Tuesday, February 8, 2005

hmmm

Hi , first off I PLAYED ON A DS AFEW DAYS AGO ^_^ it was so cool and i cant wait ot get one should be going ot town tomorro to pre-order mine ^_^ ok now on to what ive just been thinking about : I was just ( damn pop ups ) , i was just watching six feet under on tv ( dont watch it that much ) and i started thinking about death and my life so far , i wont go into my life cuz its to much of a mess to sort through and at the mo it looks like a big dark ball of somethign , i cant be assed to think of what. ok lets break down the next ones into two , first realionships and then death ok realionships , well i was just thinking about them afew mins ago and i was thinking about how much mine suck , ive only been out with one girl , lasted 6 months and she told me going out with me way a big mistake and moved to london , i know great start to anyones dating life a , well the other thing she said was that i was incapible of love and ever since then i just cant seem to love anyone , i just dont feel anythign , for anyone , i used to go out with girls if i was in love or of sort but now i just feel empty which is really bad cuz theres a girl i know that likes me and she has for like a year or so but i just , i dont know i even feel like im not the same with my friends now , wait theres another thing to talk about Friends : Well heres the thing , all my friends have gf or bf so i dont see much of them anyway , one has just left school and is going to college again , one really likes a girl but found out shes bi so now he dont like her , one of my friends is being done for . . . . better not say lets just say theres someone in hospital right now , one of them never even seeings me anymore , most of the girls feel award around me cuz of my foot fetish ( good thing they dont know the others ) ok lets stop there or else this will be to long and death : what happens when we die , the whole light thing can be explained because of lack of oxegan to the brain , i was sat down and realised that im 17 , and at my rate im guessing i got 50 more years if im lucky so thats 50 spings , summer , altums and winter and thats not much o yea i also think Youkai Trunks has killed herself i was just thinking about when i look out the window at the world and see everyone driving past and in a hurry to get everywhere and i just dont get why , there are so many people who are unhappy with there lifes and so many people walk down the street not caring if they wake up tomorro or not , before i leave this earth i want to be rememeber cuz the only really was to live forever is to be rememebered and for that to happen you need some form of talent and as of yet i havent found mine ok gone on way to long now , im guessing no one will read anyway cuz its to long and lets face it no one likes to read a long post , o well just feeling abit down at the mo , not even any of the porn on my computer has put a smile on my face ( btw im pervet in a charming way ) and if lucys wife ever reads this yes im someguy and im whos been talking about the socks on your thing o well thats about everythngi off my mind for awhile love ya luke P.S. happy brithday stacey , if you read this.

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