Wednesday, June 1, 2005

I hope this works...


Just a banner I made. I'm thinking about starting a banner/icon site and all imput would be appreiated!

Gir
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Monday, May 23, 2005

yay!
I got a really pretty gold heart pendant with a diamond (I think) in the middle. Jake gave it to me yesterday because he couldn't wait any longer. Lol, our 1 month is tomorrow so I got it a few days early. Well I gotta go!
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Monday, May 2, 2005

Just a few quotes
one day in your life youu`ll find someone youu can be your goofy self with
but still be able to pour your heart out to, be able to look your worst and
still have him say baby youu`re beautiful. he won`t be prince charming but
he`ll be nothing less than perfect to youu. he`ll break your heart to pieces
and make youu cry, but under all those tissues, youu`ll still find a place in
your heart to forgive; he`ll be the boy youu`ll never be able to forget. no
matter what he does and no matter what he says, youu know youu`ll
always be that girl whose heart races when youu hear ihs name and that
girl who`s totally and completely in love with him. X3

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She`s deeper then u think she is, she has secrets of her own, little secrets no one must know. But all u see is the outer image, the fake smile & cool clothes. She smiles cus thats all she can do. Wrap it up & let it out in a week or two. u dont see the pain & u dont see the hurt. u see what she wants u to see, u'll never see the truth. She's scared of what u'll say. Shes scared that u will judge. But even if u dont make a sound u never see the things that bring her down.
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i want a boy---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with and me remember each one.
a boy who notices girls haircuts.
whos realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
who shows up at my games,
slipping in the door.
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deeps eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
who knows me favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dads hand
and look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im beautiful.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who suprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that lights up the room
and simply be mine to hold.
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do you ever just get that feeling where you don`t want to talk to anybody ? you don`t want to smile & you don`t want to fake being happy, but at the same time you don't exactly know what is wrong either . there isn`t any way to explain it to someone who doesn`t already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone, people have stopped being comforting,& being alone never was. at least when you`re alone no constantly asks you what is wrong & there isn`t anyone who won't take "i don`t know" for an answer. you feel way you do just CUS. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait
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"every women should have
four pets in her life ;; a mink
in the closet, a jaguar in the
garage, a tiger in her bed &
a jackass who pays for it
all" - p a r i s _ h i l t o n <3
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Friday, April 29, 2005

To clear confusion...
Jake and I aren't having problems. I'm just wiedly comfortable talking about everything to him.

^^
~Me
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Blah
So I"m in a complete daze. Jake, my bestest guy friend has now become my boyfriend and every single problem I ever had *including a few I've told No One just flows outta my mouth like..uh yeah. I'll stop. Not to mention alot of mass confusion is going on in my life and I'm not used to it.
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Monday, April 25, 2005

   Found this on a friends site, but it's so true!
I want a boy.

A nice and bad boy.

A boy who has gelled hair and lets me play with it.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.

He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.

He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.

He'll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!".

And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.

When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.

He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.

All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.

He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.

When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.

He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.

We always end up laughing aboutt silly fights.

We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Everytime he kisses me.

He'll tell me he'd die without me.

He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.

He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.

he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me--
--and would hold me when i cry ..

he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.

We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch snowflakes on our tongues

He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.

And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.

He'll let me go places with his mom.

We would play tag and not care who's watching.

We'd kiss in the rain.

And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again.

I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize.

I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.

Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house

When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.

I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever *

Perfect.

I'll be his everything.


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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   Single again
So, um, I'm single again. Leo broke it off during a ride to Kmart. No tears yet. We both knew it was best.

~Me
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Friday, April 22, 2005

   ARGH! WHY ME!
I'm newly induced into the cult of O.C addicts thanks to my best guy friend Jake. And I ACED MY MATH TEST! YEAH! Not much else cept alot of people are starting to comment how much leo and I fight and how unhappy I seem with him now. My mom even said we should have stayed friends. Jake walked me to Hollywood Video rental place and met my mommy. She likes him as of right now and didn't freak over the earings and wristbands. Definatly good. Only one thing to break my good day. My bass at school fell and the neck snapped. It's not too bad but I have no clue how I'm going to pay for it. We're low on money and I have zero time for VFW. Alex thinks it's his fault but it's pretty much all my fault. I was trying to grab him so I could talk with him and my hand slipped and crash goes the stupid instrument. I'm honstley thinking about fully quitting orchestra even if I can maybe fit it in my senoir year. Nothing good has came out of it. But then again that's been my life so far, one really big disappointment after another. God, I'm gunna cry again.

Strength and Spirit,

Felicia

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

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Friday, April 8, 2005

Oops forgot to post this!
Actually something has been going on that I forgot about. My best guy and I were talking and he was saying if it were ok with Leo (my boyfrined), he would be think about taking me to prom. ME *points to self* a FRESHMAN to prom?! *rolls eyes* I dunno, maybe he was drunk whn he said it....but I highly doubt it. I know he likes me alot and I know he knows Leo & I didn't go to Couple's because of Leo's not wanting to go and not taking the day off. I dunnno what I'm going to do. I want to go out with him, but I don't want to leave Leo.
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