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Sunday, January 15, 2006


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What did I do for my mom to hate me like she does? She put a restriction order to my figure skating coach Cristina and she won’t let me figure skate no more. I was practicing for the competition on St. Luis, Missouri when my mom came and slapped me very hard, but that didn’t hurt my check it hurt my heart. That competition was very important for me because it’s not who gets top 3 it’s who gets to go to the Olympics. My mom didn’t let me go to the competition it was yesterday. I felt like I was dieing. She didn’t even let me watch it on TV. She never goes to cheer for me no one goes to cheer for me only Cristina’s friends and her family members. It’s really sad when I win a competition and there’s no one there to congratulate me. Then I see the girls that lost and their mom is cheering them up. My mom took my only dream left. I hate her allot and I don’t mean like I hate her then I start to talk to her an hour later. I’m not going to talk to her no more. I’m going to get a job so she won’t have to be bitching at me no more. I’m going to buy myself every thing that I need I’m not going to ask her for no money. Any ways she doesn’t give me money my uncle does. My uncle buys me every thing I want and my mom gets mad because of that. I feel empty inside because I have realized that I don’t have no family. My twin sister passed way, my dad in on Madrid, my mom hates me, and my little sisters too, my uncle well I don’t see him that much, and my family on Mexico well I don’t see them allot. They only like because I buy them things and I don’t want a family that likes me because I buy them things I want a family that likes me because I’m their family. Some of my friends on Mexico tell me that I have everything I want and that I’m rich because I have lots of horses and a house of my own, but I don’t have anything because with out a family all those things don’t mater. What really maters is having a family that loves you. I hope you have a very good family that takes care of you and that loves you even if it’s not complete. *hugs*

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