Thursday, November 17, 2005

Hi Guys!!

Hi! How was your day? I hope it was very good. Today my friend put songs on my mp3. I’ve been trying for two days but I can’t put the songs. So my friend Samantha told me that she knows how to put the songs in it. So yesterday she took it home. She put 26 songs. Isn’t she the best!! They are kick ass cool. They are from Simple Plan and My Chemical Romance. I’m very tiered today because in P.E. I had to run 4 miles. It was hot today so that’s why I got kind of tiered today. OMG today in English it was BORING I had to read, work on my island project, and read some more. This guy didn’t even asked the group if we wanted “Coolest Island” for owr island name. Two other girls and me had agreed that our name was going to be something else. We all agreed even the guy. Because it’s me two girls and the guy. So he went up to the board and road “Coolest Island”. Every body was laughing at us. I was soooo mad. Then in Painting I had to draw the whole time I enjoy drawing, but drawing for 81 minutes it’s too much. It gets kind of boring, but in my class it doesn’t because my teacher lets us talk. He is very cool. He doesn’t get mad for every single little thing like other teachers. He only gets mad when students don’t listen to him. Like wen they have to lower the volume because they are talking to loud. So I hope your day was kick ass cool!! *Winks* By the way do you guys like the picture I posted? =^_^=

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Question! Hey guys can you hear the music I posted? Because I don't know if I posted it right. =^_^=
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Wondering!!

Hi all you people. Thanks for commenting on my post. I posted this picture because that’s what I was doing earlier. I was staring into the moon and stars. I like doing that I don’t know why, but it relaxes me. Any ways how was your day? I hope it was pretty good. *hugs*

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Hi!!

Hi! All of you guys. How was your day? I hope it was fantastic. Today I felted a little better. I still cant forget myself from promising my twin sister that I would make her feel better. But lets for get about sad moments. Today in my first period my weir friend told me that my crush was here in front of him. I was all nervous, but in a second I changed the conversation. He just stared at me and my friend. Like saying what are they talking about. So I was very mad at my friend. I don’t want him to know I like him. I know that sounds weird, but that’s the way I want it to be. So thank you guys for commenting on my posts.Like the picture that I posted? For one moment I tought I was going to do that, but I'm not that stupid to do what the girl in the picture is doing.*hugs*
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Monday, November 14, 2005

Hi!!

Hi! Guys. Thank you for all the comments on my last post. I can’t tell my mom how I feel because I’ve tried and she doesn’t listen. My doctor says that if I keep all my feelings in I might have a heart attack. It’s because wen I was born I had holes in my heart. So that’s way I write in here. I got this video because it reminds me of my sister lying in the bed all sick. Then I promised her that I would make her feel better. And I didn’t I feel so bad because I promised. Then I had to come back here to Los Angeles. So I hope you’ll like the video.
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Sunday, November 13, 2005

Why!!

Today my mom found out that I was going to send a letter to my dad. My mom punished me for that. I got really mad because I have a dad. I needed him a lot trough out my child hood. My mom got together with this man who was really mean with me. They had 3 children together. Whenever I went to Mexico for summer vacations they would go out to eat, to the movies, and stuff like that. When I came back they would never take me with them. They would have to wait until I went to school. So they would have to take me. In the morning they went to Burger King then they would go to see a movie. Some times they weren’t in home when I got back from school. My mom had to give me money behind my stepfather’s back because if he ever notice I would get grounded. Now that he is gone to jail my mom asks me for money. I have money because my uncle gives me for school. Some times I give her, but then I remember how she used to treat me. That’s why I want to be with my dad, but my mom doesn’t let me. Some times she tells me that wen I ‘m working I should buy her a nice house. Then in my mind I say “ Oh now I should take care of you, but what happened wen you had to take care of me”. I get soooo mad wen I start thinking like that, but I cant help my self. Some of my friends think that one of this day I'’ going to cut my self, but I'’ not that stupid to do that. The list I want my friends to feel about me is soreness. I don’t like people felling sorry for me because I know that one of these days I’m going to be very happy with my dad and uncle. =^_^=
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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Hi people that visit my site. I'm just wondering things about life. Like why do people that help others and do good things in life some time’s bad things happen to them? And some time’s bad people prevail in life. Like me every day I help others, but in return I get bad things happening to me. Why do people can’t forget about their loved ones that have gone away? I’m getting like this because Christmas is coming and I’ve never got to spend Christmas with my dad and twin sister. I didn’t even got to spend our own birthday together. Not even with my dad or my twin sister. Sorry I’m bringing you down, but I also don’t want you to feel sorry for me. Maybe those questions will never be answered.
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Friday, November 11, 2005

Linkin Park!!
Hope you guys like my new video. Pleace coment on it. ^_^

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My Good, Bad Day!!

Hi people that visit my site. Today my day was kind of cool. My uncle and me went to buy a new cell phone for me. We bought a cell phone then I went to meat my friends so we could go to the moll. Then I went to figure skating practice. So right now I'm very tiered. Oh OMG my mom doesn't let me just sit down for a second. I'm writing this post standing up. She is telling me to do stuff like pick up your shoes clean your room and I have my shoes on and I just cleaned my room like 5 minutes ago. Why moms have to be like that always bossing around. I hate people telling me what to do. Right now I have a big headache. How was your day? I hope a lot better than mine. Like the picture I posted? *hugs*
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

My Not So Good Day!!

Hi people that visit my site. Today it was kind of cool at school. Today I discovered that my friend has a friend that likes the guy I like. Well she cut her self and wrote his name in her arm. She stocks him every day since 9th grade. He says that she is creepy. My friend told me that her friend is like obsess with the guy. I told her if she was kind of lonely and she told me that she had a lot of friends. I think she is only obsessed with him. Then I got home and saw my dad’s letter, but my mom ripped it in to a lot of pieces. She didn’t let me read it. My little sister she’s two she is sick and she is crying and my little brother is five months and he cries because he gets scared of my little sisters screams. So right now I have a BIG headache.So any ways do you guys like my picture? Well I hope your day was a lot better than mines. See ya later!! ^_^

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