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Friday, October 21, 2005


Depressed
Ok i feel like i can tell you guys and girls anything and seeing as i removed my link from my fiends ( that i see in person ) i feel i can tell you all in safty of the people never finding out.

So yea anyway getting on with it , im upset again , dont know how many of you remember that girl i liked awhile ago, well truth be told i still do. Ever time i think about her i hate myself that little bit more for knowing what happened in the past , the thing is shes really happy and has a bf and you know you dont really want to be the one to do anything or so on but i just . . . . . . i dont know i just wish that i wasnt so fucking stupid (sorry about the swearing ) , i dont know , i guess i have to just deal with it but its been like 4 or 5 months now since they've been going out and she majorly lied to me but i still care for her and i just dont know what to do. At the moment both her and her bf want me to be her friend and i do to but well you know , its to confuseing to write really.

If any of you have any addvice or words of wisdom or anything , hmmmm damn music is depressing.

I dont really know what to say i guess i just needed to get it off my chest to all of you before i ended up being foolish and telling her. Dude life kinda sucks.

BTW im condsidering delteing this post so comment now if you want to

love ya
luke



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