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• 2006-02-20
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• Josh

myOtaku.com: GhostlyNinja

Sunday, September 30, 2007

i'm not doing so well... I don't what to think about anything anymore... I need some help...

I don't even know what to say... I'm hurting and I know Jessica is too, but it seems like her and I are becoming less and less like friends and more and more like enemies... We are always argueing and nothing seems to work right. I miss her so much and there is nothing I can do about it. I just want to hold her and never let go, but i don't think that will happen...
I'm not not good enough for her and I've known that for a loong time... I thought love was enough to keep us together even though we are separated by two hours.... I feel like maybe the best thing for me to do is to just dissappear... It would be better for everyone...
I've never hurt like this before and I don't know how to handle it...

everything is building up and i can't take it apart... stress, physical pain, emotional pain...

I'm so confused that I don't know what is what anymore..
is it day or night?
light or dark?
hot or cold?
crowded or lonely?
black or white?
loud or silent?
shiny or dull?
interesting or bleak?
energetic or tired?
up or down?

I can't tell the difference... I only feel pain and regret for letting her go... I miss her so much...

I love you Jessica...

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