Friday, November 10, 2006

   BACK STABING COUSINS

HEY FRIENDS HOW YOU BEEN? I HOPE GOOD. OMG I FOUND OUT THAT MY COUSIN ELIZA AND MY X BOY FRIEND ARE GOING OUT, BUT YOU GUYS I STILL HAVEN'T BROKEN UP WITH EDGAR MY X BOY FRIEND. SO IN OTHER WORDS HE IS CHEATING ON ME WITH MY COUSIN, AND MY COUSIN KNOWS I'M WITH HIM CUZ SHE HOOKED UP US TOGETHER. SHE WAS INSISTING ME TO TELL HIM YES THAT I DO WANT TO BE HIS GIRL FRIEND CUZ HE ASKED ME LIKE MORE THAT 20 TIMES IN ONE DAY. SO SHE USED ME TO GET CLOSE TO HIM. SHE WAS ALWAYS USING ME. SHE USED ME IN ALOT OF WAYS. LIKE WHEN SHE INVITED ME TO THE DISCO IT WAS BECAUSE IF I DIDN'T GO OUT MY AUNT DIDN'T LET HER GO OUT. SO SHE WOULD MADE ME THINK THAT IT WAS FUN TO GO TO THE DISCO SO I WOULD ASK MY AUNT IF WE COULD GO, BUT AT THE END I HAD A LOUSY NIGHT WHILE SHE DANCED...WELL I DID DANCE WITH ACOUPLE OF GUYS, BUT I USED TO THINK SHE WAS LIKE MA SIS CUZ WE USED TO DO ALOT OF THINGS TOGETHER SINCE WE WERE LIL. WELL THAT KIND OF PEOPLE AREN'T WORTH GETTING MAD AT. HER FRIEND TOLD HER IF SHE WANTED TO BE HER MODEL FOR HER FINAL EXAM FOR BEAUTY SCHOOL AND MA COUSIN SAID YES. SO NOW HER FRIEND IRMA MADE HER A BIG MAKE OVER. SO NOW I'M GOING TO DO AN EXTREAM MAKE OVER AND LOOSE WEIGHT SO WHEN I GO BACK TO MEXICO SHE WOULDN'T RUB IT IN MY FACE THAT SHE WAS A MODEL AND CAME OUT IN TV. OMG I GOT BACK WITH ONE OF MY X BOY FRIEND'S HIS NAME IS FREDDY. I BROKE UP WITH HIM TO GO WITH EDGAR THE ONE WHO CHEATED ON ME WHIT MY COUSIN. WELL I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY CUZ I'M WITH THE GUY THAT I LOVED. HEY FRIENDS SOME PICE OF ADVISE "NEVER LIVE THE PERSON WHO YOU LOVE FOR THE ONE YOU LIKE CUZ THE PERSON WHO YOU LIKE IS GOING TO LIVE YOU FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE" WELL I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE OKAY! WELL TAKE LOTS OF CARE *HUGS*

LOOK MY LIL KITTY BLOWS KISSES!
P.S. HEY DID I MENTION I'M GETTING MARRIED ON JUNE 30, 2007...WELL IT'S NOT CUZ I WANT TOO...IT'S MY MOM MAKING ME AND THE GUY REALLY DOES WANT TO GET MARRIED WITH ME CUZ IT'S A BIG WIN FOR A GUY FROM MEXICO TO MERRY A GIRL LIKE ME...BUT I'MA TRY TO RUN A WAY THE DAY I'M SUPOSED TO GET MARRIED AND COME BACK TO CALIFORNIA...WELL I HAVE TO GO TAKE CARE *MUAH*
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

   Hello!
Hello! How you been? I hope okay! I'm okay too. Well the guy who asked me is I wanted a lap dance keeps talking to me and he gets this weird excuses to talk to me like he thouught I was some other girl that he knew from last year, but he couldn't keep his story straight and he got me confused. Oh! and he asked me if I could shake his hand. Well OMG I think this guy is cute we plays baseball at ma school and he rides the same school bus as I do and we both stay after school. Well today the bus drive had this CD of Usher and this love song came up and the guy I think is cute was sitting across from my seat and he started singing to me. But then he stpoed cuz he said that if the didn't I was going to start blushing cuz he was singing to me. Sadly that was true. OMG I wanted to smile, but I didn't cuz them he is going to think that I like him, which is true, but he has a girl friend so I can't medel in his relation ship. OMG one of ma friends Samantha is becoming all self absorved...she can't stop talking about her self and she likes this guy named Jose and she can't stop talking about him. Oh! and she hates her Best friend cuz she asked her boy friend out with out she knowing. Yes that's sad...but that happened like last year and she keeps asking me to make her feel sad and to critizise her on any way, but I hate making people sad and bad so I just ignore ma friend Samantha. She is soooo getting on my nerves. Well I really have to go cuz I just came from school and I'm very tiered cuz I just ran 4 miles at school. Well I'll go visit some pages. Well take care *huges*
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

   Hello!

Hi! Friends!! I've been so far okay. OMG yesterday this guy in my 3 per. asked me if I wanted a lap dance and that for me it was $1. OMG I was sooo inverest cuz he asked me infront of this "cool" guy I think his cute. I got sooooo RED that my friends were picking on me the rest of the period. But atlist he said it like this"Hey Jackie not to be unrespectfull, but would you like a lap dance it's a $1 for you just for you" at first I thought I heared wrong so I said "WHAT?" and he siad if I wanted a lap dance and I told him NOOOOO!! So he went away. OMG tomorrow I have a race and it's 8 miles long including a stiff hill. I'm sooo exited and scared. OMG my I think I could never go back to Mexico because the whole neighboorhood knows I got cheated on. Today I wanted to call my cousin Eliza, but she wasn't home and one of my unts aswered me and the first thing she said was hey you boy friend Edgar was dancing with alot of girls in his lil sis quinseañera. I knew about it cuz last week when the party was the day after I called my cousin and she told me how he was dancing with the girls and that dance wasn't apropriate for a guy who has a girl friend to be dancing with girls that like him. I got soooo inverest. I can't see my self going back to Mexico and pretend nothing happened between me and Edgar when every one knows. I have a plan. I'm going to have a make over. I'm going to change every thing about me and up date my style. OH! and I'm going to losse weight. So when I go back to Mexico he is going to think that we're still going out, but I'm going to ignor him and go out with this other guy who asked me out to a party that it's going to be when I go on December. But I learned a good leasson. Never go out with some one who is good looking and never have a long distance relation ship with no one. They might say they are going to wait for you, but time passes and they meet new people. Well I have gone to some pages only to the onces that have been up dated. OMG they are sooo pretty and cool. Good work to all of you guys. Well have to go take care *hugs*
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

   Hey ma friends!

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Hey Friends. I've been okay and kinda happy I think. Well any ways I joined the SRLA Students Run Los Angeles and on Sunday it's my first race it's only 7 miles long with a stiff hill well it's not that stiff. OMG this guy in all my classes is kindda cute and thats all I like about him I don't like him or any thing, but I think that he thinks I like him, but that is sooo not true. Well yesterday in my first he asked me is I had the work for 2nd and I said yeah I do and he said if he could borou it and I said sure. Well at the end of class he gave the work back. During second the teacher gave us some bracelets for drug free week and I acidentaly took two and I was going to give the extra one to the guy next to me to put it back, but ma friend Jorge wanted it and he sat behind Elias the guy I think is cute well I throw it at Jorge, but like ma head hurted really bad I couldn't trow good so I trow it to Elias by acident. So I turned really red. Well I don't know why in 3rd we worked with my partner and I in the chemistry lab project. Well he was like flurting in front of me with his friend Amy. So today in second a friend of him Andrea asked me some thing and it's pretty weird she talking to me cuz she doesn't talk to me that much...well I was going to answer her and Elias jumped in and told her "Oh Yeah I'm going out with Amy since yesterday at lunch", but he was looking at me...STRAIGHT at me. So I wanted to laugh cuz he got all crazy cuz he tought I liked him. So it's kindda weird now cuz in the first place I didn't talked to him at all and now that I wanted to be friends with him he thinks I have a crush on him. That is really funny and uncomfortable just wanting to say hi or excuse me. So when he gets in my way I just wait till me moves or I just go some other way. Well I have some music for you guys I just wanted to try it out and I does work and it's for My Space...WEIRD!! Well take care ma beloveit friends! *Muah*
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

OMG!

OMG I had a okay week I guess! Well this acting agency keeps calling me cuz they want me to come out as a guess person at the 7 heaven and CSI Show, but guess what MY MOM doesn't want me to come out in t.v. cuz she doesn't want me to do better than her in life. They really do want me to come out in their shows cuz they saw my file and they saw that when I was lil I used to do alot of comersials for cloths and food and other stuff. They told me that maybe this could be my big chanse to maybe come out in a new movie that they are planning to do. I think that it's about some girls in high school. I didn't actualy pay attension to the lady, cuz I was so exited that maybe this was my big chanse, but ONCE again my mom broke my dreams one more time. She didn't even let me go adition for the parts. I really wanted to start a a job in acting. I love acting since I was lil, but ma mom started notecing that I was good at it so she desided to take me out. Even the lady told me why I had stoped and I said that I didn't know, but I did. Well I called my x boy friend cuz I still have feeling for him, but in 1 hour and 30 minutes I couldn't figure out how to tell him I still love him even though I had dumped him for some other stupid guy who ended cheating on me. Well for what my cousin Eliza tells me when I call her my x Fredy still loves me and he told her that he was going to do every thing he could do to get me back. I'm sooo happy, but in a way I think she is telling me lies, because she told me that he whent to her house to talk, but yesterday I asked him and he told me that he hasn't even talked to her. He said that he only saw her like once or twise sice last month. So problably she told me lies about me to my actual boy friend so he could cheat on me or she just made the whole thing up about him cheating on me so we could breack up, but then why doesn't he answer my calls suposobly his not at home. Well what should I do should I first call my actual boy friend and see if he answers the phone and ask him what happened between us then if he said that we should breack up well then I call fredy and tell him how I really fee about him or don't call my actual boy friend and just call Fredy and tell him that I still have feelings for him and that those feeling never whent ago even though we broke up? It's sooo confusing!!! I'm just thinking of just frogeting both of them and start a life a new look well I already got a new look kinda. Well I'm just going to try and forget them and well get to know some new friends and just have fun when I go to Mexico if I can. Well I have visited some of your pages they are sweet!!! OMG you have done a verry good job on making them look verry pretty all of you guys!! Chears to all of you guys and keep up the good work!!! ^____^
well Take care *hugs*
P.S. THIS IS A PIC OF ME AND MY FRIEND SAMY WERE IN THE SCHOOL BUS IN OUR WAY HOME!
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Monday, October 2, 2006

Hi all of you guys. I haven't talked to my bf and I'm not planning any more. For me it's like we already ened the relationship cuz he gave my pic back to my cousin and he doesn't answer my calls. Well my cousin told me I should go back with my x Fredy, but I told her no because he is just not my type and that was the reason I broke up with him, but in a way I miss him, but in the other hand I don't... well he isn't the atractive kindda guy and I don't like guys like that. Well yesterday I'm afficialy alone on my plan on me going to Mexico I have no support from none of my uncles, so I desided to tell the whole truth about my mom on how she really treats me to the consoler at school. I'm sick and tiered of me beeing scared of her. She is verry violent towards me, but not to my 2 lil sis and ma lil bro only to me, but I'm scared if I do that they are going to send me to a foster home with my lil sis and lil bro. But in the other hand I really want to go to Mexico and be a normal and happy teenage girl with no adult worries. I know those worries are going to come back when I'm older, but thats like in 20 more years when I have gotten married and had my kids wich I'm not planning on doing till I'm like 30. If I get marriend I don't wantb to have kids of my own I'm just going to adopt a lil baby girl if I and the guy want to, because I'm not really a big fan on haveing a kid all of my oun. I like kids, but not for me. Oh! and Ithink I was a lil selfish on telling my boy Friend who now is my x that it was okay me beeing friends with my x (Fredy), but he couldn't be friend's with the girls that hate me huh. Who am I to tell him wich girls can he talk too, but I know it's not good me still talking to my x Fredy while I was with Edgar. Well I have to go cuz I have to finish a book and do a report and I only have 3 hours more and I'm bearly on chapter ten. It's this book called "THE CATCHER IN THE RYE" It's okay I guess. Well take care all of you guys! Love ya Take care *hugs*
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I Can't Belive I'm Doing This
Hi guys. How are you? I hope your all right. Well I'm verry sad cuz I have to breack up with my Boy Friend because he cheated on me. I'm so stupid when I think of all the times he said he loved me and I actualy belived him when he didn't even meant it. Every time he kissed me I wounder if he really wanted to kiss me or if he was thinking of some one else while he kissed me. Well till now he hasn't answered my calls. Every time I call to his house his lil sis tells me that he isn't there that he just whent out. When he is at home. Like 4 days ago he gave the pics he had of me to my cousin Rodger well he saved some. But I don't get it why doesn't he tell me he doesn't want to be with me any more why does he have to hid from me. If the love between us is over Oh well what can I do nothing than to breack up. Well the him cheating on me I'm not a hundred percent dure if it's true. Well I might not go to Mexico on December, but on June I'm pretty sure I'm going I'm so happy cuz I could be a teen age girl. And I know I'm going to have a family there so that makes me realy happy so I'm not that sad about what happened with my boy friend, but it still hurts. I have a question for you guys whay is it so complicated to have a relationship you have to be careful what you do with a friend of the oposite sex cuz it might look wrong, but may be you weren't doing anthing wrong? I'm just going to give up on love, but sometimes I think Why I'm goint to do something so stupid when theres alot of guys out there. So DON'T EVER THINK ON GIVEING UP ON LOVE OKAY cuz love is something very presious on life and just because someone broke your heart doesn't meen that some one else might do the same. Well take care friends and thatnks for taking the time to read this post I know it's pretty long. Well I really apresiate it well I go and visit some pages tomorrow to see what is going up with your lives well take care *hugs*
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Sunday, September 24, 2006

   Hi!
Well hi all ya! How you been? I hope okay. Well today I was pretty bored untill my ex boy friend who now is my friend came to the rescue and invited me to club DV8. He also invited some other friends. So we're planning on having lots of fun cuz this is the LAST time I'm ever going out till I'm 18 wich is in two more long years cuz my mom said that. OMG I hate her. She isn't going to let me go to Mexico for winter breack not even cuz it's going to be my christmas present from my uncle. So practicaly I can't go to Mexico any more till I'm 18 and I can't go out with friends. Good thing she doesn't know about my Boy Friend cuz if she did she wouldn't let me use the phone. Because she would think I'm going to be calling him 24/7. So for her not to know about him I have to wait for a day were my mom works at night or in the afternoon because my boy friend gets out of work at 5:00 pm wich that is 3:00pm were I live. So on the 15 of sep I couldn't call him this is when it was our 1 month aniversary and I couldn't call him and till now I haven't called him so I'm verry sad cuz I can't even hear his voice and I miss him ALOT. OMG my ex and my boy friend were going to fight cuz of me. My ex is friends with my cousin Eliza so he goes to her house to talk to her and well my boy friend is also friends with her so one day like 3 or 5 days ago my ex was with my cousin and my ex asked my cousin if I was still going out with my boy friend Edgar and at the same time my boy friend was just right behind him and he said why wouldn't be together and my ex said well don't even think I'm going to just let her go with her. Jackie is going to be my girl no mater what I swear she is going back with me when she comes back on december. and then my boy friend pushed him, but then my cousin said you now what you better stop cuz Jackie isn't hear to say what she really feels. May be she is still with you (meaning my boy friend) cuz she loves you and she isn't with you(meaning my ex) cuz may be she doesn't have any feeling towards you so don't even think of fighting. I really want to go over there on my winter breack to go see my boy friend and to tell my ex to buzz off of my relation ship with my boy friend cuz I don't like him any more. I want him to move on. Well have to go cuz ma friends are here for me well take care *hugs* I'll go visit to all the pages who posts on sunday okay well laterz!
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

   Ouch!!!!!
Hello guys! OMG yesterday I got all 4 of my wisdom teeth out. So today I didn't go to school cuz my whole head and face hurts. Who kneew haveing a pretty smile didn't hurt. Well I know this is temporaly and then I would have my nice smile when the dentis takes off my braces in one more year or sooner. Well I've been okay. Maybe on December I'm going to go to Mexico to live, but I'm having 2nd thoughts about it. If I saty here I could have nice stiff like cool shoes and clouths. I could go to trips and I love traveling, but also I'm going to be miserable cuz I wont have a family, my mom would be always on my back to see if I'm talking to any guys cuz I'm not alowed to talk to guys. But if I go to Mexico I wont have cool shoes and clouths and I wont be able to trave at all, but I would have a family with all my aunts and uncles and cousines and I could be with my boy friend and friends. I could be a 16 year old girl not like here I have to be an adult since I was 8 years old. I never had a play day when I was little or a sleep over. Now that I'm older I can't go out with my friends. When I buy my cloths and shoes my mom and uncle go with me. When I go out to eat they go with me. I can't have fun here. And In Mexico people my age are always around me. I go shoping with my friends and my fav cousin. We go to the movies with all my friends and my boy friend we go out dancing to a night club things I don't get to do here and I know I'm never going to do them in here. I'm verry confuse, but any ways I'm going to talk to my uncle about me going to Mexico to live. Well I hope every thing goes as I want them to go. Well take care hugs!
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Quizz!

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs. Suicide 100% Gunshot 67% Stabbed 67% Posion 67% Bomb 53% Disappear 53% Disease 53% Eaten 53% Accident 47% Cut Throat 33% Suffocated 33% Natural Causes 27% Drowning 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

This is a quizz I took. Well I hope you don't get my answers cuz they are not a good way to die. Well take care friends!
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