Wednesday, October 18, 2006

OMG!

OMG I had a okay week I guess! Well this acting agency keeps calling me cuz they want me to come out as a guess person at the 7 heaven and CSI Show, but guess what MY MOM doesn't want me to come out in t.v. cuz she doesn't want me to do better than her in life. They really do want me to come out in their shows cuz they saw my file and they saw that when I was lil I used to do alot of comersials for cloths and food and other stuff. They told me that maybe this could be my big chanse to maybe come out in a new movie that they are planning to do. I think that it's about some girls in high school. I didn't actualy pay attension to the lady, cuz I was so exited that maybe this was my big chanse, but ONCE again my mom broke my dreams one more time. She didn't even let me go adition for the parts. I really wanted to start a a job in acting. I love acting since I was lil, but ma mom started notecing that I was good at it so she desided to take me out. Even the lady told me why I had stoped and I said that I didn't know, but I did. Well I called my x boy friend cuz I still have feeling for him, but in 1 hour and 30 minutes I couldn't figure out how to tell him I still love him even though I had dumped him for some other stupid guy who ended cheating on me. Well for what my cousin Eliza tells me when I call her my x Fredy still loves me and he told her that he was going to do every thing he could do to get me back. I'm sooo happy, but in a way I think she is telling me lies, because she told me that he whent to her house to talk, but yesterday I asked him and he told me that he hasn't even talked to her. He said that he only saw her like once or twise sice last month. So problably she told me lies about me to my actual boy friend so he could cheat on me or she just made the whole thing up about him cheating on me so we could breack up, but then why doesn't he answer my calls suposobly his not at home. Well what should I do should I first call my actual boy friend and see if he answers the phone and ask him what happened between us then if he said that we should breack up well then I call fredy and tell him how I really fee about him or don't call my actual boy friend and just call Fredy and tell him that I still have feelings for him and that those feeling never whent ago even though we broke up? It's sooo confusing!!! I'm just thinking of just frogeting both of them and start a life a new look well I already got a new look kinda. Well I'm just going to try and forget them and well get to know some new friends and just have fun when I go to Mexico if I can. Well I have visited some of your pages they are sweet!!! OMG you have done a verry good job on making them look verry pretty all of you guys!! Chears to all of you guys and keep up the good work!!! ^____^
well Take care *hugs*
P.S. THIS IS A PIC OF ME AND MY FRIEND SAMY WERE IN THE SCHOOL BUS IN OUR WAY HOME!
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