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• 1993-02-05
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• Female
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• L-wood
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• 2007-03-03
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• Student.
Real Name
• Girl X

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• a long time.
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• too many to list.
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• for my band to become big.
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• guitar, writing, listening to music, dancing, watching tv, taking pictures.
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• guitar.




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Saturday, March 3, 2007

Saturdays are supposed to be fun right? Well, today hasn't been fun so far. My computer is working super-fast, but that's all. We don't have any snacks that I like and all my mom makes are things with meat, so it's likely that I'll starve or become anorexic...oh well, like my mom said, I'm too fat anyway. I'm laying in my bed right now. Bored. I don't feel like doing anything. Just trying to convince myself to forget about J.H. He doesn't like me and he never will. Tthat's reality. I should get out of my little J fantasy before I go overboard. He's just a boy. Nothing more. He doesn't try talking to me... and except for the occasional glances he doesn't even notice me. But how come whenever he does look at me I feel myself blush, it feels as if time stops, like everyone in the room disappears, happiness. Whenever I even think about him my heart feels heavy and starts pounding. What is it about J that has me feeling this way? I try shaking it off, but it keeps coming back even stronger. I can't seem to comprehend what it is about J that drives me insane...in a good way that is. Maybe it's that stupid overrated feeling called love. Everything I've ever felt in the past was lust. But I feel no lust to him whatsoever. I love his personality. But there's just one dreadful fact to my fiction:

He doesn't like me and never will.
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