Saturday, July 30, 2005

Ice Queen- Within Temptation
When leaves have fallen
And skies turned into grey.
The night keeps on closing in on the day
A nightingale sings his song of farewell
You better hide for her freezing hell

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe it.

When she embraces
Your heart turns to stone
She comes at night when you are all alone
And when she whispers
Your blood shall run cold
You better hide before she finds you

(2 x)

Whenever she is raging

She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak
The sun awakes and melts it away
The world now opens its eyes and sees
The dawning of a new day

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe it.

(2 x)

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world
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Awkwardness....
I still need to learn how to work Macromedia Flash player. Boy, my first good animation is going to be a laugh. I'm planning it already. My pet helldoggie, Chompy, is going to have fun... maybe his father Zavis will join in too... Hehehe... Meanwhile, I'll just draw pictures similar to what the animation is going to be.

Yay... I drew a lot of raptors recently... Jurassic Park sure is an interesting idea, though. Dinos in the modern world... Heh.

o-o;;; I've had a lot of violent thoughts lately... Is that bad? Is it good? Oh, well, I ain't changing it. Going through with those thoughts and whatnot help me vent my anger. I can also play TimeSplitters 2 (one or two, I have both), a shooting game. I beat the easy mode a few days ago finally... My family doesn't rent things often so I had to wait forever to finish playing. I finally bought it, though. My dad freaked because it had guns and people in it....
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Friday, July 29, 2005

Swimming, Gothic Christmas, and Et Cetera
Yay! It was two weeks ago that I had my toe surgery, so that means I can go swimming whenever I want! Plus, I'll never have to worry about an ingrown toenail, at least on that one toe. I have to change the band-aid sometime soon and apply more of that ointment stuff... XD

The cool song I mentioned last time, "Ice Queen" is by a group/band called Within Temptation. Their songs are so cool. They sound similar, but I don't pay attention to that specifically. I like the words and rhyme scheme, plus the tempo, and the main story of the song. I like Within Temptation best of all out of everything I've listened to so far because of the random songs I've found from them. There's "Gothic Christmas", which has almost nothing to do with the said holiday, "Angels", which talks about an angel and a mortal falling in love, then the angel betrays her *I think*, then "Stand my Ground", which is about a girl being brave against some guy. O_o I'm not good at explaining stuff, obviously... XD

I downloaded some Zoid episodes this past whenever, and one of them HIGHLY slowed my computer down. I wasn't on it much because of that. BUT. Thanks to my determination and patience, I deleted the trouble-maker Zoid episode and now my computer is semi-normal. *sarcasm* Yippie.

That's all for now, I think... I'll say stuff later... XD
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Monday, July 18, 2005

   Toe Surgery and Stuff
If you don't want to hear about what I want to say in this journal, then don't read and don't comment, because I will continue to post things about my life, and you can't stop me.

This past Thursday, I had a serious ingrown toenail removed. ^^; It was really gross-looking and stuff, especially when pus splurged out of the side of the toenail when poked. XD

Anyway, I had four needles of numbingness stuff (one more than last time because it was worse than last time), and it took like, less than 15 minutes total to remove the ingrown part and part of my nail. When the numbing stuff was put in, my toe felt like it was warping and twisting like that one gate in the All Dogs Go to Heaven movie (1 or 2, not sure... XD).

My mom bought me card protectors when we went to Kmart. They have dragon eyes on them. ^__^

Oh, I found a neat-o song. I don't have the lyrics and the song file doesn't give me enough info to find them online, so I'll write 'em down from the song and post.... eventually. ^^;
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

And another thing...
It's so hilarious how jealous people get all defensive about the stupidest things.
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Sunday, July 3, 2005

I wonder what goes inside the mind...
I find it funny how people put others down to make them feel better about themselves. Some are just minding their own business, having fun with friends, when suddenly a rude comment comes up or someone bumps into someone. Things like this can end in fights, and usually those haven't a good end.

It confuses me how those who hurt others find joy or satisfaction in putting others down, and even in their eyes it doesn't seem to make sense. Maybe it has to do with the lack of fairness, maybe not. It's human nature to want things fair, I guess, so when something happens, we want revenge. We want the person to get what we get, except sometimes our anger makes it uneven anyway.

Some folks just don't understand that this isn't some game, story, or anime, where the main focus is on one person's life, or they just don't realize they don't know. Toddlers and younger children get by because they "don't know anybetter," but maybe we should start teaching our children early, perhaps before the sharing thing becomes an issue.

There are some jerks out there who live just to hurt others and lower their self-esteem. They just need to be ignored or taught their lesson somehow, whatever it may be.

A theory is jealousy. The world isn't fair. We know that, but we don't want it to be; that's where we get jealous. Cindy has a fetish for a DBZ character, and she makes it public (even if it's just a little mention). Suzy comes along and drops a rather rude comment out of the blue. Cindy doesn't know why. Perhaps it is because Suzy is jealous. She sees Cindy happy wherever she is (online or off), and she somehow isn't, so Suzy wants to make Cindy as unhappy as she is.

Another thought is how we see our own opinions. We have our own ideas about how humans should be. We're above animals, just because we're a bit smarter than them. We absolutely need fancy clothes and make-up just to survive. What makes us think this way? Are we taking the basic things for granted? It may seem so.

What I also think is funny is how there's a stepladder for our lives. "At this age, we need to...", "We have to act this way at...", and "You can't do this because..." are all examples of it. We're officially adults at age 21. At age 16, we're expected to act like them. 11 and up is just practicing. So, we have about six years to be kids, to be the innocent, care-free people we all once used to be? Life seems a bit rushed when you look at it that way. I'm fifteen, my father relates me to a nine year-old, and I'm proud.

You can say I'm immature. I probably am, if you're comparing me to yourself or someone you know whom I act like. Humans in general don't understand that we're all different, even if a lot of us can say it. We have different diseases, different times of growth of the body and mind, different skin colors, different ideas, and different likes/dislikes. You can't be scared off if someone has a rather ugly disability, or if their face is riddled with acne. We all get acne, and there's something wrong with all of us, weather we see it or not.

People should learn to live the right happy way. Learn to live with problems and deal with them without harming others. Don't take your life for granted; it may lead to a bad even that'll destroy you.

I may not be the smartest person, the thinnest, the best at drawing or spelling, the nicest, the most loyal, or whatever, but I can be a pretty decent friend if you open up to me and shut your rude side off. I'd welcome friends at anytime, but if you're here just to downgrade me to feel better, it's not going to work. I have lots of friends already, and they're more than willing to back me up. My friends wouldn't want me sad, so I won't be for them.

I'm strong-willed and loyal to my buddies. I stick up for them when they need it and provide comfort for when they're down. I listen to them when they need to vent their emotions, and they listen to me back.

Claiming Goku as yours is just what I was talking about. People who do this are just like those bullies who think it is funny when people get mad and do stupid things. I shake my head at you folks who do that to me. My affections are fun (and true), and if you take it seriously, that's, well, assuming things. I do know Goku isn't real, nor are any other characters from movies or cartoons or comic books, unless they're based on someone real like Jackie Chan; even then it'd be near impossible to actually have a relationship with them.

I'm not going to get mad. I'm not going to fight. Think what you want, imagine what you want, say what you want, but I'll just shrug it off. Fighting is not my forte, making friends is.
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Friday, June 17, 2005

Observation is the best way of learning
In my opinion, observation is the best way of learning. From observation I've concluded that you should keep your mouth shut when the only thing that comes out are untruths. *nods* Also, a good buddy of mine told me some useful Japanese stuff that I can transfer to tell Sammy. >.> I hope I see her soon.

Random simile:
Friends are like the inflatable bouncy things you jump in. They're there to break your fall, and to keep your spirits high. *thanks to the good buddies who have done so in my life*
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   My... Ankle
It is as if my ankle has a mind of its own, I swear! It keeps collapsing out from under me (though last time I think I twisted it... >.>), and making me fall. Its actually quite fun once I get my ice pack. XD Though, the most fun part is getting to hobble around like a penguin.

I'ma gonna buy the uncut, redubbed Dragonball Z DVDs! :D I've been watching the episodes on Cartoon Network (10:30 PM Ohio time). I really like how Sean Schemmel makes Goku's voice sound happy and excited about everything until Goku gets really, really pissed. Then it's still a cool voice. ^_^; I also like Cris Sabat's Piccolo and Vegeta voices, although they sound the same on my "special edition" DVD that came with the "Collector's Edition DBZ Budokai 3". I wonder how may there are... o.o

I went to Steak N Shake with my mom today for dinner. It was really good, and the shake we brought home topped it off. :d It was Carmel-Mocha something... My mom and I split it, and I got the cherry. :)

I'm planning to make a "Dragon Roar" armor for my Euphrates custom Zoid model. I'm going to use parts from my old Berserker Fuher, and other misc. Zoids. I hope I'll be able to finish it soon. It will be tricky, but I can do it if I put my mind to it.

I posted a funny pic on DA today. The title was what made it funny... you probably wouldn't get it unless you were one of my closer friends... >.>
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Thursday, June 9, 2005

   Snaketh
I bought a cool snake plushie at my local Geauga Lake a week or two back. I've decided to name him Vert, because he's green. (Vert means green in French for those who didn't know)

I also finally got an Ultra Z in my Zoid game. I still have to get five more to complete my Unity Blade team. Discription and logo thing can be found here: Unity Blade Logo.

I'm really gonna miss Mr. Brautigam (I don't know if that's how his name is spelled or not). He's a really awesome teacher, weather you're taking French I or German I. He teases some of the kids, but never dampens their spirits. He also helps out if you're having trouble with a certain topic. It's too bad he only teaches the first year of the previously mentioned languages. I wish I hugged him today... XD

There's a really awesome song I really love. It's called "Un Monde Sans Danger", and yes, it's in French. It's the theme song to Code: Lyoko, a French cartoon that's convinced a lot of my friends that it's Japanese. XD I'm not the biggest fan of the show, but the song is so cool. It sounds a lot better than the dubbed English version (in my opnion), and it's a lot more happy-sounding. The main singer's voice is really powerful. I can listen to this song ALL day long. ^_________^
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   Purchasing Stuff
I wasn't able to buy things for two months, so I suddenly had $171 to spend. I bought a Legacy of Goku I to replace the one some idiot stole from me earlier this year, a Zoids GameCube game, a DBGT posable dragon figure (that came with a kid Goku), a cool, realistic Dragon with lots of details, and the DBZ game Taiketsu. All of that, and I still have $88.

I'm going to wait to buy things again. I'm not sure what, though. O-o
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