Monday, December 19, 2005

   I hate christmas
Its not about the having to spend money on other people, or having to go out and decorate everything... getting the tree and hanging out with the family... I'm okay with all of that. It's just that this time of year really stresses me out, and this year especially since a few of my friends are having hard times. It feels like there's nothing I can do, and yet there's everything I can do but I'm just not doing it. Another part of my stress is my father. It's unbelieveable how much he expects me to be and become, and how much he assumes of me. It's like he tries to model me and my attitude. He got upset because I was drinking juice and milk, the selfish bastard.
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