Friday, April 20, 2007

And now..
Sandie hasn't talked to me today
I was crying and she didn't do a thing
I'm realy scared
yesterday things worked out
and everything was ok for a bit
but i think something happened to change her mind again
she hasn't said a single word to me
neither has Meagan
they both saw me crying
Tonight's Prom!
Wtf??
And i heard her talking to Sam...
all i heard was her say "And guess what? I'M NOT GOING!!"
i hope to God she wasn't talking about prom
i'm scared she's gonna break up with me
i don't want it to happen
i'd do anything just to make her happy
i was gonna wear eyeliner for her today
cuz she thinks i look cute w/ it on
and i actually brought my glasses to wear
cuz she thinks i look cute in them
today is the prom...
i still don't know details about what's going on...
she has the tickets
so if she decides not to go
or not to get me
i'm screwed
but i'm going to get ready anyway
i don't know what time to be ready by
all i know is Katie's supposedly drivin us there
but idk now...
idk if Sandie wants to still go...
idk if Sandie wants to still date me...
i just don't know..
and i'm scared
i don't want to loser her
i lover her more than anything
and if i do lose her
i know i won't forget her
or ever stop loving her
i'll look back 50 years from now and say "I really loved that girl."
i'll probably be some senile old single man
cuz if she leaves me
i won't want to date ever again
she's the best
i'll never find anyone as amazing as her
and i'm being completely honest in all this
i mean every word of it
i really dobut i should go now...
it's almost time for break...
which means i may find out if i'm single or not...
i don't want to go out there
i want her to be waiting for me and hug me and say everything's alright
and that i have nothing to worry about
but i doubt that'll happen...
i really wish it would though
so here i go...
into the cruel world...
to find out my fate
i love her
i really do
so i hope my suspicion is wrong
but anyway...
good bye all

-Wyllis
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