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Monday, September 18, 2006


   Random update...
i'm feeling down for no reason-_-
i think it's because of all the jobs and stuff...
i don't even know if i want to be a thinsmith
i mean, i would, but it's not sure i'll find places to work at...
thing is, i can't back down now... college won't take anybody in anymore anyway
i just don't want to lose time studying something i'll never do
i consider time like something really precious=_=
...well, for now i just finish my highschool studies at that place
it's pretty smooth...
i'm just worried about what to do after-_-
...
i hate having to work
from the day you are born, you are under control of some serious looking dudes with ties in search of money
their excuse is that you can choose not to work
but that's not true
even if you wanted to get a farm and live for yourself
where would you find the money to buy the land?
government accept your birth as long as you stay obedient and give them money
yes people, we live under a reign of diplomacy...
where skills don't matter...
where your ideas are in vain
where money is almost everyone's goal
sometimes i wish i could just leave my house and tell people to come with me, to make a revolution
to create a world where feelings are alive and peaceful is the main adjective to use when you describe the civilization
....anyway....
i don't where i'd be now if it wasn't for naia
thanks to her, i'm still alive
and i'm happy everyday
even if i feel down, even if everything frustrating happen
she's there.... on top of my priority list

anyway....
that was my depression-_-'
see you aorund... or not

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