Sunday, November 27, 2005

^^
No real update. Put up the christmas tree last night. yeah..can't wait to open presents soon....

Felicia

Stole this off Jesse's Xanga....

10 Favorites.
Favorite Color: Sliver.
Favorite Food: Chinese
Favorite Band: Uhh..... I dunno....I have alot
Favorite Movie: *see above*
Favorite Sport: none x.x I hate sports
Favorite Season: Summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: Friday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate cherry
Favorite Car: none
Favorite Number: 7..no, it's not because it's luck either

9 Currents...
Current Mood: Hyper
Current Taste: huh?
Current Computer: *pokes it* one that works??
Current Finger/Toenail Color: maroon
Current Time: 11:46am
Current Surroundings: My computer desk?
Current Annoyance(s): ....
Current Crush(s): Ahem...I'll keep that between me and that person
Current song: Last Resort by Papa Roach

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Either Nikki or Kaira
First Screen Screamin' out: girsalias
First Pet: Squeekers, me kitty
First Piercing: None..next year I'm getting my ears though
First Crush: ummmm
First Music: Counrty was a constaint in my house
First Movie: *shrugs*
First Car: none, cause I haven't even been to drivers ed

7 Lasts...
Last music: Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon
Last Drink: water
Last Car ride: I dunno..home from Kaira's house
Last Text Message: No TM on my phone yet
Last Movie: Ummmm I dunno
Last Phone call: Kaira
Last CD Played: Corpse Bride Soundtrack

6 Have You ...
Have You Ever Dated one of your best friends: Yes
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Nope
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: ...
Have You Ever Been on TV: Possibly
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: No

5 Things....You did last night
1) Internet
2) Talked to Mike
3) Wrote a new part of my fan fic
4) Listened to music
5) ...*shifty eyes* wrote a few notes to people

4 Places You've Been Last..
1) Home
2) Kaira-chan's
3) my room
4) umm...here?

3 People You Can Tell Anything...
1) Kaira
2) Alex
3) Jake & Leo..still..even after the breakups

2 Choices...
1. metal or emo?: Emo..I guess
2. Vanilla or chocolate?: Chocolate with a few strawberrys

One Person You'd Do Anything For:
1. That is between me and that person adn if I so wish to tell them, I wouldn't do it here.
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

Cause I'm too lazy to write an original MyO entry...
You all get what's on my Xanga...

"I'm crying and dying and bleeding for the time when I can tell you everything, but I never will cause the sad truth is that I love you and nothing will make me stop. I'm done dening the facts, giving up on this stupid facade I'm living. Everyone else has figured it out anyways. I'll never tell it to your face, but there is a reason I never tell you anything."



Wow, such a strong clip from my fan fic that I'm working on. ^^ One would almost assume tis about someone......

Felicia



Edit: Found this on some random xanga

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
:x:I died from suicide:
:x:I said I liked you:
:x:I kissed you:
:x:I lived next door to you:
:x:I started smoking:
:x:I was hospitalized:
:x:I ran away from home:
:x:I got into a fight and you weren't there:
:x:I once loved you:
:x:I died because of you:
:x:I told a whole bunch of pills:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
:x:Personality:
:x:Eyes:
:x:Face:
:x:Hair:
:x:Clothes:
:x:Family:
:x:Butt
:x:Smile:


WOULD YOU:
:x:Be my friend?:
:x:Have sex with me?
:x:Lie to make me feel better?:
:x:Spread rumors about me?:
:x:Keep a secret if I told you one?:
:x:Loan me some cash?:
:x:Hold my hand?:
:x:Take a bullet for me?:
:x:Keep in touch?:
:x:Try and solve my problems?:
:x:Love me?:
:x:Date me?:
:x:Care if i liked or or not:


01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression:
07. My age:
08. Brought to life on:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. My color eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking:
18. How would you describe me to someone:
19. Would you ever date me:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me:
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
41. What is my favorite thing to say?
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Friday, November 11, 2005

School's hectic. Someone left a note thretning to shoot everyone in the school, so we're on high alret. Metal detectors and everything. But anywasy, the song is "Dirty Little Secret" by TA-AR, one of my faves. Enjoy! ^^

Gir
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Saturday, November 5, 2005

You're So Vain by Carly Simon
“Sirius. This your boyfriend?”

“Yeah. Ain’t he cute?”

Remus sighed. “Sirius Black, take your arm off me.”

Sirius winked at the bouncer. “He isn’t used to public affection.”

“Take your arm off me or I will rip it off and beat you to death with it.”

“Aw, that’s my little Moony. Can we go in?”

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So, I've polluted my brain with random Siri/Remy slash fics and the above quote is from a particularly good one. It's called "You're So Vain" by Captain Oz *http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2629427/1/ *



Felicia

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Thursday, November 3, 2005

You've ended up being such a beautiful wreck. Maybe now you can know what you've done to me. Bitter sweet as this revenge is, I still love you.....
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So, Jake called today. He's not doing so good.But not much else to say so I'll leave with a song:

Smile Empty Soul

~For You~

i waited for you
i died inside my own head
and i'd die again for you

i'm faded and tired
completely uninspired
and i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love
that you won't give to me, give to me
and pack the wound with salt
i want to feel it bleed, feel it bleed

i'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you

i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love
that you won't give to me, give to me
and pack the wound with salt
i want to feel it bleed, feel it bleed
you wanted me to crawl
so now i'm on my knees, on my knees

why's it always have to be me
that's always left out to burn
andi'll never learn

so kill me with the love
that you wont give to me, give to me
and pack the wound with salt
i wanna feel it bleed, feel it bleed
you wanted me to crawl
so now i'm on my knees, on my knees

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

^.^ I
So I got these really nice black wings from Hot Topic today & I ened up running to my lovelys Molly, Heather, Patty and Kristin. And Jermey was working! ^^ Ok, the song that you have the ability to listen in on is "Du Hast" by Rammstein. I'll try to change it up everyweek, but hey, I do have a life... wait, who am I trying to kid. Any suggestions of what to throw on next are welcomed. Plus, I'm trying to find a theme for MyO cause it definatly needs a change.

Toodles!
Katja aka Gir's Alias
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Monday, October 17, 2005

Monday, October 17, 2005

Close Yet Far

CKY

who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
though I never never never ever wanted this to be

I can hear the sounds of the city
sunrise and set are the same to me
a hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
but who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
though I never never never ever wanted this to be

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
though I never never never ever wanted this to be


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Thursday, October 13, 2005

What I've Learned:

Pretty faces lie well

Not everyone one who claims you as a friend is really your friend

People don't change, Facades do

Sometimes you smile not because you're happy, but because that's what everyone wants to see

A guy can make you fly in the clouds, or sink like a rock

People aren't always who you think they are



Na na na na hey hey hey good bye

~Felicia~

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Friday, October 7, 2005

Ouch, my finger really hurts. -.- stupid bass. So the attempt to find a new guy to replace older, more *ahem* outdated models is proving un-successful. Not that I'm desperate to have a guy again, I just really want an ACTUAL date for fall ball. *pouts* I mean seriously, is any guy out there attracted to both me AND my personality. ARGH! What am I doing wrong?! I mean I have come WAY to far in my life to turn around and become one of those giggly skanks. Learn a wise lesson girls, For some of you: a little food here and there wouldn't hurt For others: Put the Ho-Hos and Twinkies down and do a little thing we people call exercise. Once you FINALLY get a GOOD figure, wear clothes that both fit AND look sexy. Those cute little camis we love and adore belong in the bedroom on your honeymoon when done alone, but look TASTEFUL when paired with a simple button-up shirt and either a simple KNEE-LENGTH skirt in a trumpet line or a nice pair of jeans to take the look down to casual. What's the deal with girls looking like they belong on the street anyways? Yeah, I'm guilty of it sometimes, but you don't see me in a hoochie-mama skirt and a barely there top. IT LOOKS GROSS! It makes me so mad to see a select group of girls who dumb themselves down and skank themselves up to get a guy. It's not worth it. Trust me. Well I'm signing off before I get to into this.

Night!

Felicia

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Sunday, October 2, 2005

My throat is killing me. But I got to see The Click 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *claps* Mom came with cause she didn't want to leave me, and she actually didn't mind the music. Her point is that it's cool to see a clean cut band now days. So many girls gave me dirty looks cause I was jumping the highest but I really don't care. Maybe it was the fact that I'm not supermodel thin (nor do I think I am) and was wearing a tiny top, or cause I didn't have on a Band tee or something from a big brand like Hollister. But I really don't care. I don't want to put my parents in debt like some people whom I won't name. I gave up all that when I asked to move up here, and actually I really don't want it. I'd rather live in a good neigborhood than have $150 jeans and worry about being shot.

Peace,
Felicia
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