Friday, March 2, 2007

   What the FUCK?!
Alright so...
Sandie and I were planing on going to the park tomorrow
My dad wasn't so sure if he wanted me to go because she's 17.
My mom argued with him and eventually he agreed.
Alright so time went on.
THen he called and wanted to ask me some questions about her.
So once that was over he talked to my mom again.
And then when she got off the phone she told me why he wanted to know.
Apparently Farrell was telling my dad some shit about Sandie and her best friend Meagan that she had been told by Aisha.
I find it all hard to believe.
Of course, i never really liked Aisha in the first place.
My mom wanted to talk to me about some of the stuff my dad had been told.
I was exhausted
So i said "i just want to go to bed"
She said "Fine good night" and that was that
So i went to sleep.
Woke up this morning and got ready to go
Was all psyched to get to go to the park
Went downstairs and took the dog out.
Once i came back in my dad siad "Your mother said to tell you to come home right after school."
I just looked at him
He continued "She said if you weren't willing to take the time to talk to her about it because you were SO tired, then you don't need to take the time to go"
WHAT THE FUCK, MOM?!
YOU WERE THE ONE THAT FOUGHT TO LET ME GO!!
Even if any of the shit was true, she's changed!!
She said she's willing to give up smoking just because i don't like it!
But no, my mom won't believe that because SHE wouldn't do it for my dad.
Well two things, mom
1. You've been smoking a HELL of a lot longer than Sandie.
2. SHE DOESN'T SMOKE AS OFTEN AS YOU DO
IT'S EASIER FOR HER TO QUIT
Probably not now, since her boyfriend's parents put so much stress on her!!
When i told her this morning she said "So should i add your parents to the list of adults that hate me?"
What the hell?
Sandie treats me better than anyone ever has
She always asks me if it's ok before she does something
She's told me stuff about herself that she won't tell most other people.
I'M SURE I KNOW HER BETTER THAN AISHA DID
So it's either one of two things
1. My parents are being completely thick-headed and don't want to listen
or 2. They trust some chick they've only met a few times more than they trust me.
Besides, how does Aisha know any of what she was told was true?
Does she have any proof?
I don't think so
Just because she heard something doesn't make it true.
That applies to my parents too.
so waht the fuck...
My parents are being horrible right now.
They've been freaking awesome before.
AND THEY'VE LET ME GO WITH SANDIE TO THE VERY SAME PARK BEFORE W/ THE VERY SAME PEOPLE.
Meagan even said that she'd keep it under control cuz she doesn't want to be grossed out.
Everyone else is ok with this
Except Alex, but she's a bitch anyway.
So why can't my parents just get over it?
I'm a teenage boy
I can make decisions for myself
And i'm going to want to go places with my friends and girlfriend
STOP FUCKING BABYING ME
I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
DESPITE WHAT EVERYONE THINKS
I'm not just a little helpless kid anymore!
I've got a life of my own, so let me live it myself
If i want your help, i'll ask.
As for Farrell, well you had no business sharing with my dad.
There is PLENTY of stuff I could have mentioned to your parent about Carver and i kept my mouth shut cuz i knew how much you liked him.
Well you knew how much i like Sandie
But that didn't stop you did it?
Thanks
Thanks alot to all of you
But I want to live my own life
SO keep out of my business
If i want advice, i'll ask
If i want you to help me, i'll ask
STOP INTERFERING
YOU'RE RUINING IT
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY
SANDIE MAKES ME HAPPY
WHY CAN'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND THAT?!
...
Whatever
I've fumed
I vented
I feel a little better now
I doubt anyone will even read this
But i feel a little better about it.
And i probably will until the end of the day
when Sandie gets on her bus and i think to myself "If I hadn't taken the dog out, i could be on that bus with her. On my way to the park to have a good time. Not knowing that my mom said no.
And by the time she realized I didn't know to go straight home
It would be too late.
Why did i take the stupid dog out?
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