Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Unhappy in our own way.
Given my current mood, the change of theme is somewhat bizarre. Not the change, itself, but what it's been changed to. Or maybe not. Coupled with the new intro text, it's just sort of ironic, I guess.
I wont go off on an irritating, angst-ridden rant because, if you know the first line of Anna Karenina and read the first paragraph of this post, you'll get it.

The image itself, believe it or not, is from the bag my friend gave me my birthday present in a couple months or so back. It's just so abrasively cute and colour-coordinated, I simply had to use it. : )
Comments would be much appreciated.


I'm starting to wish I hadn't agreed to volunteer at this summer camp at the end of the holidays. I'm dreading having to go there today to get the forms I'm supposed to fill out because I've been busy and unable to get there sooner and I'm worried I'm going to get an earful of the responsibility thing. -_-;
It's going to be rather bizarre being an authority figure there, truth be told, because I went there when I was little and, well...O_o You know. I remember hating some of the instructors/volunteers, whispering bad things about them, being bored, getting upset over trivial things. Ah well.
Also, I've gotten stuck going there the two weeks where we go swimming every single day. Which, when you're with a bunch of 6-10 year olds, is the physical embodiment of Hell itself.
I remember that. "YAY!! Let's all climb on/drown [your name here]!!!!" Happened to my friend, happened to my other friend. Now it's gonna happen to me. Blarg.


I'm bored. There is nothing to do, now that school is over. I mean, I'm glad I don't have to go to school, but GOD DAMN IT, there is NOTHING TO DO. X_x
I wish I had a digital camera. Then, I could amuse myself taking "artistic" photos of random crap. It'd be like, "Oooo! Tree! Puddle! Hill! Dog! My cat sleeping in a cupboard!"

I don't even have much to write about here, OB, or anywhere. I feel yucky and uninspired. : (
At least I'm getting my iPod today. : D Or tomorrow, since my little sister won a Literacy Award (O_o;;) and we are going out for dinner. I doubt she'd let us not. She always wants to go out for dinner. Every single day. "Let's go out for dinner! Why can't we! It's not fair! *cries" =_=
I'm actually kind of worried about her winning the award. I mean, when I was her age, I had already read The Lord of the Rings, 100% of the Redwall books published at the time, and many, many other things she looks at and goes, "OMFG SO LONG!!!!11one"
So I'm concerned as to what the hell her classmates are reading and how long it takes them.
I mean, it breaks my heart every time I see her reading "Judy Moody" or some other serial, formula novella, lacking in any degree of inspiration. (Yes, I know all Redwall books are the same but...REDWALL. u.u And they're at least of a decent length and language. >_>)
I keep trying to get her to read something like The Hobbit or even the Pippi Longstocking trilogy. Something by Tamora Pierce (I mean, I own like 85% of the woman's books; it's not like they're unavailable!) or Nix. But no. She likes soccer.
*sigh* I do try.

Which reminds me I have to start my weight-lifting again. : / I mean, I had for a while, but then I just kind of...stopped. So I'll do that at some point today, then get down to the summer camp and get my earful and maybe get "fired" and come home and listen to my family whine at each other until they all go to bed, since they have to go places tomorrow. >: D
Bwahaha.


Being sick sucks. My nose is all hurty from blowing it in paper towel, since we have no Kleenex. : (
Also, I can't stop coughing. It's fucking annoying.
I kept coughing this morning and my mom kept coming into my room saying, "Wake up! It's too hot in your room! Come downstairs!" O_o
I think she's in denial about having to go to work while I get to sit around doing nothin' all day. She keeps coming into my room in the morning and turning lights on and then leaving, saying, "WAKE UP YOU ARE MAKING ME LATE."

._.


Edit:

I submitted a new piece of art. I like this one, though it's rather sketchy.
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