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Monday, June 18, 2007


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i think my mom thinks i am depressed or something because i write sad poems i really dont want to go through all that again i guess i am depressed but not enough to kill myself i dont really know why i am depressed i guess its because i cant help anybody and that i cant do anything right my mom has been yelling at me because i got behind on my CILTS stuff which is a progam at my camp i'm like a counsler in training my friends are so depressed that i dont know if i can help them i am a bad girlfriend that i shouldn't even be alive i'm just the wrost person on earth i dont deserve love or friends they are to good for me well on another note my mom sister and bro are going to my cousins house so its going to be me and my dad which trevor is it going to like because when i was little my dad used to hit me he still does it but now its more verbale and trevor hates it but i know what makes him mad so i just stay away from him the tv hasn't come they are droping it off tomorrow they better i want to new tv and knowing my dad i will have to put it up because my dad is a retard like that xD well i'm going to go i am hungry i'll talk to you guys later

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