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Birthday 1993-03-08 Gender
Female Location in the world of anime Member Since 2005-10-15 Occupation loyal otaku, middle school student Real Name Cam
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Achievements ......lots of stuff.... Anime Fan Since a long time Favorite Anime Rurouni Kenshin,Inuyasha, Naruto, Sorcerer Hunters, YYH, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Evangelion, Super Gals!, Nuku Nuku, Kare Kano, FLCL, WHR, GetBackers, Chobits, Maze in Burst Space, Samurai Champloo, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, E's Otherwise Goals become the best otaku I can Hobbies being a gold digger :p,writing, reading manga, watching AMVs, shopping Talents writing, being Gidgit
-Hello people. I am back to normal now, which is a good thing. I wrote N an email a few days ago and lucky, lucky, she replied. Now I'm kind of worried. I mean, out of respect I wont go into detail about what the email itself said, but she was talking about "everyone getting on her case" and "I don't care if you think I'm a bitch or not. I guess I am". The last line really scared me, it was "Maybe everyone would be better off if I was gone."
-This is scaring me. I mean, I really really want this stupid thing to end, but I'm also really scared for N. I can only pray she's not talking about suicide. Cause me, I went through that phase already and it just isnt worth it. I attempted suicide more than once, but luckily, the scars have healed and I'm a better person now. It's like what Darkness-Chan once told me: "You tried so hard to please everyone else that you wanted to kill yourself." That really helped me more than she'll ever know.
-Wow, I didn't mean to make this a mushy post. LOL my sister is going to this daance confrence today at the local library. It weird because there's a lady that's always there, her name's Vanessa. I'm half-expecting her to call us one day and ask "How's Life?" LOL
-Here's today's AMV. I'm starting to think of the next theme. It's gonna change sometime at the end of the month. So yea, Seeya!