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Birthday • 1993-03-08 Gender •
Female Location • in the world of anime Member Since • 2005-10-15 Occupation • loyal otaku, middle school student Real Name • Cam
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Achievements • ......lots of stuff.... Anime Fan Since • a long time Favorite Anime • Rurouni Kenshin,Inuyasha, Naruto, Sorcerer Hunters, YYH, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Evangelion, Super Gals!, Nuku Nuku, Kare Kano, FLCL, WHR, GetBackers, Chobits, Maze in Burst Space, Samurai Champloo, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, E's Otherwise Goals • become the best otaku I can Hobbies • being a gold digger :p,writing, reading manga, watching AMVs, shopping Talents • writing, being Gidgit
-Hullo. My day wasn't really a happy one. As mo mo can tell you, the clothes I wear, my hairstyle and the music I listen to all make up my mood. And this morning I listened to Evanescence. So I guess I was asking for something to happen, ne? Well it did, believe it or not. And it's something I need to let steam off of so get ready.
-*Takes a deep breath* Well....it didn't actually start till ninth period or so, but N was the butt of my porblems today. Usually, I'm a laid-back good-sense-of-humor person and pretty mellow about things. But today, N was in a really really REALLY bitchy mode. I mean, it was so bad, even the people that didn't know her very well knew to stay away. Well I was talking to my classmate J.T-E about the choir (which I'm not as involved in anymore, Quest takes up most of my time nowadays) and the upcoming performances. Yawn. So that's N's cue to butt in the middle of our conversation and just start breaking down my, quote "negative attitude toward everything" end quote. What's that about? And then I try to defend myself (I'm not even really mad at this point) and N starts getting really pissed off and is about ready to bake my ass in the oven. J.T-E stops it in the nick of time, playing peacemaker, and N just growls off and gets J. T-E and starts talking about me to her BEHIND MY BACK. I mean, cmon hhow elementary school is that.
-I have a moral system that says if I ever have something to say about ANYTHING, say it to that person or thing's face. And it's not like I'm scared or anything. The thing is. I don't pretend or hold back my emotions like N does. Tell it like it is already and just be honest. No point in dragging it inside until you just explode right? I'm not even mad or blaming N or even blasting her on the Internet (I'm even keeping her real name to myself. Like normal). Far from it. It's just that I don't keep beefs with people. I may get pset or anygry like everyone else but holding a grudge is a) against my moral system and b) just one of the worst things I can do.
-*Sigh* I hope N gets off her high horse soon and just apologizes to me and tells me the things she told J.T-E. Otherwise, I won't feel the least bit sorry when everyone starts choosing sides, on mine or not. But I pray that it ends before that even happens. Don't want a repeat of last year.....
-You're such loyal readers. Let me go visit your sites now. Maybe you'll have something more interesting than beefs and petty people to talk about. Seeya!
