Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Okee...
Well Alex and Mike are "taking a break"
But they both don't like it, from the looks of things
They've both been breaking down...
At school even.
I know we haven't exactly gotten along lately
But i can't help feeling bad about it
Before all of this Alex was my friend
Sandie's being friendly with her
So i guess I can too.
I feel really bad for her...
Although from what i've heard she's the one that called it off
Sandie's been trying to help both Alex and Mike.
I don't necessarily like one of those (that she's helping them, not the person) but i'll get over it.
But I'm not scared of losing her
We've been closer lately
There was an..."incident" at the show on Saturday..
My dad's blood pressure went up again.
He almost went tot he hospital.
All this right after his band went on
During the show he almost fell.
I wasn't in there...cuz i had a horrible headache and couldn't take it
I felt horrible.
Sandie left before anyone found out what was going on.
And then not long after she left...the fire rescue came.
I didn't know what was going on...
and then someone yelled "Oh shit, CHRIS!!"
We all ran inside.
And were told what had happened.
I broke down.
Dustin was there for me. He stayed with me the whole time.
I was so freakin scared.
I couldn't stop crying.
And then Katie came up.
And told me she had called Sandie and told her what happened.
And that she was on her way back.
After about 20 minutes she got there.
The windows were rolled down so I could hear Meagan saying "Wait till the car stops!"
And the next thing I knew Sandie was right there
She hadn't waited for the car to stop
She didn't care.
I thanked her for coming back.
Many times over.
She said "Wyll, I would have walked back if I had to"
It meant alot to me that she came back for me.
But that just topped it off.
She's amazing.
I don't know how I got so lucky.
She did what most girlfriends wouldn't.
She came back to help me
No matter what the consequences were for her.
She just wanted to be there for me.
She wrote a note to me yesterday (Monday) morning.
We always write notes but this one had something special in it.
There was a part that said:
"I'm happy i helped you by coming back. I love you, and i just had to make sure you were ok. I knew you would be having problems."
I read that and almost cried.
She is so wonderful.
Through all that we've been through she's been there for me.
I realy am lucky.
I'm thankful for her.
I really hope this lasts for a long time.
If not forever.

-Wyllis
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