Birthday • 1991-05-28 Gender •
Female Location • Walking in the Darkness never ending Member Since • 2005-08-14 Occupation • Dark Ruler Real Name • Ghost
Personal
Achievements • volleyball Anime Fan Since • 1996 Favorite Anime • DNAngel and Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children Goals • become wild life photographer Hobbies • Going places Talents • drawing
myOtaku.com: ghoshiagenrei
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
u know....i'm not really mad its just.....idk anymore...and i've been like this for the past few weeks.....i feel like my heart has just been pulled out slowly and the pain still lingers.......i haven't even told my boy friend.....and that hurts....not even my closet friends...they say that they have noticed a change in me.....they know that i'm hiding my pain and suffering..and something else.....they say that its killing me....b/c i barely talk to them....and i don't mean to hurt anyone.....its just i can't go....i just cant....and i try and try to keep going....but i just cant...life hurts.....my soul has been talking....my strength....i feel like every one in the world hates me........and b/c of my lose i feel weak..folnerable....and most of all.....baried alive.....and i'..confused......so confused as to what i'm doing in my life...weither i should go on....or end it all now.....heh.......
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u know....i'm not really mad its just.....idk anymore...and i've been like this for the past few weeks.....i feel like my heart has just been pulled out slowly and the pain still lingers.......i haven't even told my boy friend.....and that hurts....not even my closet friends...they say that they have noticed a change in me.....they know that i'm hiding my pain and suffering..and something else.....they say that its killing me....b/c i barely talk to them....and i don't mean to hurt anyone.....its just i can't go....i just cant....and i try and try to keep going....but i just cant...life hurts.....my soul has been talking....my strength....i feel like every one in the world hates me........and b/c of my lose i feel weak..folnerable....and most of all.....baried alive.....and i'..confused......so confused as to what i'm doing in my life...weither i should go on....or end it all now.....heh.......