Monday, November 14, 2005

   Hey

Since I'm in a philosophical mood for some reason.
I ask this.
How can you be true to yourself, when you don't know who you really are?
How do you find out who you really are if you hid it for so long you don't remember?
How does someone get over the fear of getting hurt/failure so that they can be successful in most of their endevors and see failure/adversity as an educational experience/way to become stronger?
Why am I asking so many wierd questions?
Anyways,
My mom and I helped clear out my grandpa's house after the estate sale.
He died a year ago.
And Would you belive it?
The fued is still going on as strong as ever!
For the love of god the man's dead!
Doesn't anyone respect thier ancestors anymore?
I know for a fact money is NOT important, niether is stuff. Not when your fortunate enough to still have family, a good, non-molesting far as I know family.
This fued, It's been building for years.
It all came to a head when gramps kicked the bucket.
It's kinda sad, especially since some have small children.
The kids seeing this abuse ans since children learn what they live,wether they want to or not. They may lose hope and learn to live by the illision that they have no chance at being somthing important and that has me worried.
I used to watch them, they already have trouble caring what authority figures tell them. It took 2hrs to get the then youngest out from under the table. Just think of what this pointless crap is doing!
Sorry bout that...
One of my long lost friends stoped by my house.
She's pretty depressed, I can tell even I didn't ask her if she was ok. (some friend I am)Hopefully she stays strong and doesn't get all, i don't know. She may have cervical and/or ovarian cancer, her fiancee turned into possive, abusesive, dickheadboy.
I don't like to see people sad. To bring others pain is not in my nature, sort of. I am manic depresive,so I have my moments. And if I have to defend myself, verbally at least, I probably won't hold back.
Feel free to comment. On any of my entries. I promise I won't mind if you use complete sentences.
Ask me any thing. I'll answer the best I can.
Um I got a hair cut today and now I've joined Gaia Online as Geasa
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Quote: The planet has - or rather had- a problem, which was this: most of the people on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for the problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small green pieces of paper, which is odd because on the whole it wasn't the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.
-Hitchhiker's guide.
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You're Yami's 'Oh, it's YOU.' look, implying that
you think that most people don't have enough
brain cells to function normally or that Mai is
a ho. One or the other...


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