Tuesday, October 30, 2007

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Well this week is very bussy. I have mocktrail today the first real trial. I am so woried about it. And all I am to work on the same day and I just started so I don't know anyone at BK. But like one. And so it is so hard to find someone to work for me when I thought that I wasn't working. And then I find out that we have the second trial this thrusday I never was told that. But the teacher said yes you were because I gave out a paper that said all of the dates. I never got it. Because I was gone that day. It was a day when I was sick. But when I asked her the next day what went on she never told me anything of what the talked about. Oh and my concert for choir is this sunday. Which I don't know my parts to all of the songs. Because the teacher doesn't take much time to go over the tenor line and because I am a tennor one and no one by me is it is so hard for me to get the right note if I am off. Then there is only four tenors and like three bases and the rest are all altos and sopanos. Which there are many more then the guys. I also have show choir to work on. Which for one of the songs I don't know all of the dances yet. Then I also don't know my part because the teacher can never find time to help me. I asked her so many times and she says come in after school and we can work on them. So I come in after school and she says she can't and that happens every time. Then I missed four pactices. Which isn't good. But that was because she has them in the morning and I have to get up so earily just to make it too them which is a little bit hard for me to get there when I have to have someone take me there and they don't want to get up to take me. So I guess I should shut up now and stop talking about my self. Because I should care about others feelings like someone says. So, how are you all?

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Monday, October 22, 2007

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I worked at BK. Three days now. I the first was the day that I was trianned. Which was friday. Then I closed by myself Sat. Which was so bussy because of the football game. I made so many misstackes. Then I didn't get home until like 2:00a.m. Then sun. I came to work at 11:00a.m. and worked until 5:00p.m. They said I did a very great job. I think I didn't.

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Friday, October 19, 2007

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Well, I have a different job now. I work at BK. This whole weekend I work. I work tonight from 7:00p.m. to 1:00a.m. Then sat 5:00p.m to 1:00p.m. And sunday 11:00a.m. to 5:00p.m. So ja I don't have a much time for myself now. Because every day that I don't have things going on I work.

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Friday, October 12, 2007

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I am a person that wants to make a difference. I believe that our country is broke. There are many things wrong with it, with the government too. We are a people that say we are Americans we need not to speak a different language. They should learn our language. We are also very racist. (this is what I think). We are a lazy group of people(what I think). We don't have much respect for others. Especially, our students of today. They have no respect for the teachers they think that they can talk to them how they want. (it makes me so mad. I sit in class and then the student talks back to the teacher thinks that he/she has all the right to talk the way he/she wants) So what I want to do is fix the medical problems. (it seems that most people don't have the money for the right treatments) I also want to try to get the governemt to start doing more for the homeless and people suffering from Hungry. Then once we fix that we need to worry about helping the people in 3rd world countries. We also need to help the people be able to go to college. Now, this is something that I believe in. "Peace can't be kept by force. It can only be achived by understanding." We usally think of it without thinking. When we say we have to fight for it. (No it can't if you believe we have to use force to keep true peace then please explain it to me. I just don't understand how people can think like that.) I also think that the U.N. is great. They really want to do good. But they are not going about it is not the very best way they can. I think that right now they want to be the ones to have all of power to tell other countries what they need to do. But, I think that we should keep the U.N. but change it a little bit. I think it should have the right to come in and to see why two or more countries want to have war. Then try to come up with an compromise. I believe that the U.N. should have a right to make up laws. But, if a country doesn't like the law or agree with it then they should make a formal complaint and then if they and other countries don't agree with the law then it will be replaced. I believe that each country should have there own government. But they shouldn't be allowed to be dictatorship. They should be allowed to be an democray or monarchy or anarchy or whatever just not one were one person has all of the power and is only put to rule by force.

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

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Nothing much has been going on. School is better now because I have all A's and one B+. German is going faster now. We are almost down with chapter two. Biology is als okay. But I did miss yetserday so I will have lots of home work today. Oh and I am typing this at 2:57a.m. I couldn't sleep. My brain would not stop thinking. I got a job now. I am a little happy but not really. I am a dogsitter yes I did say a dositter. The dog is an Alaskan Malamute. I am at this time so mad and sad. Because my mom won't stop talking about how we are to feel sorry for don. Because he is lonly and depressed. Which I don't really care becauase that is how I feel. They are always off doing something and never thinks about asking any of us to go. And then I have saw that don says things to get my mom to feel sorry for him. And then she is always going back on her word. My mom says the person that cooked doesn't have to clean up after. But yet when I cook I have to clean it up after. But I don't have to do the dishes. But if any one else does they don't have to. Oh and my mom was going to take me to my doctor to talk about my depression. Because that is what my school councilor said we need to do. My mom never did that. She just blow it bye and acts like that was never even talked about. Then when I said something she just told me I was lying. And only time she wants me upstairs is to tell me to clean. Oh and now the times that they go out to eat is when I am at school for moch trial or something. I know that Terra thinks I am being an ass but she doesn't live at my house she doesn't see the things don says to get her to feel sorry. And then I heared him on the phone with his mom or whatever and he was talking about how he hates some of our stuff. And now we had to put up his things and all of our stuff is just put in a box and put in the garage. I don't think I made much sence. But there it is.

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

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So everyone knows I am not going to be posting because I can't see the comments and there is something wrong with my site. So I will be reposting this every day until I get it back to how I want it. Erin is going to help. If you want to talk to me you can send messages I will answer them. But I won't be on my profile part. Okay I don't know if you all can read this but I am puting it on anyways. The U.N. says how no country should have nuclear weapons. While the leading countries all have them. They say that Iran and Norht Koera needs to stop buliding Nuclear weapons. They say that we need to stand down all military building. So why then does the countries That started this all are doing the different from what they are tell Iran and North Koera? I say that the U.N. needs to either stop what they are trying to make Iran and North Koera stop there military build up along with the Nuclear weapons building. Or they need to force that onto themselves. So what do you all think of this? Pleas tell me!

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Monday, October 1, 2007

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Well, we went to the homecoming. It was okay. Terra and Erin had my phone and went through the messages. Then they made fun of me joking they were. We took some pics but, I don't really like it when my pic is taken. Terra wore a dress which she said she wasn't going to do. Erin wore what she said she was going to wear. I talked to one of my friends from my school when I was there. The other just didn't say anything to me. And Terra and Erin got to see that I have to go up to them if I want to talk to me. They don't take any time to go and say hi to me I have to go to them. I introduced Terra and Erin to them. Well to two of them. Because only two truned to look. Oh and one of them told me I should go and dance. Which I didn't because I don't dance that well. If everyone is to do the same then I might like what we do in Show choir. Here is some poems. I am Michael I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. I wonder what we are going to become, And what is going to happen to my friends and I. I dream that our planet will have no wars. I also dream that we will always be able to live on Earth. I accept that if this is to happen we all will have to work very hard. Also that this is far away. I accept my depression and all of my feelings. I want no wealth, no fame, and no hate in the world. I also want to help the government get all of what I have said done. I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. I pretend that people don’t hurt me and that I don’t care about any of those things I said. I dwell upon all of what I did and how not to let those things happen again. I also dwell upon the future of our planet and its people. I laugh with some of my friends and family. I do that only because they don’t know. I also laugh at those people that say not to worry about the future because we can’t do anything about it. I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. I imagine the day when everyone will become friends and we solve all of the problems we are facing now. I say that there is gods or a god. But, we will never know what religion is right. Right now we live in a time with lots of evil. But, there is good in all evil, and only time will show that. I confront all of you that read this to try to make a difference. It all starts with one. It will be hard but we can do it. I try to make people happy, but to get things done some people will have to be unhappy. In the end, they will see that it was for the good of all. I confess that I have done bad things and made mistakes. Everyone has and will, but to accomplish this we will have to understand that and move on. I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. Waiting Michael I’m waiting for you to realize. At the same time you’ll remember the happiness there was. But, lots of time has gone bye. Now all of those delights have pasted bye in gentle waves. I’ve prayed that when you do realize you are laughing not crying. Now you are away, but you’ll come back. But, one day we will meet and then you will realize. When did happiness become so fragile? Easily destroyed by a mistake. Only prayers turn into light. With the Lord I can venture past sky’s distant wake. I really want to deliver all of my thoughts to you under the setting sun. Now you are away, but you’ll come back. We’ll meet before that daybreak. I am waiting for you, always waiting. Answers Michael Answers we are all looking for them. When I thought I would be able to dictate even time. Is when all of this started. As time passes by, our thoughts change so fast. Our hearts passed by each other once. I hope for it again. I wish that when it happened time could just stop. But, the two of us are still searching, Searching for love. It’s Because Michael It’s because I thought I loved you, That I got hurt, and I was bewildered. When our cheeks met a heart was born. I always want to see you right away. I loved you so much I ended up not being able to explain. But, that was not enough for you? How can I see gentleness again? Hold me more tightly is what I wanted. Someone that would care. That I could be close to. I believed in your warm heart then. Farewell, I go into tomorrow. My real name is Michael My real name is Michael James Covington. Yesterday my name was confused. Today my name is finding who I am. Tomorrow my name will be knowing why I am here and what I am for in the world. In my dream my name was doing all that I have and are working for. My best friend thinks my name is foolish, because she thinks that what I want to do is impossible. Thinking what to say Michael Thinking what to say, Do I tell her my feelings? That is what I thought about this weekend. I never figured out what to tell her, And how to explain how I feel. I thought that I should tell her. But, how do I, Can anyone tell me what to do? Why do I have to worry about this so much, Why does this matter so much? I have so many questions, But I never find the whole answer. Just bits and pieces of the answers. Which then I have to figure out what it means in my head. Why does liking her have to be so hard. I thought I knew what to say, But will it make since to her? Or will she hate me for it, Or will she like me better? This is what I thought about this last weekend when I read. Reading is something I do when I want to figure something out. It is what helps me think about the day to see what I did wrong and what I did right. Also to help me think of things I need to do and what I need to tell people.

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Sunday, September 30, 2007

Hi

Well, we went to the homecoming. It was okay. Terra and Erin had my phone and went through the messages. Then they made fun of me joking they were. We took some pics but, I don't really like it when my pic is taken. Terra wore a dress which she said she wasn't going to do. Erin wore what she said she was going to wear. I talked to one of my friends from my school when I was there. The other just didn't say anything to me. And Terra and Erin got to see that I have to go up to them if I want to talk to me. They don't take any time to go and say hi to me I have to go to them. I introduced Terra and Erin to them. Well to two of them. Because only two truned to look. Oh and one of them told me I should go and dance. Which I didn't because I don't dance that well. If everyone is to do the same then I might like what we do in Show choir. Here is some poems. I am Michael I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. I wonder what we are going to become, And what is going to happen to my friends and I. I dream that our planet will have no wars. I also dream that we will always be able to live on Earth. I accept that if this is to happen we all will have to work very hard. Also that this is far away. I accept my depression and all of my feelings. I want no wealth, no fame, and no hate in the world. I also want to help the government get all of what I have said done. I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. I pretend that people don’t hurt me and that I don’t care about any of those things I said. I dwell upon all of what I did and how not to let those things happen again. I also dwell upon the future of our planet and its people. I laugh with some of my friends and family. I do that only because they don’t know. I also laugh at those people that say not to worry about the future because we can’t do anything about it. I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. I imagine the day when everyone will become friends and we solve all of the problems we are facing now. I say that there is gods or a god. But, we will never know what religion is right. Right now we live in a time with lots of evil. But, there is good in all evil, and only time will show that. I confront all of you that read this to try to make a difference. It all starts with one. It will be hard but we can do it. I try to make people happy, but to get things done some people will have to be unhappy. In the end, they will see that it was for the good of all. I confess that I have done bad things and made mistakes. Everyone has and will, but to accomplish this we will have to understand that and move on. I am a loving and caring person with great ideas. Waiting Michael I’m waiting for you to realize. At the same time you’ll remember the happiness there was. But, lots of time has gone bye. Now all of those delights have pasted bye in gentle waves. I’ve prayed that when you do realize you are laughing not crying. Now you are away, but you’ll come back. But, one day we will meet and then you will realize. When did happiness become so fragile? Easily destroyed by a mistake. Only prayers turn into light. With the Lord I can venture past sky’s distant wake. I really want to deliver all of my thoughts to you under the setting sun. Now you are away, but you’ll come back. We’ll meet before that daybreak. I am waiting for you, always waiting. Answers Michael Answers we are all looking for them. When I thought I would be able to dictate even time. Is when all of this started. As time passes by, our thoughts change so fast. Our hearts passed by each other once. I hope for it again. I wish that when it happened time could just stop. But, the two of us are still searching, Searching for love. It’s Because Michael It’s because I thought I loved you, That I got hurt, and I was bewildered. When our cheeks met a heart was born. I always want to see you right away. I loved you so much I ended up not being able to explain. But, that was not enough for you? How can I see gentleness again? Hold me more tightly is what I wanted. Someone that would care. That I could be close to. I believed in your warm heart then. Farewell, I go into tomorrow. My real name is Michael My real name is Michael James Covington. Yesterday my name was confused. Today my name is finding who I am. Tomorrow my name will be knowing why I am here and what I am for in the world. In my dream my name was doing all that I have and are working for. My best friend thinks my name is foolish, because she thinks that what I want to do is impossible. Thinking what to say Michael Thinking what to say, Do I tell her my feelings? That is what I thought about this weekend. I never figured out what to tell her, And how to explain how I feel. I thought that I should tell her. But, how do I, Can anyone tell me what to do? Why do I have to worry about this so much, Why does this matter so much? I have so many questions, But I never find the whole answer. Just bits and pieces of the answers. Which then I have to figure out what it means in my head. Why does liking her have to be so hard. I thought I knew what to say, But will it make since to her? Or will she hate me for it, Or will she like me better? This is what I thought about this last weekend when I read. Reading is something I do when I want to figure something out. It is what helps me think about the day to see what I did wrong and what I did right. Also to help me think of things I need to do and what I need to tell people.

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Friday, September 28, 2007

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Tomorrow I will be going to the homecoming with Terra and Erin. But I have to have a friend say they are taking Terra so she can come. I am passing all of my classes with Bs so school is fine. I really don't know what to say.

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Hi everyone

All of the papers to take my father to court should be done now. So soon I will be going to court. Why am I? Because of the fights that we have been in. The way the house is that I have to stay in when I am there the conditions are not safe for living. And my step mom smokes and so the house is all smoking wich makes it so hard for me to break and it also can cause other health conditions which I don't need with the two I have that is now going on three. Also that I am to vist him not my step mom. She thinks that she is the one I have to okay everything with when it isn't it is my dad not her. Then she always likes to state how my dad feels but, then he never talks or says how he feels. He lets my step mom say how he feels. This is what she says well this is how John feels and then he doesn't say anything. So that is basically all. Well, I do feel very hurt that he thinks I am the one being selfish and that I am doing this because I want to get my way and so I can act like someone that I am not. Which I have been acting like someone that I am not all the time. I have always covered my feelings about this up for a long time now. Just like I covered up my depression and things. Today I found out that my friend Kayla is going to say she is taking Terra so then we all can go to the homecomeing this saturday. And I found out that the cost for going has gone up. It is now $8.00 per person if you aren't bring someone. If you are then it is $15.00. But, if you have a pass then you get in free. So I am going to pay the $8.00 so Erin can get in and then Terra is paying for her self. Terra is also bring money for pics there. Today at Mock Trial we found out that the districts can be either in between the 1st of oct to the 21st of Nov. Which I hope it is not on the 16th-19th because of the Anime con that I am going to. I guess that is all for now. If you have more questions feel free to pm me, okay?

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