Thursday, January 26, 2006

   hi ppl
im over javier and i think im starting to like calvin hes all i can think about!!! and for adam h i just think hes hott i mean i love his hair its pretty and i like a boy that has pretty hair and his eyes i can star at them all day if i could soo yeah im not going to ask these ppl out i can use my nasty immagation!! soo yeah there isnt a song of the day cuz theres tooo many to choose from and yeah soo yeah ohh adam now has my cell number agian so u u wut that means rena miraim and bee!!!! hehehehehehehehehe srry i had a moment so yeah oh yeah samatha is a sult just to let u ppl no!!she totally likes adam h and she wrote him thisd note that sed call me!<3 i no were u live!!!!!! yup yup yup!! hmmmmmm hey wuts adams # i deleted it off my phone can u give it to mee?? thnx
~julia
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Monday, January 23, 2006

   hi
i cant keep my mn=mind off 3 boys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gr wuts his name(javier) calvin and adam h it doesnt help that the name adam is in the book im reading and the carather sounds like adam h grrrrrrr i have made up my mind that wont ask out any boys for a month!!!!!!! hopefully i can do that *gulps*
well yeah thats it heres the song of the day its an old one ppl emotions by dc
It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight?

And where are you now,
Now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow
Wherever you go
I'll cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotions taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know that there'll be nobody left in this world
To hold me tight
Don't you know that there'll be nobody left in this world
To kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now,
Now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow
Wherever you go
I'll cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotions taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know that there'll be nobody left in this world
To hold me tight
Don't you know that there'll be nobody left in this world
To kiss goodnight

And where are you now,
Now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow
Wherever you you go
I'll cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotions taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know that there'll be nobody left in this world
To hold me tight
Don't you know that there'll be nobody left in this world
To kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

   hi ppl
wuts every1 i havent updated in a while!! well yeah nothing new is happening soo yeah my days r boring so heres the song of the day
Grillz - Nelly
(feat. Paul Wall, Ali, Gipp)

ROBB the jewelry store and tell em make me a grill.

Got a whole top diamond and da bottom rows gold

[J.D.]
Yo we bout to start a epidemic wit dis one
Ya'll know what dis is...So So Def

[Nelly]
Got 30 down at the bottom, 30 mo at the top
All invisible set with little ice cube blocks
If I could call it a drink, call it a smile on da rocks
If I could call out a price, lets say I call out a lot
I got like platinum and white gold, traditional gold
I'm changin girllz errday, like you change clothes,
I might be grilled out nicely (oh) In my white tee (oh),
on South Beach (oh) in my wife beat.
V V and studded you can tell when they cut it
ya see my grandmama hate it, but my lil mama love it
cuz when I...

[Woman]
When open up ya mouth, ya grill gleamin (say what)
eyes stay low from da cheifin'

[Nelly]
I got a grill they call penny candy you know
what that means, it look like Now n Laters, gum drops, jelly beans
I wouldn't leave it for nothin only a crazy man would
so if you catch me in ya city, somewhere out in ya hood just say

[Chorus]
Smile fo me daddy
(What you lookin at)
Let me see ya grill
(Let cha see my what)
Ya, ya grill ya, ya, ya grill
(Rob da jewelry store and tell em make me a grill)
Smile for me daddy
(What you lookin at)
I want to see your grill
(You wanna see my what)
Ya, ya grill ya, ya, ya grill
(Got the whole top diamond and da bottom rows gold)

[Paul Wall]
What it do baby
Its da ice man paul wall
I got my mouth lookin somethin like a disco ball
I got da diamonds and da ice all hand set
I might cause a cold front if i take a deep breath
My teeth gleaming like im chewin on aluminum foil
Smilein showin off my diamonds sippin on some potin oil
I put my money where my mouth is and bought a grill
20 karots 30 stacks let em know im so fo real
My motivation is from 30 pointers V VS the furniture my mouth
piece simply symbolize success
I got da wrist wear and neck wear dats captivatin
But its my smile dats got these on-lookers spectatin
My mouth piece simply certified a total package
Open up my mouth and you see mo karots than a salad
My teeth are mind blowin givin everybody chillz
Call me George foreman cuz im sellin everybody grillz

[Chorus]
Smile fo me daddy
(What you lookin at)
Let me see ya grill
(Let cha see my what)
Ya, ya grill ya, ya, ya grill
(Rob da jewelry store and tell em make me a grill)
Smile fo me daddy
(What you lookin at)
I want to see your grill
(You wanna see my what)
Ya, ya grill ya, ya, ya grill
(Had a whole top diamonds and da bottom rose gold)

[Gipp]
Gipp got dem yellows, got dem purples, got dem reds
Lights gon hit ya and make you woozie in ya head
You can catch me in my 2 short drop
Mouth got colors like a fruit loop box

[Ali]
Dis what it do when da lou
Ice grill country grammar
Where da hustlas move bricks
and da gangsta's bang hamma's
Where i got em you can spot them
On da top in da bottom
Gotta bill in my mouth like im Hillary Rodham

[Gipp]
I ain't dissin no body but lets bring it to da lite
Gipp was da first wit my mouth bright white
Yeah deez hos can't focus cuz they eyesight blurry
Tippin on some 4's you can see my mouth jewelry

[Ali]
I got fo different sets its a fabolous thang
1 white, 1 yellow, like fabolous chain
and da otha set is same got my name in da mold

(Had a whole top diamond and da bottom rose gold)

[Chorus]

[Woman]
Boy how you get your grill that way and
How much did you pay
Every time i see you
Tha first thing im gon say hey.....

[Chorus]

~julia
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

   srry to al the pll that hate me
1 srry miiriam for making out w/javier 2 days after u guys broke up he still likes u so if u want to go back out w/him its fine he was just using me
2. srry bee for not making u come w/me to see javier i knew he was going to be there and i didnt want u to yel at him soo yeah karena and miriam were there both times i saw him soo it wasnt like it was just me
3.to any1 else i forgot but i think thats it!!
love ya
julia
p.s. i did some stupid things but these things r the stupidest
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

hiiiiiiii
gawd i miss lots of ppl gawd i hope everything ad every1 would leave me alone gawd im SUPER depressed and the mad thing is i cant cry gawd i hate this i hate it when i guy takes u away and then rips u into a million of peices u no wut im tlking bout!! well i hope u do i dont want to hurt myself like i use to but rite no that sounds like a good idea!! but i wont do it cuz i really dont have the energy to do it!!!!!!!!! gawd i feel like dying all becuz 1 person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well okay g2g miriam call me heres the song of the day:
"Metal heart"

I wish I had a metal heart
I could cross the line
I wish that I was half as good
as you think I am

but now that we know for sure they’re telling lies when they say
no one gets hurt and therefore nobody dies
you know it’s hard to believe anything that you hear
they say the world is round

wish I was as big as you
you’d have to tell the truth
I’d be nothing you could hurt
nothing you could use

but now that we know for sure they’re telling lies when they say
no one gets hurt and therefore nobody dies
you know it’s hard to believe anything that you hear
they say the world is round
the world is round?

I want to be dependable, I want to be courageous and good
I want to be faithful so that I can be heroic and true
I want to be a friend you can rely on you can lean on and trust
I want to understand so I can forgive and be willing to love

I wish I wasn’t flesh and blood
I would not be scared
of bullets built with me in mind
for then i could be saved

my sweet lord take care of me for i think i’m done
kiss my mother on her cheek and lay my burden down

but now that we know for sure they’re telling lies when they say
no one gets hurt and therefore nobody dies
you know it’s hard to believe anything that you hear
they say the world is round
the world is round?
the world is round?!

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Monday, January 9, 2006

tis helped me get over javier and 1 of my favorite songs on the cd
"It´s all over but the crying"

everything you think you know baby
is wrong
and everything you think you had baby
is gone

certain things turn ugly when you think too hard
and nagging little thoughts change into things you can’t turn off
everything you think you know baby
is wrong

it’s all over but the crying
fade to black I’m sick of trying
took too much and now I’m done
it’s all over but the crying

do you really think I’m made of stone baby?
c’mon!
that we only love the things we own?
baby you’re wrong

certain things just happen when you make no plans
and love can really tear you up and it can break you down
everything you think you know baby
is wrong

it’s all over but the crying
fade to black I’m sick of trying
took too much and now I’m done
It’s all over but the crying

baby we’re done

if I could I would
I’d change everything
cause I can’t forget you though you don’t believe me
now I can’t walk back
I can’t leave behind
where does it go all the light that we had?

everything you think you know baby
is wrong
and everything you think you had baby
is gone

baby we’re done

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this is my favorite song it discribes how i feel sometimes
My Immortal (Fallen)
Although the lyrics are the same across versions, the track on Fallen is a piano-only rendition and is not the same as the third single.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

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   yes this it wut it hides

Where does Your Beauty Hide? Dark Pictures and Deep Results

Your beauty hides in your pain.
Pain is beauty, and you're gorgeous. You're so full of pain and there is no way to escape. You wish to find others that know your darkness. Don't give up because there is someone out there that knows what it feels, that knows how bad it hurts. You're probably a cutter, and that's okay. Why should someone judge your actions to release your pain anyway? Don't give in to the pain yet, there will always be hope. Just hold your head up high and one day you shall defeat the darkness inside.

Your Quote:
'If pain is beauty, I must be fucking gorgeous.'

Your Song
Wish I Had an Angel - Nightwish

Lyrics
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel tonight
Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
I'm going down so frail'n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel...
Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts
I wish I had an angel
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   uuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmm

what is your favorite kind of guy

You Have Billie Joe Armstrong he listens to punk rock music and heloves to play his guitar hope you have an excellent time on your day with Billie Joe.
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   hhhhhhmmmmmm i wounder who it is this is creepy *coughjaviercough*

Who has secret crush on you? (whats his\her name`s first letter)

Someone, whos name starts with J, has secret crush on you!
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