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Birthday
• 1991-04-21
Gender
• Female
Location
• In my happy place! ^-^
Member Since
• 2006-10-09
Occupation
• General of my Cookie army/ Future Destroyer of the World! ^-^
Real Name
• Fishy

Personal

Achievements
• i'm still alive...
Anime Fan Since
• i was 2, first anime, Sailor Moon
Favorite Anime
• ........dude.....there's so many to choose from....
Goals
• none at the moment.....i think....
Hobbies
• dancing, singing, writing, reading

myOtaku.com: GeneralFishy21

Thursday, December 21, 2006

i hate it when you look at me with those innocent eyes as if looking into my soul,
into my very core,
silent awkwardness eating me alive,
devouring my security,

i hate how weak you make me feel,
unable to speak my mind,
unable to break free from this spell
you've so carelessly cast upon me,

i hate how i become lost,
how i forget who i am when i'm around you,
how suddenly,..
I am no one...

i hate how pathetic i am around you,
How suddenly I’m unable to think,
How I’m unable to tell what’s real and what’s fake,
How inhuman you make me feel,

I hate how easily you can crush me,
How much power I’m handing you,
And you,
So unaware of this...

I hate how easily you’re controlling me,
I barely know you,
So why...

I hate how your trespassing into my life...
Into my heart and mind...

I hate how you don’t know how I feel...
Who I am...

..and yet you do...

I hate the way you make me feel...

...like a fool...

The fool I am...

I don’t even know you...
And look at what you’ve done...

Why?

don’t look at me or call me pretty anymore,
Please...
I may be sweet and kind,
But I’m shy,
Really shy,
Please don’t hurt me...

I don’t know what I’m doing...
Especially when I’m around you...
I’m lost...

I do stupid things when I’m around you,
I say stupid things,

Please leave me be...

I’m just a girl with a crush...

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