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• 1988-10-28
Gender
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Member Since
• 2006-02-20
Real Name
• Josh

myOtaku.com: GhostlyNinja

Sunday, August 6, 2006

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THIS IS SO ANNOYING!!! When I changed my layout, I forgot to save the code for my post box thing... Now I don't remember how to do it... That doesn't help my mood any at all... If anyones knows the code, could you please email it to me? Here is my email address: a.s.member_ghost@hotmail.com

Band camp was pretty fun, i guess. Some interesting thing happened like a dead lobster in someone's bed and then us getting punished for it. It didn't feel like a punishment though... It was close to or over 100 degres F the whole time and we didn't have air conditioned dorms... We had two pool partied though. (LB and I only particiated in the first one) They were at night so they didn't help the heat. The second one replaced the karaoke. LB was really looking forward to that because she was going to sing. She was going to sing for me! I don't think I am very good at singing, so I normally don't sing for anyone, but at band camp I sang for LB. It wasn't much though... I guess I will tell more about band camp later. I'm not exactly in the mood to talk about it.

Right now, I'm not in a good mood. Some thing happened a little more than a month ago and has been bothering me ever since... Anything that has to do with a certain promise brings the pain back. I could be in the best mood ever and then something reminds me of that promise and I lose my good mood... Most of you have no idea what I'm talking about. I think only three others know about this... and one of them is the one that made someone make this promise... This has affected me so much I can't even watch my own Kare Kano AMV without feeling bad.... I am so upset that last night, it took me forever to get to sleep and once I got to sleep I couldn't stay asleep... I woke up this morning and I don't feel like doing anything at all. That includes eating or drinking and I can't stop shaking.... No, I don't have an eating disorder or anything. If you have ever been really upset, you would know how I feel. I've only felt like this one other time before, but I don't feel like telling about that... My hands are shaking so much that I am having a hard time typing this.... I don't think i am going to add anything else today and I'm sorry to those who pm'ed me your comments... I don't think I am going to visit anyone elses's sites today... I don't know if I am going to get on anymore today or not. I'm sorry for being all depressed and all, but I can't help it right now. I guess I will talk everybody later...

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