Monday, May 1, 2006

   Restricted and Grounded
These past two weeks I have been grounded because I didn't call my parents at a certain time. Now, I am "restricted" to 1/2 hour of internet time a day.

Anyway, I drew my character Richi today. This is the first time I drew her anatomy correctly. I just need to finish her eyes and I can color her.

I've been working on a story with a friend as a collaboration. I'm editing it after we completed the skeleton part of it. From 14 pages, it's now around 17, with still more to add.

I'm going to France next spring break. I'm going to find a job this summer to earn the money.

I found two songs on Limewire that I've been looking for. They're not the forms I really want, but they're still the same song with the same lyrics. It works.

I hate depression.

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Sunday, April 9, 2006

   Sickness Sucks... Again
So I'm sitting here in my room, getting ready to type up a health class report on the drug Morphine, and I'm breathing through my mouth. My nose is stuffed up, so much, that I can't breath through my nostrils. Because of that, the air coming from my mouth is irritating the back of my throat, doing no good for an already sore throat that had developed yesterday morning/afternoon. Also, that stuffy nose sometimes leaks, and I spend five tissues just cleaning the dam up. Bottom line: I hate being sick.

My weekend was really fun, minus the somethingorothers mentioned above. Friday night, I went to my friend's play, which was funny, after which I went home with said friend for her slumber B-day party. My friends Samantha and Becky were there, too. We watched anime and stuff all night. Yesterday, I had to go to the library to get a book on Morphine for the health project I mentioned, and after that I bought throat losenges (sp?) at a grocery store. My throat seriously felt like sandpaper then. I had a good night sleep, though, and felt much better the next day (this morning). Today I went to gothica's house, and we watched "The Life of Brian", a Monty Python movie, and we played "Shadow of Destiny", a PS2 game. We didn't get to role-play, because we couldn't think of a plot.

Well, I've used up enough time, gotta go type my project!

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Saturday, April 8, 2006

Sore Throats Suck Arse
I just returned home from a birthday party. I feel sick. My throat is sore and my nose was runny. I didn't feel like this yesterday, so one of my friends passed it on to me... I hope I get better soon.
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

   Everything is Completely Confusing
I'm ignored a lot at school, and my friends, at least the people who I believe are friends, interrupt me, no matter the importance of what I say. I now become irritable really easily, and I can't help it, even though I wish I did. Sometimes I just wanna sit there and cry my soul out, because there's nothing better for me to do. Someone recently has said that I've been immature, but I don't understand what they mean... I've been having mood swings and ups and downs and I've just done things according to what I was feeling then, and I just don't know what's wrong with me.

I know I'm depressed and I have dislexia, but there has to be something more, something that's really effecting me. I can't see it, and I don't even know if it's farse or not, but I know... it can't just be a mix of depression and dixlexia... I could be wrong, however.

My level of trust has almost diminished now. There's very, very few people whom I feel like I can talk to, and most of those people I just don't want to burden. I don't trust deviantART.com too well, and from past experiences, nither do I trust this site. However, since so many of my friends are elsewhere, this is the only place I can rant (though with limitations), and I don't have to worry too much...

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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

   OMIGAWD! BLUE LIGHTNING!
Something came in the mail today! It was in a big, cardboard envelope that I had to cut open. Inside was... the DBZ Fusion Reborn movie! WEEEE! XD

My friend's B-day is today. Becky and I called her up and sung the Happy B-day song to her. I think she'll like it. ^^;

Nothing else to say... *shrugs*

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Monday, April 3, 2006

   FUSION!
I'm SO excited for the Dragonball Z movie, Fusion Reborn. I raked up some stuff in the front yard, and he decided to buy it for me. It wasn't in the store, so he ordered it online. I didn't have to pay a CENT. I can't wait until it comes, which will be tomarrow or Wednesday. I was thinking of having a few friends over for the virgin viewing, but I'm still considering it.

On another note, my spring break is over, and I can no longer sleep in, that is, until the weekend. It's okay for me, though, because the thought of a nap later in the day keeps me going.

I'm hoping the forcasted storm actually comes to where I live. I really love storms, and there hasn't been one around here for a while. My dog's scared sh*tless of them, but that's okay. I can make him stay with my mom when she gets home. My favorite part of them is the lightning, when you can actually see the bolts in the sky coming out of the clouds. What are your favorite parts, if you like storms? Just wondering.

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Sunday, April 2, 2006

   Floop's Song from Spy Kids
It's a cruel, cruel world all you little boys and girls, and some mean, nasty people want to have you for their supper, but if you follow me, you can all be free, free, you can all be free! As a bird on a big TV, if you dream, if you dream, if you dream... My dream! It's a cruel, cruel world full of nasty boys and girls, while they're selfish, mean nasty people, nasty, nasty, nasty nasty, but there's a way to make your day. You can laugh, you can smile you can come, stay a while. You can dream my dream; you can have it all with me. You can dream my dream, you can dream my dream, you can dream my dream.

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Friday, March 31, 2006

   I Hate Parents
When they THINK you did something wrong, the other person is always right. They never believe you (hardly), they don't care that you didn't do it, because they feel like punishing you anyway, and they like to hog your attention even though you've stuffed yourself in your room with the door shut and all noise blocked out. They don't let you travel ANYWHERE for ANYTHING, even if it's your "Life-Long Dream", because you don't have one -- you're too young. You're yelled at for mutilating the family dog when you were no where near the mutt the entire day. You spend too much money on junk that is actually precious to you, and you can't live sanely wihtout. They never know what to say, or when to say it, and they're too lazy to help you when you actually need it. They're controlling when it comes to homework, and abusive when it comes to chores. They offer you treats and yell when you remind them about it. They think you're the perfect little being that you really aren't, and when proof comes around that shows the opposite of that statement, they ignore it, and you. A happy parent is a selfish parent.

I really don't like mine very much at the moment.

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

   AAAAAACCCCCKKKK!!
I've been away from this site 'cause my internet has been restricted SEVERELY! I now have, from unlimited internet, to 1.5 hours. My mom says that's enough, but then again, why am I complaining?

I'm also really, really depressed and I need to talk to someone... not some random person on the internet, a psychologist or therapist or someone. A school counselor isn't enough.

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Thursday, March 2, 2006

Richi's Character Sheet
Status and Money: Relatively poor; just enough to survive
Marital Status: None
Family: None
Diction/Accent: Saiya-jin
Relationships: Chibi, friend; Sacho, friend; Chompy and Zavis, Helldogs; Kaky, God.
Places: Chibi's ship, Muerga (planet), Kaky's house.
Possessions: Pair of Sai, Morphing bands, sniper.
Recreation: Sparring, riding Helldogs.
Obsessions: Nachos, personal space.
Beliefs: Gods are irrelivant; the weak should die.
Politics: Militarism
Sexual History: Raped once
Ambitions: Face death head-on.
Fears: Males.
Superstitions: None
Religeon: Saiy-ism (Saiya-jin religeon)
Attitudes: "I bite. Hard." and "... bastard."
Character Flaws: Can't make quick decisions; falls for men with muscles and deep voices.
Character Strengths: Independant, loyal, intelligent.
Pets: Chompy, Zavis, and Ciao-Ciao, Helldogs; Neyu, Eternal Dragon; Jack and Leis, horses.
Tastes in Books, Music, etc: Reads mystery, listens to Su-jo's (Saiya-jin band).
Journal Entries: Finds no point.
Correspondance: Most things, if it suits her interest.
Food Preferences: Fruit, fish; Hates chicken, loves nachos.
Handwriting: Scrawly, violent looking.
Astrological Sign: Leo; Snake
Talents: Excellent fighter, stealthy
Tatoos: None.
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