Friday, June 24, 2005

   Sigh...

My My MY i haven't updated since my last band concert that was May something or other. Not too good at this telling what I think thing so bear with me. I have to tell you this though... I HATE not going to school now!!!! I have absolutely nothing to do except my pitiful attempts at starting a story!! ITS SOOOOOO ANNOYING!!!!!!! Sometimes I find myself randomly thinking of the good times I had with my friends. Like today while my sis was watching something perverted (as usual) I found myself in a glorious daydream about the last day of school where me, Faye, and Bena all snuck into school, since it was a no seniors day, and took fifty million pictures of random things, continually running into Mr. Braun, and dodging the evil looks those impudent gazes of random inferiors and security guards. It was all fun yet so sad. It was the last time that I will ever be at that school as a student, all I have left of the days I had there are a few pictures and my pitifully inferior memory banks. Its all very depressing and sad, AND I HATE IT!!!! THIS FREAKING SOLITUDE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! Gah.....must find a better subject........thinking.........thinking.........thinking.........OH FORGET IT!!! Gah!!!!! Maybe its just becasue its 3am and I was woken up by a certain early bird, or should I say Kittie?, this morning when I went to bed at 4 last night...so yeah I'm pretty delirious right now, and I will probably laugh at myself tomorrow as I re-read this. Oh NOW I THINK OF SOMETHING TO SAY AFTER I RANT ABOUT HOW I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING MORE TO SAY!!!! STUPID BRAIN!!! I HATE YOU!!! cough...anyways...I have officially died my hair yet AGAIN!! It looks kinda funny cuz it was done at home and all, but it is an interesting color. It looks almost like cat hair, a darker carmel color with streaks of blonde with a red-ish tint to it. Now I need to find a suitable hair cut for it. something different. sigh....well at least my G-ma didn't have a fit over it like she did with my sis's. She dyed her hair practically black, well, a really dark wine color, almost purple. I really don't know what to do about her and her recent attitude flair up and all...its all so very annoying and childish. She says she and her friends hate me because I ratted her out. Not that I really care if she hates me or not, but her thinking is SO freakin childish and self-centered it makes me sick sometimes. She thinks that the only reason I told on her was because I WANTED to see her in trouble. And anybody who even barely knows me knows that I hate anything of that sort. I hate when people are mad, I hate yelling, I hate akwardness, I hate confruntation. The funny thing is about this is that she thinks she is "cool" by "being herself" when she really is rebelling, which she scoffs at the thought that she would be so "main stream". Like I said, childish and annoying. Anyways I have more important things to worry about than her " The heck with you, because I don't care" attitude. Unfortunately for me I'm being visited by my cousins of death, doom, and all that good stuff, in about 3 weeks or so. All very traumatizing and all, this dreading and worrying and of course this horrid cleaning thing I have to do. Because of them i won't be able to go on my Senior trip with Angelon and the impertinent Juan ( I seriously don't know where I got that name for Juan from, it just popped up from some deep dark abyss of my mind). Well since it is officially too late for me to stay up anymore I will end this here. I will most probably be giving you the first hand account of my death trap of cousin hell when they come so be ready for it people!!! Ganymede

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