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Thursday, March 13, 2008

i'm a bad gf
remember yesterday's post when i said i felt like i did something wrong will turns out i'm right and jaclyn broke up with me yesterday morning. she said she felt like we were just friends i wanted to say everything to her everything on how much i love her and what i love about her but all i could say was ok and so i walked away to go walk with a friend to get breakfast and then i saw skyler and rissa and i just cryed with him holding him he told me i needed to go talk to her but i didn't know how but i did but all i said was i know this is my fault and this is just really hard for me since i love you i finally told her i loved her after she broke up with me then after that she didn't say anything we huged for a little bit then i walked off i was building my walls again and i was not going to cry again. so through out the day in every hour i took a walked just the classes were to happy it made me sick i punched a couple of brick walls and in 6th hour i took the bathroom pass to go on a walk and it was taped back together and i was seening if i could cut my hand with it XD it didn't work (i'm not a cutter) so then i asked trevor if i could come over cause i was afraid if i went home i would just cry. and trevor helped me a lot i told him everything that i wanted to tell jaclyn i told him everything on how i love her and what i love about her and he said i should tell her that but i dont want to make it harder on her since we are kind of a part we are friends and we are talking to each other just not talking. trevor doesn't know why jaclyn broke up with me and neither do I (i didn't want to ask jaclyn) but trevor thinks i should go back out with jaclyn and that he is going to talk to her he thinks she just freaked out but the thruth is i dont know if i could go back out with her again if i'm just going to hurt her again and if she doesn't have feelings for me anymore. i want to ask her so many questions but i dont want to hurt her and make this break up even harder. right now i'm fine i'm done crying and i'm ready to move on i'm not mad at jaclyn and i dont regret anything spending all those days with her being my gf was worth every second and spending time with her as just friends is just as worth it. well i got to go

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