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Saturday, February 11, 2006


fly, fly away flu!!
Revolutionary Girl Utena is love.
Revolutionary Girl Utena is too much love!
-Hello people. I am back to normal now, which is a good thing. I wrote N an email a few days ago and lucky, lucky, she replied. Now I'm kind of worried. I mean, out of respect I wont go into detail about what the email itself said, but she was talking about "everyone getting on her case" and "I don't care if you think I'm a bitch or not. I guess I am". The last line really scared me, it was "Maybe everyone would be better off if I was gone."

-This is scaring me. I mean, I really really want this stupid thing to end, but I'm also really scared for N. I can only pray she's not talking about suicide. Cause me, I went through that phase already and it just isnt worth it. I attempted suicide more than once, but luckily, the scars have healed and I'm a better person now. It's like what Darkness-Chan once told me: "You tried so hard to please everyone else that you wanted to kill yourself." That really helped me more than she'll ever know.

-Wow, I didn't mean to make this a mushy post. LOL my sister is going to this daance confrence today at the local library. It weird because there's a lady that's always there, her name's Vanessa. I'm half-expecting her to call us one day and ask "How's Life?" LOL

-Here's today's AMV. I'm starting to think of the next theme. It's gonna change sometime at the end of the month. So yea, Seeya!

-Cyberlove, Gidgit


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