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Thursday, June 23, 2005

really depressed
Hey everyone , im really depressed today and yesturday and probley will be for awhile

do you reamember the girl ive been talking about in the last few posts , stacey
there are so many things going round in my head that i want to say but alot dont make sense or would worry you all
now i cant put up the chat cuz lets face it that invasion of privicy so ill give you the just of it
we were chating about me coming into school today to give her her ear rings and such but she said that it was probley not a good idea cuz a frined of hers would be there
so i said what dont you want to see me and she said she couldnt take it and only wanted me as a internet friend , not even a friend but a internet friend
she said she never wants to see me again ( by this point i was getting thankful of my new swords

she went on to say that i missed a middle bit that we needed to see each other but wouldnt tell me what that was and said there was no way to go back to it
then it was her saying people change and feelings change and so on but i just dont get it cuz she liked me first , i just took to longand i hate myself everyday because of it

i just dont know what to say im feeling so upset, she said she doesnt like realsionships because of feelings like thiswhich i think is wrong cuz i would have perfer a shot at happiness and get hurt like this then to just sit around and not care
how i have a feeling thats where my life is going now

and im boring you all now with my problems so ill let you go and read happier posts



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