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Tuesday, January 4, 2005


   My FAULT!

Tonight was suppose to be fun and shit but it turned out to suck major ass. well i went to got to a movie with some guys. it sucked...to tears. first of they totally ignored me the whooole fucking time. i mean, i've known these guys since i was a baby! so that was a biig let down. i came bak home n nobody was ther so i went on aim. i tlked to Camron n well i was really pissed and at the time i was crying cuzz i had such a bd time....well Camron siad..."shannon, dont cry. i mean, to me....ur the world* wow. i mean for a person like Camron...thhhats pritty damn rare of him to say that. lol. but, sometimes i feel like every goddamn thing i do is aalll my fault. i mean every friend i have or HAD has/had to suffer becuzz of my evil moodswings. n sometimes i feel like everyone is just going to give up on me becuzz im not worth it...becuzz everything i do...turn out to be my fault. it would be better if i was just locked away in a room that isnt tall enuff for me to stand up in...or long enuff for me to lay down in...only rats to keep me company. soon i'd die and everyone woold feel like they got a donky of ther backs.

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