my myspace comments and then he goes on saying he watched 5 people from where i live get killed from the next town over i'm like hell why am i talking to him but i didn't want to be mean so i say nothing and then he signed off of AIM this is so bad karma i no it. Well today skyler is going to kidnap me sometime today to go to his house because i haven't left the house since saturday and i need to get out >< well i'll talk to you guys later bye.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007


life sucks

yesterday was ok i was just on the internet talking to people and then we got our new TV!!!! it is so so just so great!!!!! >< i'm in love with it lol so when my dad leaves i'm going to play xbox 360 on it it is going to look so cool and then i got so depressed that it wasn't even funny i have never been that depressed before that i went into my room and cried. I just felt like such a bad friend and just felt useless like i would try to help my friends but i just feel like i made it worst. well after that little episode i go back on the computer and my dad came in and said there was a skunk outside so i ran outside to see it i love skunks i evev kinda like the smell i told my dad if he gave me 20 bucks i would hug the skunk but my dad didn't want me to stink up the house lmfao well my head hurts so i'm going to go i'll talk to you guys later

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