Friday, March 10, 2006

   another song...to show how i feel this time...and how i think right now....about my boy friend....sometimes i wonder if he loves me at all:
I dream about how its gonna end
approaching me quickly
livign a life of fear
i only want my mind to be clear
ppl making fun of me
for no reason but jealousy
i fanicize about my death
i kill my self from holding my breathe
my sucidal dream
voices telling me what to do
my sucidal dream
i'm sure u will get urs to
help me
comfort me
stop me from feeling what i'm feeling now
the rope is here
now i'llfind a use
i'll kill my self
i'll put my head in the noss
my sucidal dream
voices telling me what to do
my sucidal dream
i'm sure u will get urs to
dreaming about my death
dream
sucidal..sucidal..sucidal...sucidal dream..
sucidal...sucidal dream




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Friday, March 3, 2006

   Hello....guess what....i popped my hip out again..lol....but this times its b/c i toke a dive in base ball....lol....so how r u pplz??....lol...i miss u alot u guys..lol....its been a long week..and finally some sleep....i was suppose to baby sit this weekend..but said no....lol...those kids i baby sit r such bratz..and they don't listen so i have to constantly yell at them...lol....i wasn't in a mood today....or this whole week...lol....so what do u pplz have planned this weekend??..lol....i plan to spend the weekend alone......its the only thing i can do right now....besides......i wouldn't have it any other way this weekend considering my mood and gloomy attitude...lol....but there is nothing to do right now anyways..no one is listening.......but here's a song that i love to share with u..lol:
looking back at me
i see that i never really got it right
i never stopped to think of u
i'm always rapped up in things i can not win
u r the antidote that gets me by
something strong like a drug that gets me high
what i really ment to say was i'm sorry for the way i am
i never ment to be so cold
never ment to be so cold
never ment to be cold
what i really ment to say is i'm sorry for the way i am
i never ment to be so cold
never ment to be so cold
cold to u
i'm sorry about all the lies
maybe in a different light
u can see me stand on my own again
cause now i can see
u r the antidote that got me by
something strong like a drug that got me high
what i really ment to say is i'm sorry for the way i am
i never ment to be so cold....
never ment to be so cold..
what i really ment to say is i'm sorry for the way i am
i never ment to be so cold..
never ment to be so cold
i never ment to be sooo cold.....
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   WHERE IS MY TUCKER......WHERE IS HE??....I SWEAR IF SOME ONE HURT HIM THEY ARE GONNA DIE...*IS REALLY PISSED OFF*...IF I CAN'T FIND MY TUCKER SOME ONE IS GONNA PAY....*starts to cry*..I WANT MY TUCKER...I WANT MY BIG BROTHER......WHERE IS MY BIG BROTHER......*CRIES MORE AND MORE EACH SENTENCE*.......WHERE......
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

   To title...lol......and so it comes...i have a new max....lol.....and what i mean by that is that i can lift a new set...lol.....but i don't know...i gave myself quite a buiser...lol.....its on my right side....lol...but yet again...i don't care....lol.....just the giggles...lol....I heard that either this weekend or next Smack Downs every own No Way Out is.......That so awesome...And new episodes of Anime i like to watch..lol...And tonight a Scifi flick...Called Rottweiler....lol...i can't wait to see it...and Its getting closer to the tv Series Of Blade....Thats gonna be the bomb...lol......I am so siked...lol....So how is everyone and how was ur weekends so far??...lol
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Monday, February 13, 2006

   WWWOOOOOOOOWWWWWWOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWW
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Sunday, February 12, 2006

   The Roll Play!!!..LOL
i'm thinking about putting a role play on here....that anyone can join in on my site...create ur characters by describing them u know..lol...and day after day keep playing along on it......but i don't know what to base it on.....lo..thats the problem and i hope some people can help me deside....lol.....but if u are planing on being in it...then u better tell me...lol....it might be a long role play......so what do u people think??....lol
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Thursday, February 9, 2006

   Do I dare say that...this is so cool......I didn't go to school today...lol......but it kinda sucked b/c i couldn't go to weightlifting....lol......Kinda weird....but oh well....lol......I saw The Cave....And it was so cool.....there is no way that it coulda been better...lol....So how was everyones day today??....lol....and i'm getting a new anime to watch and YAY!!!!!
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Thursday, February 2, 2006

   MY SONG!!..LOL....
was the kind that made u wonder how he put down the love..
he had a hicky in his pocket
a fade rock in his ear..
He made my heart start popletating everytime he came near..
he got shinin new rings.he Wore a tight wordrob...lol.....and so on....but anyways....Didn't any one see Naruto Saturday??.....lol......So how was everyones day??....lol....I signed up for foot ball and weight lifting...lol..its gonna be awesome...lol
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

   I sometimes......lol......*rae*...i don't knw..*stairs at every one suspiciosly*.....lol......may be one of u knows...*smirks evily*....no comment on that last thing..my day wasn't all that great...lol...but i'm still smiling......lol......i saw my Father today......The devil Himself....and Retrobution...she was there...but....lol...even tho she may be his other daughter we're not realated...lol.....he wants me to kill god for him and i said no...lol....he sucks....but anyways....i hate eye liner...lol
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

   LOL........I can't help but laugh...Its so......Funny....I am just so pathetic when it comes to keeping a Straight face.....LOL.....And i can't look at some one with out laughing....LOl.....I missed Naruto last weekend..Can some one tell me what its about??
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