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Friday, March 19, 2004

Is this happiness?
In all my entries...I've always been a sad person...if you didn't notice that, good thing I'm letting you know. XD

I think I'm in love...but I'm not so sure...?

My whole life I've been asexual. (Asexual: Not liking the opposite or the same sex. Obviously you reproduce on your own.)XP

Never have I felt these stupid fluttering feelings before. They make me mad then happy for some reason...

I don't know if this is such a good idea. I really don't want to go through with this.

Living the way I have since I was born, you would learn a lot from your parents who are pratically at each other's throat, even till this day...

Sad?

Nah, it doesn't phase me.

But...

From watching them, you would think love was impossible. I wish they didn't make me feel that way at such a young age...

On the otherhand...it probably was good to see all that pain so I wouldn't be some crack whore like all my demented friends who have sex a lot more than they should.

It also brings to mind that you should find the person you TRULY want to be with. Fuck love at first sight. That's just a puppy love phase most of us go through. Nothing real.

But anyways...I TRULY do "like" this person. Not for his looks or smarts or what we have in common. I just know that I can understand him and he can understand me.

I know you shouldn't date your friends...but he was always there for me and I for him...He was always someone I could count on...for the bad times and the good.

I can't believe...

It took me awhile to realize...

How much...this means to me...

How much these feelings mean to me...
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