Thursday, April 6, 2006

   Everything is Completely Confusing
I'm ignored a lot at school, and my friends, at least the people who I believe are friends, interrupt me, no matter the importance of what I say. I now become irritable really easily, and I can't help it, even though I wish I did. Sometimes I just wanna sit there and cry my soul out, because there's nothing better for me to do. Someone recently has said that I've been immature, but I don't understand what they mean... I've been having mood swings and ups and downs and I've just done things according to what I was feeling then, and I just don't know what's wrong with me.

I know I'm depressed and I have dislexia, but there has to be something more, something that's really effecting me. I can't see it, and I don't even know if it's farse or not, but I know... it can't just be a mix of depression and dixlexia... I could be wrong, however.

My level of trust has almost diminished now. There's very, very few people whom I feel like I can talk to, and most of those people I just don't want to burden. I don't trust deviantART.com too well, and from past experiences, nither do I trust this site. However, since so many of my friends are elsewhere, this is the only place I can rant (though with limitations), and I don't have to worry too much...

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