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Wednesday, May 23, 2007


Gundam Seed Destiny - True Light


Hallo, wie gehts? Is there really an God. I don't know anymore. I want to believe but, now I don' know what to believe. If there is I believe he is punishing me. Cause I have this disease, my friends are like emnies now, my family is always fightning, all of the animals I use to have has die/ran away/got give away.

Love and Friendship- Athrun Cagalli Kira Lacus



How can someone that you tell you love them just stop talking to you for a long time? Then one day start agian. How can friends act like they are friends then the next hate you? And I have given that letter I talked about to my so called friends. They have so far acted like it is an joke. Today was the first time I cryed in an month. I cryed because of all of this. And I was thinking about if there is a God and if there is why is he doing this to me what did I do? Now that I have thought about it he could be doing this because of the time I tryed to kill my self. But, I am not sure if that could be because I did not go through with it. I thought about how Melissa would feel if I did it. But, now she would not care. But, I will not kill my self now. But, things are bad and I am very sad but, I was able to hold my feelings in for two years so I should be able to do that agian.Danke for listening the one or two that cares.

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