Saturday, March 31, 2007

Hallo Everyone

Wie gehts? Ich bin nicht zer gut. I hope I said that right. Well, now because of this Emily person most of my friends hate me. I don't know what happened. I just know that one day she text me and it all started. Now, Melissa does not think I am her friend because of something Emily said. It is all that high school drama that I was working to stay out of. So, I am still trying to find out what happened it is very hard since they won't listen to me. Auf Wiedershen.

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Here is a poem I wrote.

With in a cold fold in time, you were sleeping alone. I fell back and let go of all faith. Then I saw a memory of you smiling like a child. And I remembered my faith. The voice singing the song of prayer, is about to shine its small light upon our path. The promise of our future is close but, yet distane. Believing that I'll eventually reach that verdant morning. I will embrace the opening of the heavens.

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Hallo Everyone

Wie gehts? Ich bin zer gut. I am right now at Silver Dragon's house. Melissa did break up with him. I will ask he today or the next time I see her. At my school I am now on High Honor roll. Because I have all A-1s. I will be going back today so I might not be on agin today. Auf Wiedershen.

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Hallo Everone

Wie gehts? Ich bin zer gut. I have sechs days left until I trun 16. Today is ash wednesday so at 7:00pm I will go to church. Melissa understands my feelings. It should be just a little bit until she breaks up with him.

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

   Hallo Everyone

Today I am at my dads. I go back home at 3:00pm. Then at 8:00pm I will go to a part for the workers of Pizza Hut were I live. Saturday I went shoping for my brithday. We went to a mall and to a book store. When we got to the mall we ate chinese. It was so good. Then we went to Hot Topic for my first time I got one thing there. We spent like an half hour in there and I took that long to find one shrit. After that we went to Borders I did not get anything there. The book store we went to that was not in the mall was Barns & Noble. I got two books there they are "Gundam Seed Astray Vol.2 and 3. My brithday is in 9 days. So, I have 9 days left of being 15.

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

Hallo Everone

I have ten days left of beeing 15! Right now I am at my Grandma's. IT IS SNOWING AGIN!!! I AM SO TRIED OF THE COLD AND SNOW!! Now, that I said that wie gehts? I like have said am doing a little better. I am sory for going on so my last post. I just had to say it all. Or if you want to get picky type it all. Right now I don't now what to do. I am still looking for answers. I know she loves me but, she still likes the other guy too. She does not know which one she likes the best. I was okay with it but, now I don't know. I can't see how she likes him? Oh and I am doing it agin. You know going on and on. If any of you can help by telling me what I should do please tell me I need help finding out what I should do. Like I said I am sory about going on like this.

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Friday, February 16, 2007

   Hallo Everone

Wie gehts? Ich bin doing a little better. Thank you silver dragon (Terra) for coming over it made me feel that someone in my family care. Melissa is dating someone else she has been for a year now. She knows my feelings I told her last year. She told me she likes me but, she also likes the other guy too. Now they are fighting and has been talking bad about her. I has hurt her feelings but, she still goes out with him because she likes him. But, now she likes me more but does not want to hurt his feeling so she is still dating him. I wrote her an letter telling her how I love her and my feelings about this. So, Monday I have to call her and talk about all of this. Back when I first told her my feelings she told me she loves me but, we can't do anything about them right now. I used to go to her house. But, I moved so I don't do that any more. Her mom likes me much more then her actull boyfriend. Her mom would like it much better I was dating her. Her mom said I was like one of her kids because of how much I went to her house and they took me places all the time. Thank you for caring all of reads this and cares. Auf Wiedershen.

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Sunday, February 4, 2007

Hallo Everone

I still am depressed. Friday Melissa said she needs to talk to me. I think she is mad at me. I am starting a fund raiser for the Cystonsis Research Network. I am doing this because I have the disease. My trip to San Diego went well I did not have fun the whole time I felt ill. The tests this time were not all that you did in your head and told the answer. They were written tests. If you know what the SAT. is you know how hard these were. I have been cry a lot more. I still am not on any meds for depression which I think is good because I don't want to take any.

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

Hallo Everone

Wie gehts? I will be going home today. At lest I hope so. We have 7" of snow. Were I live they have 7.5" of snow. I will be going at 3:00pm. I am doing a little pit better with the deperssion thing. This Wednesday in the morning I fly to San Diego. I will be there to the 29th or 30thof this month. I will have mental test done on me because of the disease I have. Our flight leves at 9:00am on Wednesday. Auf Wiedershen.

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

   Hallo Everone

Wie gehts? Whats up? I am not fine. I was going to put this Ich bin gut. That means I an fine. I not so deperssed today. I have not cryed today that is good. I am at my dads so that is why I am on. So, if I wanted to talk to Melissa I can't. If you don't know she is the one I like. If you want to know more pm me. I might tell you all some day.

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