Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Bowling Disaster YAY!!!!!!! Tomorrow is band camp!!! LOL isn't it pathetic that I've already graduated yet I still go to the band "boot camp"? Sigh...once a band member...always a band member!!! Well nothing much going on here. Kinda sorta getting ready for school. Got all my books except for one! It cost $300 something for my books THIS semester!!!! AND thats not including the $80 book I still need to get!!!! THE INSANITY!!! I already spent all my graduation money plus some!!! SOOOOOO NOT FAIR!!! I WAS SOOOOOOO RICH THERE FOR A WHILE!!! CURSE YOU SCHOOL AND YOUR LEARNING WAYS!!! Well all my classes are set! I'm taking Astronomy ( which looks SO hard!! All these equations just like chemistry!!!), Psychology ( which seems really cool....except for the whole... being crazy thing ^_^), History of Civilization (don't know anything about that since I don't have my book), History of World Music (real cool lookin! They have church music!!! Not to mention Japanese!!), Tennis (so not lookin forward to that!! The only popular american sport that I have no idea how to play...at least I think its american.....), and there is a potential Graphic arts class in the works! ~_~ so scary!!! Humm....lets see.....LOL Faye and Bena will like this.....I've started going to Sunday night services at my church recently....and since I stopped going to Youth sunday school, I chose to go to the sunday night youth. Well there is this new guy in my church, he started coming oh about a month or two ago, along with either two of his friends or two of his relatives, not real sure who they are to him. Well....how could I describe this trio of guys......umm....lets just say....the older ladies of the church broke out into cronic chattering. I mean these guys were SUAVE to the umpteenth power!! Real tall, nice, clean cut, slightly muscular (you know the kind...where its jsut right to be appealing)and really nice colthes. Now its just that one guy that comes, all by himself ( yes thats my excuse for "liking" him. (and no its not like-like! Its like an appealing like....he's interesting! I mean he some guy in his early twenties and he's CHOOSING to go to a church he's never been to, BY HIMSLEF!! Thats pretty unusual!! And you all know how I like unusual things! ^_^) You just have to feel sorry for someone who is all alone, sitting by themselves looking lonesome!) Well, we all know how nerotically shy I am, so talking to this guy was a big capital NO, but my grandma made it her job to see that I was kept posted....not that I really wanted to be....cuz I really DON'T want another "Satan" obsession coming on. So I minded my own business, not exactly watching him, but every once in a while glancing his way. Well, the first Sunday night youth service he introduces himself to me. Now.....this guy is NICE, I mean gentlemanly NICE. He sticks his hand out and says " I don't believ we've met. My name's Joe Thomas ( at least thats what I think he said...I was too busy freakin out..@o@) What would your name be?" and I'm like 0.0, surprised as heck that he is even talking to me (well I'm surprised if anyone talks to me, since NOBODY ever bothers, but thats mostly my fault since I have my "stare at you till it makes you squirm" expression plastered on. ^_^ I scare people! Isn't it great?!) So I studder my my pathetic sentence, trying to have poise but failing miserably. So for the rest of the service I'm staring evilly at everyone...trying to find some way to blame them for my embarassment, but yet again I fail miserably. Now skip to the next Sunday night, after church. The youth were supposed to have a bowling night... (I didn't go to youth cuz one of my favorite elders was preaching, so I had no confident idea of what the whole plan was.)It was supposed to be at Westchester Lanes, which is waaaaaay downtown, over by the used bookstore. Now this is like 8:30 pm...its dark and I was sort of nervous going into that neighborhood that late, so I originally decided not to go. SO like a good girl, I called my mom telling her I wasn't going to go. Then I started heading back home. Then I suddenely changed my mind...out of the blue....and no I know what your thinking, I didn't do it because of "him". I had thought "he" wasn't going since he works at some big bio degradeable fuel something-or-other. A serious paying job. So I call my mom telling her I'm going... ( she was suspicious of course...<_<....can't I just suddenly change my mind!! Jeez!) When I get there...its packed.... with teenage kids...that I don't know....Did I mention that I hate most kids my age? SO I'm kicking myself for coming, before I even get through the doors, then when I get through them I'm bumbarded by sound ( a few more kicks there). LOL but lo and behold! Guess who was there right by the door? Jared!!! LOL and yes "he" was there too, standing off to the side leaning against a low wall ( LOL that lean was too anime-ish for words!! I wanted to squeal...well not really...had to keep up my cold and distant act!) LOL so I keep my eye on him while I accuse Jared of insubordination, then attempt to wrangle information about band camp from him.(this is drummer Jared not Bena's Jarrod). Well it eventually emds up with me, Jared, and "him" at table watching everyone bowl. (our church didn't get to bowl since Chad didn't know that we had to call a week in advance.) I just stared at Jared because he hated it. It was real funny to watch him, he'd try so hard not to look at me but he just couldn't help himself. LOL and every time he would meet my eyes he'd make some weird face that made me laugh like a dork. This too petered off, until some little kid started beating on Jared. LOL both Jared and "HIM" ganged up on the kid! "HE" lifted this kid, who is like 11 or 12 years old, up over his head till the kid's head touched the cealing. In my mind its like nothing but an ocean of drool. @o@!! When the kid gave up it was back to watching random people fall down whe they tried to walk on the wax floor. LOL I seriously think "HE" felt sorry for me, since all I had to do was just sit there, while everyone else made a big racket "together". He tried to get me to talk about myself....<_< I hate when I talk about myself......plus I'm really not all that interesting in the first place. But try he did! Which was real NICE of him.....>_> stupid nerotic shyness!! CURSE YOU!!! LOL Not that I really have a chance with this guy.....LOL I'd be a miracle out of Heaven if we even became friends!! Plus they have all these "girly" girls at church to occupy him. LOL poor guy, I laughed my butt off at one of his predicaments.Some girls just went up to him and threw their arms around him shouting stuff. He just stood there smiling and looking shy. LOL the curses of the beautiful I guess....^_____________^ LOL when I left, was the best!!! I just got up like I usually do, since no one really notices when I come or leave anyway, and got my glasses and keys out. And he, like the NICE guy that he is, says " Are you leaving? Well I'll see you next Sunday then." I'm like ^////^ and nod my head. LOL and because of him, everyone notices I'm leaving and they all yell "BYE TASHA!!" and I'm like @////@ TOO MUCH ATTENTION!!! LOL then when I walk out Jared calls me over for a hug. ^_^ He's nice too! But I already new THAT! Well I stayed two hours, in a public place, packed with a mob of teenagers with blaring music that I SO totally hated. I had no food, water, or entertainment, and I didn't even get to bowl!!! LOL ^////^ but it wasn't all bad! No, not that bad at all! ^_^ Ganymede

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