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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

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i'm tired.
so tired of trying to free myself from my demon. tired of trying to get away from me.
i'm making myself bleed.
i hear the soundof the blood. drip. drip.
silence. i wonder where i am. the light has gone. like so many other things i never noticed it fading, slowly, untill it was completely gone. like how i got here. i was happy, i enjoyede my life.then slowly things faded. i begen rersent myself.After that i began to resent others. when someone tried to help me i refused to leave. this is my sanctuary now. the only way i'll ever leave is by loving myself.which i'll never do.i deserve this place-this monster.
the monster in my nods in agreement. he thinks i'll be quite happy here.
but what if im not? what if i want something new?
he assures me that i won't. he says all i want is him.
he gives me my pills and in a few moments i begin to realize that i agree with him. how could i leave my love.i wonder what i was thinking. now i really wonder what i was thinking. WHERE AM I? TURN ON THE LIGHTS!!!! i dont want to be here. take me home!!!
im breathing fraNTICALLY. my heart's pounding.someone's here. but who? i beg for the lights, and relectuntaly he turns them on. what i see shocks me.
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