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Birthday 1993-03-08 Gender
Female Location in the world of anime Member Since 2005-10-15 Occupation loyal otaku, middle school student Real Name Cam
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Achievements ......lots of stuff.... Anime Fan Since a long time Favorite Anime Rurouni Kenshin,Inuyasha, Naruto, Sorcerer Hunters, YYH, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Evangelion, Super Gals!, Nuku Nuku, Kare Kano, FLCL, WHR, GetBackers, Chobits, Maze in Burst Space, Samurai Champloo, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, E's Otherwise Goals become the best otaku I can Hobbies being a gold digger :p,writing, reading manga, watching AMVs, shopping Talents writing, being Gidgit
myOtaku.com: Gidgit
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Time: 1:23 pm
Music: Hit That, The Offspring
Mood: caffinewhore 8)
+ Hey people. I havent really been doing much, messing around with my iPod and doing normal stuff. I'm really excited for Sunday, but I'm also worried about other stuff. I dont want to room with a bunch of prima donnas or some ghetto hoodrats either. And by the time I get back, I'm gonna be out of the loop mediawise. LOL and I'll step off that bus with my brother looking like a Grimlin that was walking through the sewers.
+ Remember when I had Writer's Block last week? Well I learned something from that: I'm bound to get the "Kiss of Death" when I write serious pieces. There has to be some kind of humrous spin to it for me to really write it well. So the plot's different now: my main character is the guardian for a mysterious and powerful stone. She has to guard it until her 17th birthday, (one more year). To make sure she doesnt get into any more trouble, her family's enrolled her into an academy....as a boy. With this plotline, Tal's actually a more relatable character. She's short (only like 5"3 and most of the classmates are at least 5"5), flamboyant, and klutz. There's also small details in there that I'm working on, and the traitor character is still intact, which is good. I like working on him (BWAHAHAHA)
+ My musical taste's shifted too. There's a lot more alternative in there: Artic Monkeys, No Doubt, Good Charlotte. So yeah...I'm basically running out of things to talk about. Cyberlove♥
x0x0x0 Gidgit
Which NOIR character are you?
Mireille Bouquet:"The wounded animal is only concerned with its own pain." Take this quiz!
Time: 2:37 pm
Music: Just Lose It, Eminem
Mood: sleepy....
+ Hey everyone!! I'm so happy to be back, it's amazing. I left Sunday to Ocean City and I had the most awsomest time. Me and my sisters got hennas {my little sister looks so kawaii with her butterfly henna}, went boogie boarding, and I won more monkeys for my ever-growing collection. It's also really good to come back to civilization, with Email and IMing and updates.
+ I'm leaving on Sunday for two weeks....overnight camp. I love going to my camp because everyone's either from Jersey or NYC *applause* and there's a lot of overseas councelers too. You basically live in the wilderness with your age group up the hills. Last year I had seven campmates and I had the best time. The only things I dont like are
a) when nature calls. If you're lucky, you're by a grossmeout two staller. Oh, one of the rare times I wish I was a guy....
b) first day swim test. I can't swim, so note the embarrassment.
+ So because of my leaving, my last update will be Friday. So yeah...
+ Went to the library today. I checked out Faerie's Landing, Vol. 1 and Girl Got Game, Vol. 3. GGG was serious because Kyo's roomamte found out that she was a girl...drama abound. I was thinking on going manga shopping sometime before I leave, I need some manga to get me through the two-hour ride. And I can find other otakus there....if I'm lucky. Last year, those kids thought CLAMP was a fashion designer.
+ Quiz and AMV. Cyberlove!
x0x0x0 Gidgit
whats your style? anime style!!
you can sometimes be a follower, but being different is something you long for! people find you easy to get along with because you have the same interests as them, but on the inside you want someone that is the complete opposite, you love to experiment. you fall in love on the drop of a dime, but you can fall outta just as easy. Take this quiz!
Time: 10:19 am
Music: Don't Speak, No Doubt
Mood: sad and excited....
+ Hello people. Good news, my dad did not do anything stupid and we are leaving on the vacation !!! It's already pretty warm out so I can't wait. ^^ This is the best part of summer, when there's the beginning of going somewhere and then there's the thought of leaving everything I know behind. So this could probably be my last post till like Tuesday or something. And I'm gonna be busy like hell getting ready for camp so yeah.....
+ A weird thing is that most people are actually surprised I have family problems. Like I'll be talking to my friends and they'll be like, "Oh I don't think you have any family problems, Cameron." and I'll tell them about my dad and my very mixed family. Don't get me wrong, I love my dad to death. And it's not like he ever hits us or anything. The farthest it'll go is verbal abuse. And that's only happened like twice.
+ It's not going to be a long post. I'll be working different techniques to get Samaire Rutherford's character into shape. Actually, I'm using those bullitins from MySpace to create small bios. They're so cool, like they go "What's your favorite kind of skittle?" or "What's weird or different about you?" They're so cool to fill out ^^.
+ Quiz and AMV. Cyberlove♥! See you when I get back =)
x0x0x0 Gidgit
Time: 10:23 am
Music: High, James Blunt
Mood: worried
+ Hey everyone. I'm worried. So I'm checking my MySpace right {not really a point since I rarely get messages or comment *cries*} and I have a MESSAGE!! It's my sister, and she tells me we aren't going to Ocean City. That's got me thinking a million different things since my dad is an alcohalic and he could have spazzed out again....or a gazillion other things. I'm gonna wait till she's online {MySpace is her life =P} to interrigate things.
+ Yeah, I've got Writer's Block. Damnit!!! Thanx for the compliments on everything else though, like I want it to be a shock when the traitor character is revealed to actually be evil. But a valuable piece of information when creating characters is to make sure you balance the good and evil traits. Characters are like humans, they've got some good qualities and others, not so good. When I think about that, I write about them a little better.
+ I'm addicted to that Nickelback song, "If Everyone Cared". And lucky me, I've found a gem repping that song and the soiled Yu-Gi-Oh!. That anime fit the song really well, though I was thinking of putting the Fruits Baskets one up too. Ah well, it's all good. And today I'm planning on finding all that good stuff about Samaire. I don't want her to be an annoying genki girl that just gets on everyone's nerves, or a stotic creepy girl that just scares the crap out of everyone. I think I need to look at my writing books {the only books I read other than manga and Harry Potter} and my notebook again.
+ Um, I'm motivated and I've got work to do now after my "Net Chores" are done. Cyberlove♥
x0x0x0 Gidgit
You Should Learn French
C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.
You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...
Time: 10:46 am
Music: Bossy, Kelis
Mood: wired on writing.....
+ Hey people. I'm slowly losing my mind here. I've been cooped up in the house "relaxing" before I start everything tomorrow. I'm so lost now that I forgot what day it was, the date {oops, milk goes bad}, and just what I was saying. Well the good side for this is that I was working on character development for my next writing project.
+The one thing that I'm having trouble with is that myu protagonist is basically not doing anything....she doesn't fit any type of personality to me except one of a doll. Ugg.....it's easy for the rest of the cast though. I've already stringed together everything {in my head, of course} and small details about each character. There's a traitor in the mist and he's actually really close to the main character, and her love intrest/roommate is really funny. Tal can't keep his hands to himself and he has two different colored eyes. There's other people I need to develop along with the protagonist. At least I gave her a name {Samaire Rutherford}.
+ I'm listening to this crappy bubblegum Paris Hilton-wannabe sing about hooking up.....man its worse that Britney XP. But the radio isn't working and I'm just listening to whatever's avaliable. MySpace isn't really #1 on my list of things to check {it's actually #3 after email and MyO]. Except the people on my Friends' List and friends that *just* got one, I don't really obsess over it. And I'm especially popular, so there isn't much for me to check. Man, I'm such a loser -_-,,
+ Here's your AMV and Quiz. Cyberlove?
x0x0x0 Gidgit
You Are Rouge Red
Of all the reds, you are the most energetic and vibrant.
You never need to recharge, and in fact, you often recharge others.
Gutsy and brave, you've never let your fears stop you from doing anything.
You figure that life is all about experiences, and you'll always take that leap of faith.
+ Hey people. Boy am I bored.....*yawn*. I actually earned the right to be a bum and laze around the house watching AMVs and crappy MTV. I'm gonna be busy as hell come Friday, so yeah. Thank you for all those that'll miss me...I'll miss you too =(. That's the one thing I hate about going on vaca....there's usually no way for me to communicate via Internet. But it's all good though, I'll find a way back.
+ Whenever I mencion an anime that I'm obsessed with at the time, I get a lot of comments reading along the same lines, "I never heard of that anime/ or manga...." Personally, I'll get into any anime that I come across with an episode I can view right there and then, or one that one of my friends recommend. But I guess there's only a few that I would dare call one of my "all-time favorites".
+ Speaking of anime, ever watch one and there was a moment you never forgot? Like In Gravitation, when Suichi just slapped Yuki's hand away and kissed him. In Revolutionary Girl Utena when she lost Anthy and rechallenged Touga to a match. In Fruits Basket when Akito almost scallped Tohru. What's your favorite defining anime moment?
+ Here's today's AMV and Quiz. Cyberlove!
x0x0x0x0 gidgit
Time: 10:41 am
Music: Dani California, Red Hot Chili Peppers
Mood: bored....
+ Hey everyone. I'm at home babysitting my bro at the moment, and I just got done watching all the new episodes of my animes on On Demend {in case you wonder *or care* I have Comcast Cable}. I'm not gonna be doing much, but my friends have a half day today {its their last day of school tee hee}. I'm really mad cause our first day is like the 10th or something in September and our release is soooo late in June. Maybe I should take LS's advice and have a late beginning....
+ Been listening to a lot of *Meteora, Linkin Park* lately. Well mostly the legendary Track 03 {Somewhere I Belong] so I'm not sure what mood I'm exactly in....*thinks*. I've also been itching to write a good writing project now. In my head, it's forming itself to like a sci-fi/thriller. It's about a silver-haired psychic that goes to a school for other psychics and is also trying to find her foster family's murderer. Lol it's complicated when I type it down, but it'll have more form after I'm done with my studying. I will study writing forms, but I won't study for school. Oddness.....
+ I'm leaving from Friday to Monday evening to Ocean City, Maryland, so will not be able to updatith or chech email. And I leave for camp on the 9th.....so yeah. After the 9th, I wont update for two weeks. I know, big streach without me but still I'll come back to update and let you up on my summer fun.
+ Here's today's AMV and Quiz. I'm glad I'm not the only one that thinks Hiei more suits the seme position than girly Kurama. I actually did think that Kurama was a girl, and that Youko Kurama strikes a resemblance to Sesshomaru. So many connections in YYH...*sigh*. Cyberlove?!
x0x0 gidgit
Time: 5:21 pm
Music: Virtual Star Hasseigaku {Revolutionary Girl Utena 2nd ending}
Mood: full bladder....
+ Hey everyone. Well today was the last day of school for me, and about damn time if I have anything to do with it, right? There wasn't many that even showed up, and my day was basically cleaning my science teacher's classroom {and giving him more sterss lines =P] and watching the friends that showed up play Uno once again. And K.C. got all mad today, after what happened on Friday which was totally her fault, and she was like "You should watch what you say, Cameron. And whenever you're around N, then you're all happy but around me you're all depressed and tired...". It all sounded rehearsed and dry, so I'm not really all that bothered by her shit anyway. If she really had a problem, then she shouldn't have to wait until Moe says something back to me and encourage her like twelve hundred times. Kami, why does she have to be such a scaredy-cat to say something to me?
+ I really like this layout for my site, and the featured song is rocking too. Though the one thing that has to chage is the avatar {i'm thinkning more along the lines of Yusuke, Hiei, or a group}. I mean, not to say Kurama isn't sexy. Just a bit too girlish for my taste. Like everytime I read a YYH yaoi, they always have Kurama being the seme and it always has to do with height. Personally, I think it wouldn't be a bad idea to have Hiei be the seme sometime, yknow?
*And for those that don't know, seme is a term used in yaoi for the "dominant" person. It translates to "top"*
+ Umm....I guess I'm gonna be home mostly all day tomorrow, completely bored out of my mind. Lol so updating will be done early in the morning. Well that's about it for today. Cyberlove?!
x0x0 Gidgit
Time:8:50 am
Music: Loves Me Not, T.a.T.u
Mood: still a little sleepy.....zzzzz
+ Hey everyone! Well I had a really great time at Dorney Park, and I only spent $30 of the $50 I had brought. I went on all the roller coasters with people in my class in other groups, and it wasn't that bad with me in my swimsuit most of the time. Some dude kept telling me to put a shirt on....I was all like, "Whatever, Fat Albert..." But yeah. I won my sister a bright orange monkey {A/N: I LUUUUUUUUUUUUUVV monkeys} and I brought a cool mood necklace and dragonfly ring, since my other bracelet popped....cheap piece of crap.
+ There was a big issue with K.C. though. We were supposed to meet at the enterance at 5:30 pm and it was me and N buying stuff in the giftshop. We realized our main bags were in lockers....ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PARK!! So we ran up those steep hills in Camp Snoopy and saw four of the teachers waiting for other students. K.C. had the key, and nobody knew where she was!! We found her like 15 minutes later, in IN THE GIFT SHOP BUYING S%&T!!. And my bookbag was just thrown on the locker room floor {Nothing was stolen, but I was still pissed over it all..}. She acted all buddy-buddy again on the bus but I'm still pissed about the whole thing.
+ Thanks for all the new gbook comments, and all the comments from yesterday. As you can see, I changed the theme to Yu Yu Hakusho on Thursday. I really like the bg, I can never choose between the four guys. Kuwababa really isn't my style and Kurama is a "fruit loop in a bowl of Cheerios" as I like to say *ahem*. I guess it comes down to Hiei {who I think is the long-lost brother of Vegeta of Dragonball fame} and Yusuke. AH well, one thing YYH never fails in is the never ending list of shirtless Borderline shounen-ai yet not yaoi (yet) bishies to choose from. But for the guys, I guess there really is just the fighting unless yaoi is your thing.
+ Well here's the AMV and Quiz. Cyberlove?!
x0x0 gidgit
Time: 2:21 pm
Music: No More Drama, Mary J. Blidge
Mood: excited =)
+ Hello everyone! Tomorrow is the trip to Dorney Park and I'm really excited. My mind's been like YEEEEAH!! *does monkey dance* all day. I'm actually really grateful that I can at least go. One of my friends Amanda can't go because her father's concered with all the guys that are gonna be there. I mean, I know there's a couple of pervs that hopped right on that bus the minute they figured out water park+ hot weather=swimsuits, but does he have to be so old fashioned? Cha, it's 2006 not the freakin 12th century though.
+ I started a new writing project today. It's not as severe as the last one {which rereading it last night, I think it's more a short novella then a novel}, I started writing it off the bat than doing lots of planning and doing crazy notes. But I've been itching to write for a long time, since my hiatus was mostly cured by reading constantly. Now, all I can think of doing is write. Also, I write a lot better when I'm listening to music, like one with a fast beat or a sad tear-jerking courus. I listen to a lot of alternative and dance as it is {Milk Inc. haha} but lately classical's been thrown in there too. Doesnt hurt that my protagonist also plays the cello.
+ I'm playing around with the site too. Not just layout wise either, but the colors are too drab. And also I think the colorbars could use some work too.
+I'm off now. Cyberlove!
XoXo Gidgit
You Are 8% Cynical
Cynical? Not even close! If anything, you're a bit naive.
Overall, you enjoy life and try not to be paranoid. Even if you've been burned before.