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Friday, October 5, 2007

is it wrong to want to die but actully dont do it?
i have never felt this pain before it hurts so much. on my way to 3 hour i saw trevor and i usually dont so i knew something was wrong and he was trying to tell me something and i just knew he was going to do it so i tryed to walk away but he held be back and then he said "i dont love you anymore" after that i dont remember anything i got to my class and daniel was worried becus he could tell something was wrong then kyle texted me i'm so so so so so sorry and thats when it hit i walked out of class daniel was running after me i thought he was going to go into the bathroom room with me but he didn't so i walked to the end of the bathroom and i punched the wall and i cant believe my hand didn't break. so then i went back to class and daniel was cheering me up so after class i followed him becus i didn't want to see trevor and next to daniel was devin and devin picked me up and they started to throw me back and forth no joke it was really fun and the teacher was watching this to. so then i went to lunch but then i just started to cry again so i went to the bathroom Anne ran after me in a skirt ^^ an i punched the wall again after this one i couldn't move my fingers and my hand was swollen and i cryed in annes arms. i really hate it when people see me cry. so anne helped me and i had to promise not to hurt myself anymore i can move my hand now ^^ trevor had been looking for me everywhere but i didn't want to see him it just brought to much pain. and now trevor asked this other girl that he likes to homecoming that doesn't bother me but i'm going to go to school and i hope i dont see him yet i do because seeing him brings pain. i the can of person who likes pain.

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