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Well, we went to the homecoming. It was okay. Terra and Erin had my phone and went through the messages. Then they made fun of me joking they were. We took some pics but, I don't really like it when my pic is taken. Terra wore a dress which she said she wasn't going to do. Erin wore what she said she was going to wear. I talked to one of my friends from my school when I was there. The other just didn't say anything to me. And Terra and Erin got to see that I have to go up to them if I want to talk to me. They don't take any time to go and say hi to me I have to go to them. I introduced Terra and Erin to them. Well to two of them. Because only two truned to look. Oh and one of them told me I should go and dance. Which I didn't because I don't dance that well. If everyone is to do the same then I might like what we do in Show choir. Here is some poems.
I am
Michael
I am a loving and caring person with great ideas.
I wonder what we are going to become,
And what is going to happen to my friends and I.
I dream that our planet will have no wars. I also dream that we will always be able to live on Earth.
I accept that if this is to happen we all will have to work very hard. Also that this is far away. I accept my depression and all of my feelings.
I want no wealth, no fame, and no hate in the world. I also want to help the government get all of what I have said done.
I am a loving and caring person with great ideas.
I pretend that people don’t hurt me and that I don’t care about any of those things I said.
I dwell upon all of what I did and how not to let those things happen again. I also dwell upon the future of our planet and its people.
I laugh with some of my friends and family. I do that only because they don’t know. I also laugh at those people that say not to worry about the future because we can’t do anything about it.
I am a loving and caring person with great ideas.
I imagine the day when everyone will become friends and we solve all of the problems we are facing now.
I say that there is gods or a god. But, we will never know what religion is right. Right now we live in a time with lots of evil. But, there is good in all evil, and only time will show that.
I confront all of you that read this to try to make a difference. It all starts with one. It will be hard but we can do it.
I try to make people happy, but to get things done some people will have to be unhappy. In the end, they will see that it was for the good of all.
I confess that I have done bad things and made mistakes. Everyone has and will, but to accomplish this we will have to understand that and move on.
I am a loving and caring person with great ideas.
Waiting
Michael
I’m waiting for you to realize.
At the same time you’ll remember the happiness there was.
But, lots of time has gone bye.
Now all of those delights have pasted bye in gentle waves.
I’ve prayed that when you do realize you are laughing not crying.
Now you are away, but you’ll come back.
But, one day we will meet and then you will realize.
When did happiness become so fragile?
Easily destroyed by a mistake.
Only prayers turn into light.
With the Lord I can venture past sky’s distant wake.
I really want to deliver all of my thoughts to you under the setting sun.
Now you are away, but you’ll come back.
We’ll meet before that daybreak.
I am waiting for you, always waiting.
Answers
Michael
Answers we are all looking for them.
When I thought I would be able to dictate even time.
Is when all of this started.
As time passes by, our thoughts change so fast.
Our hearts passed by each other once.
I hope for it again.
I wish that when it happened time could just stop.
But, the two of us are still searching,
Searching for love.
It’s Because
Michael
It’s because I thought I loved you,
That I got hurt, and I was bewildered.
When our cheeks met a heart was born.
I always want to see you right away.
I loved you so much I ended up not being able to explain.
But, that was not enough for you?
How can I see gentleness again?
Hold me more tightly is what I wanted.
Someone that would care.
That I could be close to.
I believed in your warm heart then.
Farewell, I go into tomorrow.
My real name is
Michael
My real name is Michael James Covington.
Yesterday my name was confused.
Today my name is finding who I am.
Tomorrow my name will be knowing why I am here and what I am for in the world.
In my dream my name was doing all that I have and are working for.
My best friend thinks my name is foolish, because she thinks that what I want to do is impossible.
Thinking what to say
Michael
Thinking what to say,
Do I tell her my feelings?
That is what I thought about this weekend.
I never figured out what to tell her,
And how to explain how I feel.
I thought that I should tell her.
But, how do I,
Can anyone tell me what to do?
Why do I have to worry about this so much,
Why does this matter so much?
I have so many questions,
But I never find the whole answer.
Just bits and pieces of the answers.
Which then I have to figure out what it means in my head.
Why does liking her have to be so hard.
I thought I knew what to say,
But will it make since to her?
Or will she hate me for it,
Or will she like me better?
This is what I thought about this last weekend when I read.
Reading is something I do when I want to figure something out.
It is what helps me think about the day to see what I did wrong and what I did right.
Also to help me think of things I need to do and what I need to tell people.
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