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Saturday, October 16, 2004
Blue Dragon
Who is your dragon spirit guide?
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Intresting. I am the Goldenknight but I got Blue Dragon Spirit. I figured I would get the Golden Dragon. Eh whatever.
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What is perfect happiness? Does it truly exist in the world? Me personally I dont think so. Happiness is just happiness. There is no such thing as perfect happiness. If you are a naive person then I could see you believing that. Happiness and sadness will never go away. It will always be there. No matter how tough you are, how free spirited you are and all that stuff you always feel sadness. No matter how happy you think you are sadness is always waiting for you behind every corner. Its like I was taught about life and death. 50% of life is death and thats how things go with happiness and sadness. In order for you to be happy you have to experience sadness no matter how it may come at you. If you never experience anything heartbreaking or anything like that how would you know if you are happy? Next thing I wanted to say was something about love. I know the other day I kinda felt bad and I said that I was giving up on love. Well thats changed. After looking back on what Selena and forsakenlove said I've regained new hope, new energy. The strength I needed to keep pushing foward. True my experiences with love ultimately end in sadness but that doesnt mean I have to stop trying. If I stopped trying on that then that would mean I was giving up on everything else in life. Me personally will continue searching for my other half and when that day comes I think I will finally be complete. Well my thoughts are starting to get confusing. I'll try to post some other stuff later. Later.
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Friday, October 15, 2004
Suicide
Is suicide always the last solution to life's problems? Why can't it be something else? In order to end sadness one must take his own life. Why does it have to be that way? Suicide is a cowards way out. But why are people quick to jump to that decision? A person always should always have control of themselves. Suicide was once a last resort for me but I fought. I fought back everything. One's life is to precious to end in such a way. Why can't people learn that what other people say means nothing? Only what that person thinks. The heart and soul of a person should outweigh all that surrounds them. The destruction of ones soul means nothing to me if it ends in that way. Take it from me I know. I've had a 5 friends to commit suicide and even though it hurt me for that short time period, their souls ultimately have no value to me anymore. They are dead I am here. Thats all that matters. To me if you die of suicide even if you are my closest friend I wouldn't care. Life throws out a lot of shit but it does not mean you have to take your life. Thats all I have to say. Later.
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Hi ya guys. Taking care of business as usual. Hey thanks for the comments you guys put on my site. I really do appreciate it. Well dont really have a whole lot to talk about. So whats been up with you guys?
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
theOtaku.com: What Outlaw Star Character Are You?
Gene huh? Eh I guess so.
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Not awhole lot going on with the me today. Just been doing a lot of thinking lately. You know the past, the future, and who I am. Yeah it might seem wierd but I am questioning who I am. Maybe because my boss at work did that and really made wonder and just kinda got me drifting off to another world or something to that nature. I talked to a real close friend about it and she told me who I was through her eyes and basically I wanna know what do you guys think of me. Who or what am I through you alls eyes. I dont know things just haven't been going right for me lately. Love is something I'm starting to give up on. There is no point when you are repeatedly rejected. I'm about to really give up on myself. Man I'm just basically a fucking wreck right now, but I'll try to post as much as I can. Later.
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Thursday, October 7, 2004
theOtaku.com: What Inuyasha Hero Are You?
I figured I was probably gonna come out as Inuyasha. I do act like Inuyasha a lot. Later.
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theOtaku.com: What Ninja Class Are You?
Genin class. Yeah that kinda fits me. Later.
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Tuesday, October 5, 2004
theOtaku.com: What Gundam Wing Character Are You?
I'm Duo. Intresting.
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The best damn knight is here. Should I be happy because I'm back? Should I be sad because I stop posting? Well to be honest I dont give a rats ass. I'm just here. I had to think about something Selena. Selena is a person that I truly like and enjoy talking to but I see I have destroyed close to every fiber of our friendship and every fiber of what could have been more. I was asked the question "What do I mean by falling in love but never really intending to?". I'm going to answer that question. This aimed right at you Selena. Selena when I first met you I wasn't really all about trying to fall in love with anybody. I was mainly trying to close myself off from that part of things. I figured you was just going to be a friend, but you became much more than what I expected. Yeah I know there are people who are saying that I am a dumbass because I'm falling in love with some one over the internet. Guess what I dont care. I trust you Selena. I trust everything you said to me and I fucked up basically. I destroyed everything me and you built. All I can say is give me another chance. I'm sorry about how I pushed you aside. I'm probably too late in saying this. You've probably moved on. Guess I need to do that huh? Well for right now I dont have anything else to say except for I've missed you guys as my friends and hopefully I wont have to leave for awhile. Well later guys.
P.S. If you guys havent figured this out, especially after reading this post, that its me Wing. You guys probably dont care so whatever. Later.
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