Thursday, July 15, 2004

  Yesterday I stayed at my aunt's house, while my parents and my youngest sister Autumn went to the doctor in Memphis, TN. Apparently Autumn may have to shave her long hair, if it turns out she has skin cancer beneath her hair... She's only seven, but she takes it so well. I always must worry about my whole family, because every member is so fragile. (Allie says I inherit this trait.)
I'm saving my money so I can go to New Orleans for the Mardi Gras festivals next year, with Callie, Allie and Sumontro ^_^ Allison, if you are reading this, in the New Orleans hotel room I'll be sleeping on the table and Sumontro is having the bed to himself. *laughs*
Umm... yeah... sorry about that, gentle readers.
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Monday, July 12, 2004

  Hello everyone ^_^... Interesting changes are occuring.
I've been homeschooled since first grade, but recently I've been staying up late to study. Because this year I'm going to high school with my friends... This way I can maybe go to college.
Allie and I have officially formed a band:we are The Sleepless Anodynes. For the record... an anodyne is an antidote :) Last night I was on the telephone for five hours because Liz called from Oklahoma (hurrah!).
My parents have been fighting >_< It doesn't even affect me, I'd just rather have peace.
The way I feel can be described in the new song that I've written (sorry about torturing you with these things):
i've been hanging from threads
like a puppet for the deranged
i've been losing my head
nobody to tell me i'm sane
but i can't let go of the wall
because i swear i heard you call
i'm a cadaver without a master
and loose spiderwebs will never be
a complete sewn tapestry
lost under heaven, we only fall faster
pushed into a world i can't call my own
no use in trying to reclaim my throne
this is my reward for standing alone
i'm a cadaver without a master
and loose spiderwebs will never be
a complete sewn tapestry
lost under heaven, we only fall faster
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Thursday, July 8, 2004

   Yay!
Callie made paper dolls of me & Sumontro, I think she did a wonderful job ^_^ It looks exactly like us, too ^_^ Please, please go to freewebs.com/wisest_woman to see 'em.
Other than that, I don't really have much to say... here is a quote that pretty much describes the way I feel:"You're dreaming of a time when, of a thornless rose."
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Wednesday, July 7, 2004

   hello
I wonder if you like the new look of my site?... I just became tired with the old colors. Today I feel sort of lost, but, like Emily the Strange, I'm just happiest that way. I'd like to post the song I wrote, please tell me honestly what you think of it:
ashes, ashes, we all fall down
and just when i was on solid ground
never know the damages
never see the bandages
ring around the soul that i gave away
my gift to you, you rip it apart
a pocket full of words i'll never say
it's not enough that i gave my heart
today you need me
tomorrow above me
biting hands that feed you
stopping hearts that love you
rings around roses, red as my blood
a pocket full of letters, never sent
ashes, ashes, black as my mind
and we all fall down
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Tuesday, July 6, 2004

  I have so many things to tell you!
First off, Sumontro asked me out on the Fourth of July -- which suddenly made Independence Day into my favorite holiday. *laughs*
After I got home, Callie & Allie called, inviting me to come over to Callie's house and watch the fireworks. It was really lovely.
I wrote a very growlalicious song, also, but I keep trying to sing it to the tune of Marilyn Manson's remake of "Sweet Dreams (are made of this)". ^_^
Anyway, I hope you all had a Fourth of July as awesome as mine.
P.S. I went to see Spider-Man 2. Yay for Dr. Octavius and his freaky metal arms...!
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