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Thursday, May 11, 2006

   I'm not sure. several have called this deep.
it wasn't me in the mirror, but something bigger. When i gazed at my reflection it was swallowed by the entity that had taken up residence in my home. I've tried exorcisms, rituals, everything. He's been here so long, i guess he's a part of me. But the howling, oh the howling!!! it rips apart my soul with fingers of ice. his deadly music steals me away from life's tender grasp. by his song i am entranced;in that dream-like state, neither asleep nor awake, i sense the begginnings of a new world--so many ideas he has! so many dreams and hopes and emotions! his intellectual level is almost impossible to grasp. adn he is in me!! i feel him inside, tearing his way through my mind, prying into wherever i try to hide. his song controls me, but never for very long. even now his grasp is slipping, like fingers tracing designs in dust. i can see myself again, the montser in my mirror is fading. now i am too! what is happining? im slipping from life again!! i am in his world again, or is it really mine?am i in his mirror, singing a song that tears his from his happiness?am i his monster? nothing's been this clear. the monster's not the enemy! it is me!!
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