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Thursday, October 13, 2005
Knightmare vs. Sephiroth
Now for a change in mood. I am now coming up with some imaginary battles that we all know will never ever take place in any video game because of company lines and all that bull crap. As you can see todays contestants are Knightmare and Sephiroth. I'm not voting, of course, because I really couldn't decide between the two and since I'm doing this I don't want you guys to think I'm biased. Now VOTE!!!
I have come for you mother and together we shall take back this world!
vs.
I will show you the greatest nightmare!
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Death
This might sound like yesterday's post a little bit but I'm going deeper into it. People may not realize it but half of life is death. You are surrounded by death everyday. There is no escaping it really. Therefore I don't fear death. But then I cannot die either. I have so much to live for. I haven't really done much. I can't leave anyone in pain. People fear death but is it really neccessary to fear what is already planned to happen? That is the only part of fate you can't change. We are not immortal nor will we ever be. I plan to live for the moment and see the "next" present. Why be bothered by death when the life in front of you can be beautiful if you try to discover it. Death is not so much as life ending and you being put in the ground. Death also comes in a different way. I was thinking about someone who abandoned who they were and changed completely just to "fit in". People should understand who they are and be willing to accept it because if you don't you are basically dead to the world. Later.
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 Memorable Night
Last night was a memorable night. I talked to Robin Witch on the phone and we had like a real nice conversation. Yeah I know I'm taking a big chance with her parents and all not liking me but eh what the hell. It was awesome. She is awesome. We a lot in common. Well I think I'll post up something I've been thinking about for a good little bit. Later.
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Love
Love is something that everyone wishes to have. I know I want it. Being in love can really change a person. I don't know much about being in love because its a rarity for. Like I said earlier, love is flawed but it is the effort that both the people put into it is what makes it perfect. Learning to accept what is wrong leads you down the path of happiness. Or at least I think. Everyone obtains love in various ways. Love fills a void that was never meant to be there but its there anyway. To drift and dream about love is good, but to actually have it is even better. Later.
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Your Angel is charming. Easy to talk to and makes
you feel good about your self. Don't lett this
Angel go!WING TIPE=skinny and long
ELEMENT=kindness COLOR=green ANIMAL=dog
NAME=Davey
What kind of Angel is inside of your heart ( awesome pics)changed and a new angel!!!!!!
brought to you by Quizilla
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Atonement
Remember the girl I told you guys about? The girl who died right before my bday. Well I've been trying to atone in some form or way with her parents. Her sister and mother understands but its her dad who wishes to continue to hold the grudge and believe I was the one who caused her to die. The last time I talked with him, I brought out something that had been going through his mind but he never said. No matter what he wishes my death cannot bring her back. He wants me to die and rot in hell but I can't. To make amends I must be alive and I cannot die now. I do not fear death but I cannot die no matter how much he desires it. My soul is filled with the misery of the past but I must keep going. Her death is on my mind everyday but I make amends in my own way. For me to die now would only create more tears. Tears lead to pain and pain leads to more tears. Its and endless cycle that can't be broken until one has had enough. I have a list of people who want me dead. Its like I said yesterday, those not burned by the fires of hell only grow stronger and fight. Those who are burned well you are just screwed. I've been through hell numerous of times and each time I've come out being stronger. Those who wish I would die can keep wishing because it aint my time yet and I will continue to atone for what was done and hopefully be able to embrace the future. Later.
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Life is Not Perfect
People living in the world today think that life should be perfect. Its not. No matter how you wish to see things, life can never be perfect. We believe that just because we want something and obtain it that our lives are then perfect. It can never be that way because we are human beings. Human beings are meant to have flaws no matter what is done. There is no way to avoid the fact that there are flaws. Everyone says that if they have this or that that their lives would really be perfect. They may look good on the outside but on the inside its very much different. Its like love. Some people feel as though if they obtain love everything would be fine and dandy. Love is a piece of something that fills your heart but even love is flawed. In order for love to last, even in its flawness, the people invovled should be willing to work through it. Well this is getting a bit lengthy so I'm gonna go now. Later.
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
 Cross Roads
We face cross roads everyday. Sometimes we face it head on and decide where we go no problem and other times we are forced to walk a path that just doesn't seem right. Sometimes the cross roads maybe bright and sometimes they are filled with the darkness that frightens us. My friend is at a cross road now. The pain she is feeling is great. Even to the point where she cried on my shoulder today. She has a choice. A choice that can change everything as she knows it. I face a cross road myself but that I want go into details about. Life has many roads we must choose from. Whether it be good or bad. That you shall find out at the end. But until you walk down that path there is no right or wrong. There is no sadness or happiness until you walk it and you walk it with no regrets. Later.
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Those that aren't burned by the fires of hell only grow stronger and fight, and if you are then you are kinda screwed.
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Thursday, October 6, 2005
 Cruddy Day
Yesterday was a very cruddy day after I read RobinWitch's post. It truly sucks that her parents are gonna do that to her just because of me. Now all those feelings from yesterday have basically carried over to today. This bites. Why are parents being such assclowns about this? It truly pisses me off. I care a lot about her and I don't want to get her in trouble anymore. I really don't want her to go to Cali, but I'm a risk taker and I want to hear her voice again. And if she ends up going to Cali then I'm just going to have to head there myself. She is who I wish to be with and if I'm not afraid of the path that I would have to go through to be with her. I'm not afraid of anyone who steps in my way. I wish not to see her suffer. I wish not see or hear her cry. I wish to only be her side and be her knight and let her happy. Later.
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