Wednesday, October 17, 2007

   Chapter 3
Tada!! Chapter 3 of meh mini-fanfic ish here!!
ENJOY!!! :D

Chapter III ~ Enferius

8 long years have passed since the death of my twin brother, Edward Judd. I managed to pick myself up with the help of my friends, Alvaro and Winifred. They were like angels, illuminating me with their friendly light, opening my blinded eyes to the world. I began to smile again, though it wasn't as bright as it once was. True, my new freinds took off all the weight, my sorrow, off my heart, but no one will ever be able to make me forget the painful memory of the loss of my dear brother. It's as if its now part of my heart, my being.

I was 14 years old back then. Life kept moving before my eyes, as if nothing happened. Yet, so much has occured during 8 years of my life. Barely a year since my brother's fall, my parents seperated from each other, however, they didn't divorce. I shocked me quite, though it shouldn't have surprised me. I should've seen it coming. They fought more and more oftenly, over the smallest thing. It tore my heart hearing them yell at each other at night, while I was alone, in my room, their voices reaching my ears as tears ran down my face. And what better day to leave the house than shortly after my 8th birthday? Yes, just after I finished opening my last gift, the one my mother gave me, she left the house with her luggage at hand. My father said that she would return soon, a pathethic attempt to confort me. I didn't believe one single word he said. I said to myself that I would never see my mom again. Yet, a few months later, on a saturday, my dad took me to where my mom was living. At least she was still on the island. It was then that they told me their plan: I was to be with my father during the weekdays, and after with my mother on the weekends. And that's how life resumed, going from one place to another. I felt as if I was living two seperate lives.

Painful weights kept sinking in my heart, nevertheless, I could always find confort in Alvaro and Winifred. Over the years, those two became far more than just my childhood friends. They came to be part of my family, they were my brothers. I won't let anyone bring harm to them, I won't let anyone take them away from me, I won't let anyone rob me of my guardian angels. I promised myself that, and yet, one day...

My father and I went to the St-Lawrence river. A gleam caught my attention. A gleam in the river. As I got closer, I discovered a beautiful golden bracelet. It had three crimson gems on it, I couldn't resist the temptation of taking it with me. Of course, I never imagined the eternal torment and suffering that small thing would cause me. A red glow. It was the last thing I remembered before I found myself lying on a lone land, a desert. I was taken to another world, a different one, where the science of Alchemy had triumphed over physics. It will be here that my life would change forever more, to the worst, into a nightmare, which I will never be able to wake up from...
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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

   Yesterday!!!
Heh... I was too tired to write about my day yesterday, so I'll write about it now! As yeh all know, there wasn't any school yesterday! *dances insanely again* Anyways, I went to the old port of ________ with my parents. We went around Old ________. It wasn't exactly a nice day. It was cloudy and rather cold, but heck, we didn't care. We covered up nice and warm and went out to the cold world! (literally) We were walking around for 4 hours STRAIGHT. YEAH!! We are THOUGHIES!!! XD After, we passed to a candy store!! *squeals* Ahh... it was heaven... Then, our stomach grumbled! Survey says: "Time to eat!!" XD XD We went to a small portuguese... uh... where they,uh... cook chicken? and make the BEST chicken sandwiches EVER!!! then, we headed home *smiles*

later, I decided to watch "28 weeks later". Dang... dat movie sure was BLOODY!! There was a scene where a helicopter charged towards the infected peeps and chopped them like tomatoes. My dad who was there was grossed out, while I was laughing my ass off. After the movie, I was hyper, squealing and giggling (guess I gots infected by the "hyperius virus" XD)

Now, I feel like playing a game with you guys! Notice that there's two spaces in the 1st paragraph. The name of a city goes there, more precisely, the city where I live. You have to guess the name, k? Here are some hints:
1. It's one of the most populated cities in the only province that speaks french in Canada (you'll have to guess that too *grins*)

2. It's actually a very small island

3. The first letter is "M"

Have fun!! *dances insanely*
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

   *Evil laughs echoes through the site*
*still laughinf evily* I, Kaze Erurikku, the Gale Alchemist, have an important announcement to make!! A few hours ago, I bought my EIGHTEENTH (18th) SHEEP!!! *evil laugh again* Yes, I found the plush in a book store while I was looking for a bookie for my freackin french class. It was my mom that saw it first. Without at least giving it a second thought, I grabbed it right away, while (silently) laughing evily. MWA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!! Now, my goal is to assemble an army of 100 sheeps and when the day shall come, I will RULE THE WORLD WITH MY TRUSTY WOOL SHEEPIES!!!!!!! *again, evil laugh* God, I'm so tired, I'm hyper... *sighs*
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Monday, October 1, 2007

   Doodling at school ish fun....
Urgh... I was rather tired today... cause yesterday I had to work til 9 pm. I also forgot that I had to go to school the next day... "fucker, this sucks..." I thought.

To fool the teachers that I was working, I was doodling on my notebooks *grins* First, in my philosophy class, I drew Mira(cle) and for the first time, with (at least) one eye opened and without her hair being tucked behind her ear, but alas, with her still smiling face. I did doodle some pics where she's emo (I never DID mention the horrible thing she did once, did I? *smiles evily*) Anyways, then I went to draw Brooke (Javachip's OC). Im rather proud of how she came out. In another class, I drew Rae (Fullmetal Crazzy's OC). I had trouble doing her hair, always erasing and restarting. It came ou more or less in the end. In my last class (I had sciences), I drew none other than dearest Emma!(Kittykoma's OC). I drew her from memory, since it's been a long time since I havent seen her pic. Those three characters are my favorite gals!! They're so awesome (so are their creators)(BTW, the doodles happen to be just the bust, I can't draw the body yet)

After school, I retraced them with a black pen, then I colored them with my sucky coloring pencils and my "outstanding"<--(sarcastic) coloring skills... God, Rae's eyes was hard to do, 'cause if I remember well, they're turquoise? I didnt have that color, so heck, i tried to blend blue and green >.< I took their pics with my cellphone (as I dont have any other way of putting up the images)*cries in a corner* I have GOTS to get a scanner (so that I can share the same hatred some artists have towards them...*laughs*) Well, I guess thass all I have to say... I feel like posting the drawings up (its been some time I havent posted anything...) Of course, Im not submitting them if you (creators) dont want to. Ah, darn it... time to drag meh corpse to bed... G'night everybody!
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Chapter 2
Well, here's the 2nd chapter of my mini-fanfic "Who am I?"! I'm trying to make the chapters as short as can, so as not to take too much space... Miracle recalls the most tragic day of her childhood. Enjoy!!

Chapter II ~ Hermano

That day... it's forever ingraved in my memories. I remembered it so well, as if it happened yesterday. Yet, it was 9 years ago that my world went pitch black. It was a sunny day, a cool breeze ran through the city. The laughter of children overwhelmed a park near the heart of the city. I ran through the playground, stopping at different points, as if I was looking for something... or someone. Just as I looked behind a tree, I found a blond boy of the same age as me. "I found you!" I said. It was now the boy's, my twin brother, turn to count. As he started to count, I ran to seek a hiding spot and lay there in waiting. Hide-and-seek was our favorite game. We played it all the time: during recess, after school, at home, anywhere, even at supermarkets.

Me and my brother, Edward Judd, were inseparable. Everything we did, we did it together, no matter what. Sometimes, our curiosity would get us in trouble and get punished for it. It meant nothing to us because we were together. As long as we had each other, we could go through a furious storm. Edward had more the initiative and leadership than me. I was more of a follower and supporter. Once, me and Ed took a bunch of clothes and went to the bathroom. We stuffed the toilet bowl with it. Our mother heard the strange noise coming from the bathroom and when she went in to see what it was about... her face was utterly priceless. She scowled us and asked us what we were doing. Our answer? "We're doing some laundry" Heh... Those were days... when I was such a cheerful little girl.

Our teacher called to the children. It was time to go back to school. Forming two rows, a teacher lead the group from the front while another garded the back, where me and Ed were. We held each others' hands. Halfway through, clouds began to mask the bright star, the wind dying down. We had absolutely no idea of the storm that was coming towards us... until it hit us. A man whose eyes were shadowed under his hat, walked silently behind us. Then, a sudden loud noise, like an explosion. The teacher behind us fell, blood trickling from her chest. I quickly turned around at the sound of the noise. Time seemed to have slowed down at that precise moment. The man lifted the weapon in his hand, pointing it at my bother. The loud noise echoed again. Edward's hand loosened until it let go of mine. I followed his figure as he slowly fell to the ground. Red liquid trailed from his chest, soaking his clothes. The light in his amber eyes, wide open, began to fade. I kneeled at his side, a confused look on my face. I stared at his corpse. My twin brother had died. I looked back at the man, who smiled a disgusting grin of satisfaction. Redirecting his gun at me, he pulled the trigger. Miraculously, the bullet had only grazed my head. I cluchted it tightly, tears spilling at the pain. Squinting my eyes, I looked back at the killer as he turned his back and ran away.

Screams of terror, cries of desperation, people frantically running around, typical for a murder scene in public. Shortly after that, I remember hearing sirens. Someone picked me up and carried me to the ambulance. The last thing I saw before the medics took me away, was Edward's corpse, under a white sheet, tainted with his dripping blood...

Since that day, I've changed drastically. My once bright amber eyes turned somber, my cheerful laughter died to silence, my smile melted to an expressionless face. Days and nights seemed longer. At school, I stood alone in a corner, gazing at nothing in particular. I hardly spoke to anyone, not even saying a small "Hi" to my parents. After school, I just locked myself in my room, dropped my stuff and sat on my bed, staring at the floor. I felt as if something was missing, I was incomplete. My brother and I were like two beings that made one. Now that he's gone for eternity, I part of myself has gone with him. My world fell into an abyss of darkness, a sea of sorrow. What is my reason to keep on living? Why should I keep living when the person I wanted to live with died? I can't even see my future, depression has blinded my eyes. I can't see anything anymore... The pain is so intense in my heart, only death can help me ease it... Edward is the leader and I am the loyal follower... "Mi hermano"...
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

   Fanfic time!
Well, well! My first fanfic post! No, wait... this the 2nd... ah well! It's Miracle's story, Enferius! (manga version). Why the manga vers? 'Cause it's easier to write *gets showered with random stuff* Ok, Ok! It's more of a resumé of Mira's story than the actual thing. This mini-fanfic starts by vol. 14, chap. 56, and continues as flashbacks.
After the fight against "Father", Edward is suspicious of Miracle for her personality has changed rather greatly. He asked her "Who are you?"... Enjoy!!^^

Who am I?
Memories of a tormented Angel

"Who are you?". The question is rather simple. If it is that simple, why can't I answer it? Why do I have to think about it, when it's so obvious? Who am I? I'm Inez Milagros Anderson-Rivera. I keep repeating that in my mind, convinced that I am Inez, and yet... I doubt. I doubt my identity, my being, I even doubt my existence. A war began to stir inside my mind, fighting to find the truth, to find my true self. It was all caused by a small, simple question, asked by an alchemist named Edward Elric, the Fullmetal Alchemist. And so, began my quest to find my real identity.

By the time I arrived at Riza's appartement, the grey sky began to cry its cold tears. Getting in, I went up the stairs to the second floor. Riza's room was the first door on the right. I went in and closed the door after Matteus and Nicodemus got in. As usual, Black Hayate, Riza's dog, ran towards me. I petted him and then took off my coat. I called out Riza's name, but only had silence as my reply. I figured that she was still working at Headquarters. I went to our room to change. I put on my pyjamas which consisted of a short short and a light tanktop. It was rather early for me to wear my pj's as I was hours away from nightfall. I slipped on a simple collar shirt to dissimulate my odd outfit. I headed to the kitchen to have a light snack. Opening the frigde, I took out the milk and then a glass. As I drank the opaque liquid, Edward's image suddenly appeared in my mind. I set down the half-full glass on the table. The blonde boy's question invaded my mind yet again. I stared at the glass as if wondering if I would find the answer there. How ridiculous. One insignificant question has made a mess out of my mind, my logic. My sight drifted to the bracelet that encercled my left wrist. I looked deeply into the crimson gem as it reflected my image. I lost myself in my deep, deep thoughts. Who am I, really? That sentenced poppped over and over again, it started to fill me with rage. Who am I? I'm Inez Milagros Anderson-Rivera. No, that's not true. But then, who am I? Please... somebody help me find out who I trully am! Please... before this doubt tears me apart!

I stormed to my room and slammed the door behind. My strenght had closed the door so hard, it bounced and opened again. I sat on my bed, hugging my knees while burying my face in them. My eyes closed tight, my hands curled angrily into fists. Who am I? The Enferius began to glow due to my rising rage. Who am I? I clutched my head. Who are you? I'm Inez Milagros! No... you're lying. Just as I was going to finally explode, a voice stopped me from doing so.

"Is something wrong?" I shot my head up and turned to the door way. He might been in shadow because of the light behind him, but I recognized Matteus right away. My eyes fell to the floor, concern washing my face and looked away to the window. I watched as the raindrops slidded down the crystal, almost as if it was crying. "Is something bothering you?" Matteus asked again.

"No... not... really" I trailed, not looking back at him.

"It is useless to lie to me. It is obvious that something is tormenting you". I frowned. I let out a sigh and stared out the window, to the lamenting sky.

"Matteus?" The chimera perked his ears at the mention of his name, "Who am I?" Matteus quickly knew what I was talking about.

"I thought you knew who you were when you answered the boy's question. Why do you think of it again?"

"Because... I doubt what I said back then" I said, "'my name is Inez Milagros Anderson-Rivera' was my reply to his question, but now that I think about it more thouroughly, I'm doubting that I am indeed that person" There was a thick silence in the room, until Rivera broke it.

"Only you can find the answer to the question. Go back into your memories, far back, when it all began. Maybe then, you will find who you trully are" with that said, the dog creature turned and walked out of the room. I kept staring at the doorway, considering Matteus' advice. To go back... to where it all began... I closed my eyes, and went back in time... but not exactly where it all began, but... where it all ended... when my world fell apart...

To be continued...
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Monday, September 17, 2007

   More songs!
I changed teh song again! this one is from Fullmetal!! *squeals* I love it so much freakin' much, but it makes me sad whenever I hear it. It sounded in the final episodes, though I can't remember which precisly... anyways, I hope u'll enjoy it, tis beautiful!
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Monday, September 10, 2007

   Break the routine!
Yup! I changed meh site colors! Whadda ya think? I also put up a song! It says "Requiem for a dream" but it's real title is "Lux Aeterna". I've been obssessed with that song lately, its so dramatic! *squeals* Well, hope yeh enjoy the changes!!
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

   At school
Hi hi!! I'm currently using the computer at school. We were supposed to start a project but for that, people need to get into THEIR account. Many peeps here forgot their password and couldn't get in. I managed to, but since the majority didn't, the teacher went to look for their passwords, but for some reason, she's having trouble. Nyahaha, I'm just goin' around theO, having fun while others have to wait... *snickers*

In my previous class, I drew Winry (though it hardly looked like her) using something called 'Macromedia Fireworks MX'. I'm rather happy of how it came out, even though it looks wierd... I wish I could send it to my computer but I ran out of time. Oh well! Guess thats all I have to say! Oh wait! After school, I'm gonna do a small 30 minute party, (rather stupid...) 'cause my site got 200 visits!! WOOH!!!

Have a great day!!!
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Monday, September 3, 2007

   Question time!
Javachip posted these questions on her site and I answered them (it was fun^^)

What would you do if:

1.I committed suicide:

2.I said I like you:

3.I kissed you:

4.I liked someone you didn't:

5.I was hospitalized:

6.I ran away from home:


What do you think of my:

7.Personality:

8.Who are you?

9.Are we friends?

10.When and how did we meet?

11.What do you think of me?

12.How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?

13.Do you love me?

14.Have I ever hurt you?

15.Would you hug me?

16.Would you kiss me?

17.Are we close?

18.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

19.How long have you known me?

20.Describe me in one word.

21.What was your first impression?

22.Do you still think that way about me now?

23.What do you think my weakness is?

24.Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)?

25.What reminds you of me?

26.What's something you would change about me?

27.How well do you know me?

28.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

29.If so tell me now? (or PM me)

30.Do you think I would kill someone?

31.Are you going to put this on your otaku site and see what I say about you?

now, these are my answers

1. I'd cry my eyes out, and feel useless

2. I'd be very happy

3. I'd stare at you, weirdly

4. not meh business, so don't really care

5. worry... too much (im too emotional)

6. worry again and wonder why and feel useless

7. you're a really nice person, me likey!

8. Kaze Erurikku!!! (author name^^) or Gale Alchemist...

9. Um... I hope so... >.<

10. hm... I have a really bad memory, but I think it was 'cuz of Brooke

11. weally fwiendly

12. i hope for a pretty good time

13. yesh!! as a fwiend, 'f course

14. Never!!

15. yes!! with one of my infamous bear hugs!!

16. ok, maybe not that...

17. I dont feel like we are... >_<

18. Kaze, 'cuz my personality is like the wind (you know all those elements-related-to-personality stuff?)

19. a month or so

20. cheerful

21. uh... that u were a nice person

22. yup^^

23. uuuuuuuuuhhh...

24. I have no idea...

25. Moka Java and wolves

26. well, nothing really

27. a little tad >w<

28. uh... nah!

29. ...

30. absolutely not!!

31. yes, Im too curious!
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