Monday, September 10, 2007

Ladeda..
Whooo..
I'm bored
Sittin here in the Library
Bored
Lol
So the Homecoming dance is this weekend
On Saturday
And...
I might be going with my best friend, Kaylee
But..
I haven't heard back from her yet >.<
We were talking about it on Thursday
And she said she'd have to talk to her bf about it
But she didn't think he'd mind
Since we're just friends.
And i haven't heard from her since then.
So idk yet
I might be going to Homecoming by myself lol
I'm not sure yet
I also haven't been able to get on MySpace since Saturday
And i told her either to call me or message me when she talks to him
So that might have happened over the weekend
Idk
Ladedadedadada...
I hope she can go though
Cuz going to a dance dateless..
SUCKS
I know from experience
At over half the school dances i've been to in my life
I was dateless
But it'll all be cool
If i'm dateless I won't let it get to me
And if i'm not dateless, it'l be one great night lol
Cuz it'll mean 4 of my best friends will be there
Kaylee, Alex, Tara, Matt, and Anna
(Mostly girls...o.0)
But i'm NOT GAY!!
I just get along better with girls
Or maybe I don't
Cuz if that was true
I'd be able to keep a gf for more than a month
=/
Whatever lol
I'm keeping that positive attitude
No matter what

-Wyllis
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Thursday, September 6, 2007

Doing better
Yeah i 'm actually keeping a positive attitude somehow.
I really don't know how though
As i told Magnus, i guess it's cause i'm used to getting broken up wtih.
So it's getting easier to accept it when it happens.
But that doesn't mean i like it happening lol
I really want to find someone who i can stay with for more than a month
Because a month seems to be the average limit a girl will stay with me >.<
Whoo?

-Wyllis
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

So...
Once again
I'm single
=/
but idk..
i really loved Holly
and i still really care about her
but i just can't be real sad.
I AM sad about it..
but not as much as i had expected to be
Idk..
something's just telling me that it's not too bad
Maybe we weren't meant to be
or maybe it just wasn't our time, and should try again later
Idk
but in the meantime...
a years-old crush has once again been awakened
for at least the 3rd time
Because of this weekend
and this girl has been the one most helpful to me
The main person to cheer me up
She's taken right now though
So i don't want to say her name
or try to start a relationship
but that isn't stopping me from hoping
=/
Maybe it'll happen this time
Maybe not
But one thing i know
Is that i'm not gonna let all this bring me down
I'm a strong person
Or at least i'm gonna start being a strong person
So this'll work out somehow
...
Somehow
Not sure how but i know it will

-Wyllis
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Once again...
no one ever comes to my page
so idk why i'm posting this here
but i need to type it all out
to make me feel a little better

i may be losing a girlfriend...
Our one month was on Sunday
and she's barely talked to me since Friday
Today's Tuesday
=(
Last night i found out what was wrong
and i sent her a myspace message
plain and simple
"I need to know if you still love me or not."
what i sent to her was considerably LONGER than that...
but i would rather not write it all out here
bleh..
why does this always happen to me?
I get this amazing girl..
and then a month after we start dating something messes up
or things start to mess up
argh..
i know i've said it before
but i really have never felt this away about someone before.
And now..
i don't even know if i havea girlfriend or not
because she was offline when i sent her the message last night
and i haven't been able to get on myspace since then
I know she gets on before school in the mornings..
so now..
i'm left to wonder
until after school
until after my stupid dermatologist appointment
so my fingers will be hurting like hell when i read her answer
cuz they have to freeze the warts
so i may end up w/ both physical AND emotional pain
fuck...
this sucks
something i've learned this weekend:
Knowing is better than wondering

-Wyllis
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Friday, August 31, 2007

New art

Hey all!
I just posted some new art last night
"Vash the Stampede"
you should go check it out
yeah..
lol
^^

-Wyllis



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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Update
SO
it's been a few months
And now life is way better
Tara and i decided we're better off as friends
And i met someone new
Someone amazing
Holly
^^
she's awesome
in 4 days it'll have been a month since i asked her out
and i love it
but more so
i love her
She's perfect
although i haven't gotten to see her for 2 days...
cuz she's been out sick
she was supposed to be at school today
but i guess she felt worse
so maybe it's good she isn't here
I want her to get better

Anyway..
so yeah
Girlfriend: Holly =D
Best friends: Alex, Tara, Andrew G., and Farrell

Awesome
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Saturday, July 7, 2007

It's been a while...
Since i could
post on Otaku

lol ok
now past teh Staind spoof
anyway..
so yeah it has been a while
Well...
i'm not dating Sandie anymore
she cheated on me
and Tara's always been there for me
so i decided to date Tara instead
because she admitted her feelings for me
and i had feelings for her
so now i'm happy
well...right NOW i'm not
cuz i was supposed to see Tara today...
and my best friend, Alex..
but those plans fell through
='(
and i haven't talked to Tara since yesterday
but overall i'm happy with my life
it's been pretty good lately
got some new drawings i'm about to add
so you guys should look at those
but yeah...
i love tara
i'm happy with her
I realized Alex is a true friend
and now she's my best friend
so life's good
yeah
other than my wreck the other day lol
but that was from my own stupidity
the motorcycle was smaller than me
but i let Josh convince me to ride it
and lost my balance
and wrecked
>.<
oh well
but
life's great

-Wyllis
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Saturday, May 12, 2007

   DUDE!!
So my stepmom's a professional artist..
and she's got a website
www.artdragon.net
and some of my stuff is on it
(Click the "Wyl's Page" link in the lower right-hand corner)
anyway
one of her friends
who happens to run a fantasy art convention
saw some of my work on her website
and he wants me to participate in an art convention next February
to show some of my originals!!
HOw cool is that??
Tis freaking amazing.
I'm getting recognized in the art world
My friends and family have been telling me for years that i'm good
I value their opinions more than this guy's and whoever else is at the art convention.
But this is my chance to show off my work to the general public
And he's only seen the stuff on Christina's website
I've done better than just those
She's only got the ones i've been able to scan and send to her
I've given some to people as gifts that were way better than those
If i'm getting recognized for some of my lesser works...
Imagine what could happen if i show some of the stuff i've done since then?
And imagine what i'll have accomplished by next February.
It's amazing to think of.
SO yeah...
just thought i'd share
I think it's cool.
Actually, i think it's more than cool.
I think it's freakin awesome!!
So yeah...
that's it

-Wyllis
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Friday, May 4, 2007

New art...
is coming soon
i can't get it online yet
cuz i can't get to a scanner
but as soon as it's up
i'll put it on Otaku.
^^
All i can think of tht i'll be putting on Otaku is one drawing of Kiba from the Wolf's rain manga
And maybe a werewolf i drew using Kiba as reference
idklanyway
cya

-Wyllis
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Friday, April 20, 2007

And now..
Sandie hasn't talked to me today
I was crying and she didn't do a thing
I'm realy scared
yesterday things worked out
and everything was ok for a bit
but i think something happened to change her mind again
she hasn't said a single word to me
neither has Meagan
they both saw me crying
Tonight's Prom!
Wtf??
And i heard her talking to Sam...
all i heard was her say "And guess what? I'M NOT GOING!!"
i hope to God she wasn't talking about prom
i'm scared she's gonna break up with me
i don't want it to happen
i'd do anything just to make her happy
i was gonna wear eyeliner for her today
cuz she thinks i look cute w/ it on
and i actually brought my glasses to wear
cuz she thinks i look cute in them
today is the prom...
i still don't know details about what's going on...
she has the tickets
so if she decides not to go
or not to get me
i'm screwed
but i'm going to get ready anyway
i don't know what time to be ready by
all i know is Katie's supposedly drivin us there
but idk now...
idk if Sandie wants to still go...
idk if Sandie wants to still date me...
i just don't know..
and i'm scared
i don't want to loser her
i lover her more than anything
and if i do lose her
i know i won't forget her
or ever stop loving her
i'll look back 50 years from now and say "I really loved that girl."
i'll probably be some senile old single man
cuz if she leaves me
i won't want to date ever again
she's the best
i'll never find anyone as amazing as her
and i'm being completely honest in all this
i mean every word of it
i really dobut i should go now...
it's almost time for break...
which means i may find out if i'm single or not...
i don't want to go out there
i want her to be waiting for me and hug me and say everything's alright
and that i have nothing to worry about
but i doubt that'll happen...
i really wish it would though
so here i go...
into the cruel world...
to find out my fate
i love her
i really do
so i hope my suspicion is wrong
but anyway...
good bye all

-Wyllis
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