Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Sudden Drama, a Hi-way, and a Little Friend Reunion. My feeling at the moment... P_P I have distressing news!!! I HAVE LOSTA GUESTBOOK SIGNATURE!!! AND I DON'T REMEMBER WHO IT WAS!! BUT YOU ARE SO CRUEL TO DEPRIVE E OF YOUR SIGNATURE!!! ::cries hysterically:: Ahem ::magically composed::...well sort of eventful day today. Today I woke up kind of late.....well...I wake up late everyday so no big surprise there...but yeah I woke up later than I usually do. So I rush around getting ready, taking a shower, throwing clothes around the room (my way of getting dressed btw), wolffing down a finger long chocolate chip granola bar and a cup of milk. Then I look at the time.....Its almost 7:30am...and I was supposed to leave at 7:10 cuz it takes me an hour to get to school by the surface street route. Well yeah I was hysterically driving down the street when all of a sudden I got this instant revelation. THE HI-WAY!!! Now I have only been on the hi-way once, and that was when we were doing the required driving experience stuff for my Driver's Education class...and I was a bit freaked out by it to say the least....So I'm debating with myself....be late...or risk the deadly death trap of death....and lo and behold I did an unheard of thing...I TOOK A CHANCE!! So I turn off into the little circle ramps that lead to the hi-way ( I've always wanted to drive on those circle things!)..I'm fine....until it comes to the time where the other cars have to merge with my lane.....I swear I should have crashed like 5 times! Then when we get out in the open road....I had to speed up...and my little car....is not all the stable I guess cuz it kept wobbling toward the other cars like there was a magnet or something! But yeah I got through that trying experience pretty well...though I think I'll stick to the surface streets for a little while longer..... Humm..another thing that happened is....I FOUND MELINDA!!! Well...again...since I saw her before at the beginning of the school year. We talked and talked and talked...then we went and got lunch at the little store on campus and sat in the cafeteria and ate our food. It was a nice little rememberance of the old highschool days...just with a lot less people. Sigh...I really do miss the old times so much! Its really hard on me to be going to school and not having a group that I belong to like I did in highschool.I really miss having our little notebook coversations! I didn't realize it at the time but writing things down does help me deal with things better. Maybe thats why this place is so popular with me. AGH!! I WISH I WAS STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL!!! I HATE COLLEGE!!! Sigh but I know thing'll get better! Even if they get worse first, they will get better!! These times are here to teach me important lessons so I mustn't waste them!!!! ^_^ Oh yeah another thing thats going to happen is that my church is having its annual picnic Saturday, so I get to spend time with my most favorite people! I just wish I felt more comfortable with everyone! I need to make friends with some of the younger people.....but....they are so....normal.....P_P I want a weird person like me to go to my church! Its just not fair! Plus I need someone to distract me from staring at Mr. Christian Boy......he's too darn pretty for his own good!!! I SO HATE BEING GIRLY!!! ITS RETARDED!!! Anyways if any of you Bakersfieldians would like to come just let me know! Its from 3:45 to 8pm on this Saturday! Well I'll be off collecting material for my next post! Have an abnormally convivial day!!! Ganymede

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